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I just wanna die My own mom hates me Whats the point off living anyways

Sometimes, I just Wished I was my six year old self again. innocent and pure. Just happy to play monopoly with my Brother and neighbors in our garage at 7 pm on a Saturday. The times when I was just free, no worries. When I wasn't stressed all the time and when I wasn't Such a Socially awkward outcast

I do yoga at this playlist.

i dont have the mental capacity to pour my heart out right now, but i used to listen to this as a stupid, sniveling streetrat of a kid with a jack of all trades taste in music. Now i'm 6 years in with my beautiful partner, and the beginning - it resonates. "Don't ignore what's happening here, we're having some sort of powerful weird alchemy and y'gotta pay attention when that happens, 'stuff is not to be treated lightly" "ye- but there may not be another time, okay - i may never get this chance again. I mean we may never even be able to return to this, moment." I met her online. I thought there wasn't going to be another time, i thought i lost my chance to add her. but we met again just a few moments later. And we both didn't hesitate. and in the first moment i met her and saw her galaxy brown eyes and luscious red hair, I knew there was VERY powerful alchemy going on between us in that small moment in time. Such a small moment, yet such an endearing and content result. Guess i had the energy after all.

At school I have no friends 😢plz if you go to st Mary’s plz be my friend 😢

Wow, I don't know why I'm doing this, but... Right now, it's 11 P.M, my Mother and Father are fighting loudly, they think I'm asleep, I'm ofc not, I'm Lising to this full bast with my door shut, it helps...

Its 5:00am, i’ve been up since 9am, i have school today, but i’ve just been playing web games listening to music. I developed depression in 2020, even though i live with my family, being isolated from all of your friends as a child hurts. My anxiety has only gotten worse, and i feel as though all of my friends think i’m weird, or gross. But just typing this makes me feel better. Sharing with strangers on the internet is far easier, because i dont care if random internet strangers judge me. I’m scared about having a job. I’m scared of not doing well enough and ending up on the streets. I’m scared of losing everyone, so i close myself off. I put on a fake personality around others, which is normal, yes, but I genuinely dont know who i am anymore. I dont know how to “be myself”. I literally dont know who I am. I relate more to my internet personas than my actual real life identity, because i know who “balls gaming” is. I dont know who I am. If you read all of this, thank you, and if you didnt, you arent reading this line, unless you skipped to the end like a weirdo. But thanks for reading some random 14 year olds youtube comment. Have a good day, and rest of your life

I thought I'd add my own here. Here goes. Seeing these comments and being in the middle of that "Cherish you childhood" stage is truly weird. Like im already reminiscing about my younger years, but also looking forward to the future, y'know? Im in sports, enjoying life to the best of my ablility--but beneath my outer shell is just something I can't explain. Something just out of reach. Like when you forget a word and you know what it is, but you also don't. I'm fortunate enough to have great parents, friends, and opportunities--but i feel that there is something missing or lost It's getting late, and my dad will kill me seeing me on the "Damn Idiot Box." So, thanks for reading my little rant, isnt as depressing as some-nor as interesting. Just another piece of text that will inevitably float around the internet, forever. I might aswell leave you some advice. It's okay to cherish the past or look forward to the future. But don't forget the present. Next time you're on auto pilot, stop yourself and just think. I've ranted for far too long, so this is where I end. Goodbye.

It feels empty without him...... Bayu my bestfriend, if he gone its just like i lost half of myself

I'm just tired.

The School: Nestled in a vibrant New Orleans neighborhood, the school was a lively and colorful place. Its brick facade was painted in bright hues of blue and yellow, with murals of historical and cultural significance adorning the walls. Inside, the hallways were lined with student art projects and motivational posters. Classrooms were equipped with modern technology, and the cafeteria buzzed with the chatter of students enjoying their meals. The library was a cozy nook filled with books and soft seating areas. The school’s grounds had a well-maintained playground, with swings, slides, and climbing structures where children spent their recess hours. Students and Teachers: The students, a diverse group of kids from various backgrounds, were enthusiastic and full of life. They participated in various extracurricular activities, from sports to drama clubs. Teachers were dedicated and passionate, fostering a supportive and engaging learning environment. Staff and faculty were a close-knit community, working together to ensure the students received the best education possible. 2. During the Hurricane The Impact: As Hurricane Katrina approached, the school’s windows rattled and the wind howled through the corridors. The storm surge caused the nearby levees to fail, and floodwaters quickly inundated the school. Within hours, the water levels rose to about 80% of the building’s height, turning classrooms into small lakes. Debris and trash from the streets were swept into the building, adding to the chaos. Evacuation: Teachers and staff worked tirelessly to ensure the safety of all students. With the waters rising rapidly, the decision was made to evacuate. Some students were relocated to temporary shelters, while others were picked up by their families. The sense of urgency was palpable as everyone tried to escape the rising waters. 3. After the Hurricane The School’s Condition: Once the floodwaters receded, the school was left in a state of ruin. The vibrant colors of the walls were obscured by grime and mold. The once bright murals were now faded and peeling. Furniture was overturned or ruined, with desks and chairs floating or lodged in strange places. The library’s books were waterlogged and scattered, and the playground was buried under a layer of mud and debris. Inside the Building: Classrooms were unrecognizable; the floors were covered in a thick sludge, and the walls showed water damage up to several feet. Personal belongings, such as students’ schoolwork and artwork, were scattered and ruined. The intercom system, damaged but still functioning, emitted a constant, low-frequency tone that resonated through the empty hallways. This eerie sound, a mix of mechanical hum and ambient noise, created a strangely soothing yet unsettling atmosphere. 4. The Aftermath Students and Teachers: The immediate aftermath was a time of uncertainty and trauma. Many students were displaced and faced significant upheaval in their lives. Some were relocated to new schools, while others remained in temporary shelters. Teachers were scattered as well, some working to find new positions while others volunteered in relief efforts. The sense of community that once defined the school was now fragmented, but there was a shared determination to rebuild and recover. Rebuilding Efforts: In the months and years following the hurricane, the school became a symbol of resilience. Efforts to restore the building began, with a focus on not just repairing the physical structure but also addressing the emotional and psychological needs of the students and staff. Fundraisers, community support, and government aid helped in the rebuilding process. The school eventually reopened, but the scars of the hurricane were a constant reminder of the challenges faced and the strength demonstrated in overcoming them. The eerie tone of the broken intercom became a poignant symbol of the school’s past, a ghostly echo of a time before the storm, and a reminder of the enduring spirit of the community that rebuilt in its wake.

you didn't return

Who else finds this song has a sad vibe but is also soothing and relaxing ? I’m always falling asleep to this so fast

reminds me of my bestfreind who didn't come back from the hospital 💔😕

h i t s h a r d

33:43 slaps hard

Because Danna, I just wanted to give you the best of me :(

It feels like you're empty, and all you need is to find a quiet place, relax, and dive deep into your thoughts. Look up at the sky, see all the stars, and remind yourself, "It’s okay, we can do this." In that moment, you watch your future pass by like a movie. You see your past self, the child inside who once felt lost, trying to break free. You whisper to yourself, "Life is hard, but I will make it through." Trust me, in the end, everything will be ok all love to everyone who sees My comment i hope you doing well ❤️

I don’t wanna live anymore

go into the most empty room in your house at 1 am, turn off all the sources of light, and imagine your nowhere

I loved this song so much, it tells everything :)...

""You throw a stone, but what you don't know is how deep that stone goes..."

I love my ex as a human being, I pray she can heal. Forgive me Alexi, we were just kids… but as I mature now, I forgive you and myself. I miss the old you.

My room's cold tonight...as always.

And I’m 11

Man all I want to do is go to heaven that’s all I want to do I want to be a worrior in fight for god in Jesus in for heaven that’s all I want to do😊

I wish 🙏🙏🙏🙏

What she told me: When I first met you, you were so adorable and sweet, you were such a trouble maker! It was adorable seeing you strive through different emotions in the server. It felt nice getting to know you and always seeing your acc on. You were talking back and forth. And to this day I know you’re the same, even though you feel down rn, everyone has their sad days and crying nights. But guess what? They all get through it, even if it might take a while! Even though you think everyone hates you, and even *if* they hate you, you have a whole other portion of my friends to meet, even if you don’t want to, they’ll always be waiting, and I will too! Getting a lot of stuff into your mindset is super easy and super hard to get rid of. But that’s alright! It’s just life baby. You’re literally one of the good to come your way. And I bet God would like you to be strong! So hang tight ml, I have a lot of faith in you. And I’ll always be by your side no matter what. I believed her-

Life is just a repeating cyle of pain, toxicity and being tired. I want to suceed in life but it just wont happen. Going to school for years and yet failing to make my parents proud. Why isnt it ending? I just want the pain of past mistakes to go away, just out of my head. Why isnt it possible?

I dont wanna start school, im scared, my class looks good, I have friends and the teacher look nice too, but I feel like everything will be bad this time. I haven't feel this since 2 years ago, and when I said that the year would be bad, it were. Will be this the same story, again?💔

I wish to hold her hand and tell her that "I love you," but I can't because she only exists in my dream

Time waits for no man, but sometimes I wish it could wait so that I can be in that moment forever

remember,depression isn't a flex

진짜 그만하고싶다

Ever move away from your WHOLE life and just start randomly reminiscing about it? All your friends, your plans, all out the window T-T

… if only we could go back.. damnit.

I felt if I am in a television show, I was a great boy with friends and I still but some day and night I ask my self abut the existence of me reality it’s self, religion why there I even here the more lonly I feel the more my brain left my body and it’s state to imagine things I felt stupid, how would I felt nostalgic of something hapeen a year ago? And still nostalgic in my childhood I felt like a in a television show and the writer of the story want this for me, idk how to feel It’s more like a void.

when a kid looks at you and you gotta hit them with the creepy face

To everyone in the comments, this is a reminder you aren't alone. Whatever you're going through, you got this

recuerdo cosas

gnossienne no. 1 vibes

One day, we might become the person we all fear we would become.

:(

Honestly my friends are the reasons i havent committed suicide.. i already tried ( beginning of the year ) but my sister caught me. I tried before that but im not gonna talk abt them, but i will say one. I stabbed myself and i was halfway, then my brother walked in and told my mom and they brought me to the hospital. Thats all im gonna say abt it but i might do it again. Like this comment come back and make a edit. But yeah i tried suicide a lot, and failed them all. Its like god wants to keep me alive. Its also like i have a angel making sure i dont.

"you cant have happiness without sadness"

“Happy times come and go, but the best childhood memories stay forever.”

To anyone who needs to hear this, I love you.

Beautiful song

I am 16 years old junior in high school. School just started and i am failing all my tests, i don’t know if I’m gonna succeed or not. I will tell you what happened after 5 years in 2029.

How would you feel if you manage to find the right girl after all these years and now she is suffering and dying from cancer and you know you cant to anything about it