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If you ever decide to stop posting at least make a goodbye video lol

hoping to see some music somewhere in the future!!

Gawddayumm, the advice got me so hardd 😢 i try to be happy but these days, it seems like it is what it is u know? But i do know that this present me is more better than the past me. I am more "mature" now compared back then (i used to be an a-hole ngl dawg 💀). I learned a lot these past few years, and i will gladly say that i dont think negatively about the mistakes i made BUT the lessons it gave me in order to strive to be a better person. Be the best you guys, LESSGOOO❤🎉 and goodnight

Thank you for the advice at the end. It might help. I really don't know how to even smile but I'll try my best.

i’m ur biggest fan!!! i wish i had a question to throw in :c

2:40 I struggled with the same issue when I moved to Japan; also you're Filipino too?

[answer any!] do you have any pets? (if not, what would you want?) what is your mbti? what do you miss the most about the Philippines? what do you like the most about Japan? does your family know you do youtube videos? any advice to give fans?

How did you become a skibidi sigma and what do you recommend to those currently in their sigma grindset?

Questions: On a scale of 1-10 how homesick are you? What level is your duolingo? Biggest positive and negative culture shock? What plans do you have for the future? Ever think about life and how everyone's death revolves on whether the earth can support it or not? Is water wet?

why are you so cute omg?

Q: When did you move to japan and why? Do you struggle with studying in japanese as a foreigner?

reposting my (too many) questjons 1. how many languages do you speak? 2. are you gonna do youtube to a higher level at some point like monetization, more types of videos, etc or will you just keep to journals? 3. how long are you planning to do journals? like indefinitely or until you graduate or what (feel free to pick and choose which to answer lmao)

hey, don't force yourself to do something, always put your mentality first.

the new setup give me wendigoon vives

My question: what are you planning on doing after school? Either Japanese or maybe Philippino if you return. Your career path basically

question: if this channel got really big (like 100k subs) what would you do with it?

“i wanna make my mum cry” 😭😭 thats so cute i hope you succeed!

questionably early that the thumbnail hasnt loaded :) speaking of questions, I'm curious because I've seen a lot of channels/ppl do this lately, but what encouraged you to start making content of this "genre (if that's the right word)" and how difficult is it to do from like editing or like recording/retaking videos?

this is proof i'll watch anything

すみません。お邪魔して申し訳ありません。友達になりたいですか？

Excuse me are you Japanese. I am half Japanese. Can I be your friends?

From my experience as a foreigner moving to another country when i was young, it doesnt get better, but thsts only in america, i will do recommend to explore town even if it is by yourself, maybe you can find new things or meet people that you can vibe. People normally like people that try to learn their language, even if it is broken words

so pretty me happy :)

nice playing!! it was nice to listen to. i really love your singing voice it's so pretty

I relate a lot but for me its so hard finding the right people to be friends with, my couintry is so conservative and one wrong friendship could be the end of me

Its good to have drive, if you desire to grow your channel into a gaming channel, I say go for it, as long as your happy doing what you love. I must warn you though that sometimes the internet can be a very cruel a place as any, so be careful don't let the it take you over when you upload remember that you still have life to live ( basically don't be consumed by being on the internet ). for me, my only challenge is pushing myself, I have the strength, i have the means, but not the will, at least not yet, that part about pushing yourself is what I think should be reflected on the most because maybe sometimes, we all need that push, like myself personally, the odd thing about it is that more times than not, that push comes from those close to me, as it may for anybody, its almost like believing not in ones self, but others that believe in you...anyway, im getting sidetracked, I just happend to stumbled across this and wanted to wish you good luck on the journey to grow this channel into somthing you love and enjoy. If you ask me, I'd say, find an interesting game you heard of but know little about, and play it blind for the first time for all to see, your reaction will be your fist time experience with gameplay, making it not only genuine but drawing in fans of said game, maybe those who wander to find good quality gaming development in players ( like skills and understanding the story and flow of a game and what not ), and just being yourself, it will attract people because it is somthing entertaining yet relatable, dont worry about the numbers as it may grow over time, and try to be laid back about it I'd say ( another way to not get worried about the whe thing ), maybe it could start off as streams on cirtain days, or maybe it could be gameplay parts, chapters, arcs and so on being uploaded to your gaming channel, first video being a kinda intro to who you are, your links, what you do, your goal and then get right into the show ( im just sharing thoughts and ideas here though, take it how ever thy see it fit ). Hope what im saying is helpful in any what, sorry about this whole news article here, but I wish for your gaming channel to be a successful one in the future, remember though, be careful here on the internet, your YT bio said you were 16 and some people online are truly worthy of being cautious of, stay safe.

Damn. I mean it's tough alright to find people who see you for you, and it's harder when you can't express yourself 100% due to a language barrier. Y'know, I've always dreaded moving to another country while I was in school so honestly mad respect to you for managing all that (and for keeping a diary, my ass could never). Hope that you'll find your people and good luck with learning Japanese. I actually tried when I was about your age but it didn't go nowhere unfortunately (gotta have discipline for that).

This might not make you feel better, but ギャップ萌え(I don't know if it's just an anime word but ppl use it colloquially in Taiwan, the Chinese version of it ofc) is a thing. When ppl who thinks you appear to be scary find out you are actually a kind and nice person, maybe they like you even more than otherwise. Speaking from experience :)

any bing bongers in the chat?

Kowai ne, right chat?

ur really pretty

Quti (๑ᵔ⤙ᵔ๑)

The sad truth of reality. Appearing nonchalant, coy and reserved can easily lead someone to develop the wrong impression about you. It doesn’t take much with some people. Ordinarily, it’s easy to ignore. But when you have to work around a person like this or be in school with them, it can be tedious to deal with.

That's ok, good days, bad days always happen... The secret is always searching keep doing what makes you happy or anything.. love your vids

Nah but why yu so relatable?? Especially since im also a foreigner whos stuyding in japan. How's youre experience with Japan other than the language barrier and stuff.

Yeah, I totally get it. You don't owe anybody anything posting as it's everyday. I'm dealing with similar things in america, i'll make sure to pray for you that things workout. You got this.

Oh shit, comments are on

Maybe you haven't found the right friends yet? I don't presume to know but surely there'll be someone who matches you

This randomly appeared in my home page. Looks interesting.

One of my fears is being "alone" in an another place THAT I'm not familiar with💀. Like not being able to talk to people there just because of a language barrier like it's AAHHHH. nah no way, nu uh. Also, better learn how to ride a bike cuz its more convenient rather than on foot (based on my experience🥸). Yap time! My humour is like everywhere, sometimes I'm an annoying a-hole, sometimes I'm innocent (I can't anymore with my personalities AAHHHH-). Earlier, me and my friends started going into a gym together (there are like 6 of us ngl we a squadron at this point) and then we go like our ways in the gym, they are lifting while me striking the bag (I do boxing) and during that time, I was frustrated for some reason and began to throw absurdly good constructed (maybe) haymakers on the bag and for some reason, I get more into flow the more I get my emotions out like bro, did I just unlock my flow state like DAAYYUMM🔥. Then someone came up to me and said " Do u box?" and i was like NOPE nuh uh and then he said "ohh.... wanna spar?" then I responded "nah man I'm good" (cuz Imma be knocked out fr fr, I'm fragile af🤸‍♂) then after that we meet at the front of the gym and we gone home. That's it yeahhh Sorry for the yap session, I ain't got no people to share this with and IMMA DO THIS AGAIN lol 👶

Honestly you are a soft and kind person who does care, but you are also pretty strong to live in a country, with different values, customs and language from your own. It’s not even a place made especially for you like transfer programs that help you integrate a little bit easier. It’s honestly pretty scary to be in that position as an introvert who’s very shy and self conscious to be around people you probably look down on your and people you don’t understand. But the brightside is It’ll get better from now on as you go through it! Gl on your journey <3

hey, happiness takes time, if you need time for yourself take it! i wouldn't judge you if you stopped doing videos this week, you're busy, and that's okay!! if you need to vent you can do it on your videos, your music, you can talk to me too, everything's gonna be fine🫶🏻

This was recommended to me. No complaints

It SHOULD get better after you learn the language so just try to survive 😭

Sorry you had a bad day, keep smiling, stay happy

Hang in there homie

I can't sign in to my twitter, so here's my question. Are youc ooked if someone you know find your channel?

"life's a beach and then you dive" - The Surfing Joker, the Joker who surfs

Are you sure the guy didn't say "kawaii nē"??? Maybe he has a crush on you too