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My best friend’s nickname growing up was “Frost crow”. One day, he was locked out of his house (on purpose) in a blizzard. I snuck in and let him into the basement. His mother was not too happy with me. I had his back. He had mine. Years tore us apart… until recent. My brother by water, not blood, had become someone I no longer knew. Treated me like a stranger, tried to get all his friends to date me, to each I said “no thank you”. One day, like old times, we watched a movie together. He pulled me close, and I felt like I was near a warm soul again. Until he tried telling me, that my intentions of getting near him, were something else (despite him being the one who pulled me closer). I looked at the kind, scared boy I once knew and realized instead, there was a deceitful, clever man in front of me. I was not his friend. I was nothing more than “another chick”. I was not his sister by water anymore. I left, safe, but crying. He smells of de@d flowers to me. All nostalgia plagued by melancholy. I had his back. He had mine. I had his back………… that’s it.

I really do wonder how I'll be remembered, though

sometimes it's better to think about what you're doing. if you feel like dying, take a short break and look outdoors for a little while. if that doesn't help, look for a wholesome video or photo on your phone that isn't about success or doing better than everyone else. you can just distract yourself until the pain fades. you'll be okay. i know you will.

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Why peoples scared of death?

There’s no part of “See how I laugh it you” in this song. 😭😭😭 can someone help??

I can’t stop sobbing I just want to end it all and this song is making me take it all in There’s not anything especially happy about it, it’s just getting me to recollect trauma I don’t know if I could even go through with killing myself considering that there’s so many people who have told me not to but the want is stronger than anything I’m sorry if this isn’t grammatically correct, I don’t care about structuring my sentences right now

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Seeing people here say they will kill themselves to this song, part of it makes me sad, part of it makes me angry.

This undid 4 years of therapy in one go

Me relaja esta cancion

i still cant forget the song of their voice echoing throught my mind at dawn knowing i was a spawn of hell i miss them i wish they could see me now i miss them

If anyone among you may have chosen to end yourselves to this, I hope this song brought you peace in your final or near-final moments, if you stopped. I still pay homage to the place where a stranger leapt when nobody can see me, I have remembered you (plural). You shall not fade away entirely, whether you remain or not, for this will remind me of you. When the final time I am here comes, and I am unaware of the finality of my decision to leave, I am thinking of you. I offer you one song, Life hates us now. / Mafumafu【Sang It】 Or the translyrics, translating the meaning behind the song, Hated by life itself. english ver. 【Oktavia】

Absolutely brilliant

This broke my heart in a good way, i think i'm about to burst into tears :( :)

high asf rn and this hit the spot

cro🖤 (team crow ftw. anyways im mentally exhausted and this morning's 5am phighting grinding session somehow drained me bc i was doing so poorly, might be partially bc my old mouse broke and the new one is a lil heavier and harder to move but idk)

The comments make me sad, please don't kill yourself. Reminder that there are people who love you.

wish this was longer <3

gonna end it with this sound in 3 days. im feeling tired, is it just me? goodbye

yo, that bird looks tasty. i like it.

“in order to find peace, one must confront nothingness and find fulfillment in it” -me

I’ve been listening to this video for a while now, and it inspired me to write a poem about my dead cat, and the poem is called “he smelled of fresh rain” :)

Maybe I won’t kill my self.