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but this has releived me a lot of pain today thank you

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Here I am a year later reading your comment, my mother gone for nearly five years and my father gone only days ago. It is incredibly painful to watch those you love die. Watching my father die was excruciating and it will forever haunt me as you say, so I get that. Hard to imagine that I will forever feel okay again. Impossible really.

I can totally relate to this. thank you for your vulnerability . I hope you are healing and moving through your grief. sending all my love

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Andrea Andrea right?! I’m a cancer in four planets. I sensed that she was a fellow sensitive, creative crabby and damn if I wasn’t right when I looked her up. She’s my idol🤟🏼True cancerian embodiment. Such a BEAUTIFUL, talented gift she is💕

@@cactusflowercreations5450 Interestingly, although I've never read this in any astrology book (and I've been studying for 50 years!), Virgos aren't the only detail freaks; being Earth, they tend to manifest that trait physically so it's perhaps more immediately evident ... but I have noticed that Cancers also have this thing about details. Elizabeth G. has mastered this trait (which needs mastering or it comes across as 'going on and on about something' !), through discipline, and honed and honed her writing skills, balancing mind with heart. What's so amazing to me... it's one thing to write well, quite another to be able to speak as brilliantly as she does!! (I'm in awe). She also has strong Libra (air is intellectual, so she is able to take her feelings and translate them into the works of art that you and I enjoy!). I do think that Cancer is NOT an easy sign to be born with (for a myriad of reasons), but then I'm the NEXT sign, Leo (with a ton of detailed Virgo!). Question; do you find that it is true for you, that you notice details that others do not?

Andrea Andrea YESSSSSS, details are my double edge sword in life😩 It’s a blessing and a curse to notice everything as an artist. My mom, also an artist and cancer, has struggled with details her entire career. We put our heart and soul into our creations and strive to make pieces that are different, unique, meaningful and PERFECT. We’ve always known that our attention to detail is what sets our work apart from the masses of other artists work. We always create our own template/vision from our clients request or “ideas” and we turn their vision into something 500x more creative, one of a kind and over the top. We can’t do anything “easy” and constantly challenge ourselves because if we aren’t learning and pushing our limits of creativity, we don’t feel like we are evolving. Our attention to detail sets us apart from so many but we pay a price for it. We spend twice as long brainstorming, trial and error, then polishing,sanding,adding more unique touches once its “done” and then we move to the photography or our work. Perfect lighting, textures in the background, exact placement and replacement of every single strand or inch of the piece. Then the coordinating colors or theme for the over the top gift wrap/packaging with handwritten cards, essential oils on the tissue paper to strike their senses when they open their package. And and and on and on and on. I can’t imagine living without my attention to detail. Not only in my art, but in day to day moments. Noticing the trees, flowers, sunsets, cloud forms, moonlit nights and the sound of rain. Little details so many overlook in life are huge details in mine. I’m learning each day how to let’s go of perfectionism in my work. It’s a balancing act that I don’t think I’ll ever master. And that’s ok☺️

Also, I’ve been diving deep into astrology for the past year (hermit mode-Virgo 😉) and doing some inner work. Sitting under the moon (I’m a Gemini moon 🌚) every night and reflecting, writing, studying astrology, Law of attraction, tarot and so on. Since you’ve been studying astrology for over 50 years🙌🏼, do you have any recommendations for books, podcasts, TH-cam channels etc? I’m always curious to hear favs from other people with likeminded curiosity about life🙂

@@cactusflowercreations5450 Yes! Very basic but really good primer for Astrology is 'Linda Goodman's Sun Signs.' Used to be, you couldn't go to a garage sale without falling over this book! Now, you have to look a little but occasionally secondhand bookstores will have a copy (or there's online). It covers each sign and is invaluable for just really knowing the basics. I love this book. Also, Derek and Julia Parker's The Complete Astrologer (great pictures too! There are different versions... MY favorite is the original 1971 version. A bit difficult to find). Then ... Sakoian and Acker's 'The Astrologer's Handbook' is EXCELLENT; it gives you Moon in..., Sun in..., Mercury in... IT'S ALL THERE! Grant Lewi does a Sun-Moon Combinations book that I love: 'Heaven Knows What'. Another Sun/Moon combo book (that I actually prefer) is 'Sun Sign, Moon Sign' by Charles & Suzi Harvey. And lastly, Isabel M. Hickey's 'Astrology, A Cosmic Science'. THOSE are my favorite reference books. I never read cover to cover, I just have them next to my bed and when I meet someone I'm curious about, I will go and dive in, read, and then SEE HOW IT FITS. I've learnt Astrology THROUGH people rather than the other way 'round. "How does this feel? Does it apply?" It helped me to make sense of people growing up; we moved every year and I needed help! I love Gemini Moons! ALWAYS LEARNING! My Moon is in Aquarius (similar). Where is all that Cancer? Mercury in Cancer REMEMBERS (good at history). And what's your Sun? (Virgo?). Good luck with the books. So fun!!! Oh... when you get a little further, online, youtube: Jewel Mayberry is ASTOUNDINGLY good. She just knows her stuff like no one else. Yay! Have fun with it!!

Her book "Committed" is a real page-turner and good book!

Yes. I have never even seen her before.

You can select the option: don't recommend channel

She's literally sharing the story of watching the love of her life die, yet instead of showing support to her in this grieving time you instead decide to show hate. Look within friend, and find empathy instead of apathy.

What do you find annoying about her? She is my biggest inspiration

Who do u find inspiring ?!?!

then go away from here. simple.