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เข้าร่วมเมื่อ 22 มิ.ย. 2017
he/him
𝙋𝙤𝙫: 𝙮𝙤𝙪'𝙧𝙚 𝙨𝙡𝙤𝙬𝙡𝙮 𝙡𝙤𝙨𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙮𝙤𝙪𝙧 𝙢𝙞𝙣𝙙 (𝙫𝙚𝙣𝙩 𝙥𝙡𝙖𝙮𝙡𝙞𝙨𝙩)
- drowning
-empathy
- lost
- think of me once in a while
- it fit when I was a kid
-help urself
-empathy
- lost
- think of me once in a while
- it fit when I was a kid
-help urself
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V E N T playlist but with each song it gets more depressing
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V E N T playlist but with each song it gets more depressing
CH4INSAWW (animation meme tweening test)
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CH4INSAWW (animation meme tweening test)
FUNK DO BOUNCE (twinning test (FLASH WARNING)
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FUNK DO BOUNCE (twinning test (FLASH WARNING)
NASTY DOG (Life is strange animation meme)
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NASTY DOG (Life is strange animation meme)
20 ways to kill someone (animation meme)
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20 ways to kill someone (animation meme)
PRETTY CVNT (animation meme)TW IN DESC))
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PRETTY CVNT (animation meme)TW IN DESC))
SERIOUSLY...? (animation meme | TW AND FW)
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SERIOUSLY...? (animation meme | TW AND FW)
pick a flower //meme// (TW: transphobia, abuse)
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pick a flower //meme// (TW: transphobia, abuse)
I just wanna be loved (animation meme|countryhumans Poland AU)
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I just wanna be loved (animation meme|countryhumans Poland AU)
Dear whoever is reading this, Hey you, yes you. I want you to know that you are doing amazing so far, with accomplishing so much already. If you're ever feeling like you need to just talk to someone or you need alone time, then let the world know that. Instead of keeping it to yourself, talk to someone. It feels so much better. And if you don't, that's okay too. I want you to also know that you have made it so far in life already, why give up? Yeah things may not be going your way, but you can't let that stop you. You're doing so great. Don't give up on everyone.
This gas my guy 😼🔥
Tomorrow is my friend's birthday, i drew her portrait and I hope she would like it...
hey! just wondering, how did it go? happy bday to her btw!
@ everything was fine, you would have seen her face when she saw the portrait) we sat with friends in a cafe for a bit and just spend nice time together) Thanks for asking bro)
I hold my pillow acting like its my boyfriend because i miss him when i listen to this😢
whats the song at 9:55
Think of me once in a while - Take Care
luv this guy🫡
0:00 - teen idle 4:47 - softcore 8:24 - jealous 10:50 - gilded lily 15:25 - cigarette duet 20:45 - I bet on losing dogs 24:16 - step on me 28:27 - spit in my face
Yesterday I told my friends that I miss them when after 2-3 weeks of seperation, I was expecting to be laughet at... but the reaction was diffrent. They told me they miss me as well, I think I finnaly have true friends that will be there to support me and will never judge me. I finnaly feel happy that no one judged me when I show my true emotions
I was told to shut up but im happy for you❤
nice dude! hopefully it goes on!
thats amazing! im happy you found you peopl:)!still looking for friends like that
Hello , someone is destroyed on the inside but on the outside they are pretending?tiemblan My hands shake, I grab my head, thinking about why he touched me, knowing that I'm shit, I'm no good and that I'm a spoiled fool because I don't control myself, my anxiety gets the best of me, I think about how he has my heart in his hands and I don't value it, what do I do? so that this thought stops even knowing that it won't stop that it will be infinite that I will worry all my life that I can be fine but PRETENDING!! PRETENDING, no one notices it is horrible what I think Is there a parasite in me? I need an answer an answer I have been trying to cure myself for 4 years but I can't no one notices NOBODY?!?!!?please help help someone??someone??a terrible weight on my body while tears run down my faceiemblan:(
hey!! its okay!! maybe please talk it out with anyone! parents, therapist, friends, and maybe even AI!!! (yea ai sound weird, but it is what it is) alright? remember i love you! (not in a weird way) ~a loving stranger on the internet.
I don’t cvt because I’m sad anymore but because it’s a feeling I can’t live without because of how much I would do it
The reason why im listening is because im gay but idk what to tell my parents im scared to tell them idk what to tell them idk what they would think im scared
their response could depend on how they are, if they're usually supportive then go for it! it will be healthier! but if you're scared because you're not close to them then try to communicate with them more! they're your parents they're people you can trust so try to get to know them more! if you get more close to them then your sexuality wont matter to them if you become closer it will be a happier house hold and better for all of you! (hope this helped)
Should've added stratosphere by duster, it is WAY worse than these songs, it should amplify agony
when song start i was back in past ):
how the hell am I alive rn
Fr tho
I should've died a long time ago
bro like...i hate it when someone says "lol you are not depressed or not having issues about your anger and family ahahjash" (bro like seriously? im taking antidepressants.) sometimes it just hits hard that internet understands you more than everybody in your life ...
worse is, it's not even about you wanting to be either right or wrong, you don't care about that, or rather you currently can't afford to care about it. it's about understanding, about someone really being willing to put themselves into your shoes and then, well, it usually don't even get that far so why bother writing a 50 pages essay about the rest to someone who actually knows what i'm talking about. i'm sorry, knowing you're in pain is very hurtful, i wish i could just make it all better for you; and i don't mean to just take it all away, nah, your pain is your own, it's mainly your job to deal with it and for very good very important reasons BUT your environement isn't fair and there isn't nearly enough peoples who actually truly care around you, that's what i would change if i could. i'm so sorry for being too powerless and weak to do more than words. at least you know there is at least one stranger in one moment who loves you like we are family, a good family, the kind we choose not only born with. i wish you the best as well as the rest of the world, regardless of how agreeable or not i might find each individual to be. with love, from a one time friend.
@waderepourtous82 aw man, thank you for understanding my pain... İt really means a lot for me
@@HelloAmMaksim3169 feel free to vent if you want to, the least i can do is listen. or don't, it's entirely up to you, no pressure ^^. can't say i'll ever be able to know your pain, no matter how similar it might be it still won't ever be the same (even if it's a miss by 0.0000000001%) but i can do my best to empathise with you and try to understand your specific circumstances. sorry if it sounds clinical or like an artificial inteligence, that's just how i talk sometimes; tho sometimes i do think about me being an ai and this world being a simulation but then we'd be in the same boat so who cares haha
@@waderepourtous82 XD, we are İn the same boat for sure :D
Im slowly going insane and losing my mind i cant handle anything anymore i just want to leave this place already but im to young to i have a whole future ahead of me that i dont want to miss Why is it when im depressed im always like this ive been like this since 7th grade almost finishing the year of 8th grade i soon will be in high school time sure does go by fast aint i right Im suffering from depression and from my social anxiety my anxiety has gotten worse than it used to be i dont like being stared at or near people because all i hear is gossip about me and how i get treated by others i just hate how people are now i wish we could go back to our old days were it was only the good times in life 😢😖😣
all these fake ass dawgs who trying to be emo fr
😭 i thought i was the only one who noticed this😭
Is it so hard to believe that people can go through issues
@@blue-uv4mh right??
Bro just accept that people are sad get over yourself
honestly
love this!.. new sub
This is exactly how I feel. whenever I have to say something, even if it’s something small I start to shake and sweat. It probably takes about 20 minutes for me to work up the courage to say that one small thing… once I was at school and I saw someone with a cool shirt, I wanted to complement them on it but I just couldn’t :(
tears running down my face and my chest feels like theres a weight on it while listening to this...
bro i hope that you alright)
real.
My life is hard i hate myself im ugly i have family issues i have fake friend's that use me for money and life is hard and some people don't care and float away from reality
this playlist feels way too relatable. 😐 but love this playlist 😊❤️
This is Pig. 🐸 He's a frog. A really loving frog. And Pig cares about you. Pig also knows that some stranger on the internet can't fix your sadness but a hug will pause it for a bit. So here's a hug from Pig. 🐸❤ Pig's hugs are contagious and the goal is to pause as much sadness as possible. So everyone spread Pig's hugs in attempt to make it happen :)
*Hug* this made me smile ty
@@trans_son_of_hades hug?
That’s adorable. Thank you.
This makes me realize how depressing my life really is and how depressed I am even if I don’t think I am I probably am I mean here I am at 2:30 am listening to music while just sitting in a chair doing nothing. It makes me realize how bad my mental health has come to be over the years I can act happy and friendly but it’ll never change how I actually am in reality.
i feel that. its the same for me but instad of a chair its a bed.
@ honestly yeah
@ I get you man
Don’t ask how but I just finished my essay in 24 minutes
My hands shaking,my tears dropping and ı cant stop it wgen ım in panic attack. But there is nothing,why ı getting attack?Im scared. Im scared of losing my mind. Everyone sees normal to cry,but anormalizes to be happy. I cant help but laugh when ı cry. I just cant help it. Im starting to tear up when ı get yelled. I hate my dad. I hate nobody expect my dad. Even the girl who harassed me. I dont hate her,ıdk why ı just cant. I cant hate my ex bf who cheat on me,ı cant. Idc if they arent love me if ı love them. İts hurts. I need help,my parents wont let me.
If u need im here for u and i know it migth not mean much form a stranger but im proud of you for being here for being strong despit strggleing My ears always open
@trans_son_of_hades Thank you♡ Do you have instagram?
hi everybody. I know it's hard for ya'll and I know how it feels to sink into this saddness. I know that you probably try to make yourself happy by playing happy songs etc. But sometimes...you're just drowning into deep dark depression and you can't get out. Sometimes...you feel like sadness has become your comfort feeling- which of course is not okay. But...I have one thing to say, maybe two, maybe three I know you're trying, you are trying hard and that is enough. I know...deep inside...you wanna feel happy and I believe you're gonna do it, that you'll be finally happy. Even though you feel like nobody cares- they care. Even some strangers care about you, like me. I read you're comments and I feel sorry for ya'll. It's gonna be fine, I promise you, take care everyone </3
You earn a sub from me keep it up and ty for the playlist
Ty for this for me this time a year sucks my step dad and mum arent togther anymore the one family meber i love is not mentally ok and my step dad mum my grandma past away around they holiday so i go numb and idk what to do anymore i just cant but im the happy go lucky friend and cant tell anyone
Im just tired of acting happy when im not i just wish someone would look at me and tell me it going to be ok cus it dose not fell like it i just cant yk
@@trans_son_of_hades Everything will come to an end Nothing lasts forever
ik it just sucks a lot rn
i know things are really hard and its such a struggle to go through all of that. If you ever need somebody to talk to im here<3
I just put on this mask and fake it and it suck when someone ask me how are you i lie and say im ok and i want somebody to say im proud of you theo or good job and all i do is help other out but what do i get nothing and it sucks i want to be happy and smile and mean it
Take care everyone. It's gonna be alright </3
I wanna go with energy boost playlist but after seeing caption I can't control my fingers to play this❤🩹😔
as a person with social anxiety, i couldn’t relate more.
wow so nice❤❤❤
I go to school and I hate the amount of people. During gym I was picked last and people just stood there some chatting. But it felt like their eyes were on me. It felt like they were judging me and it felt like they were staring at me and it was like the staring never stopped. I hated it. I wanted to cry.Maybe I am overacting. Maybe I am just tired. How pathetic of me.
I have social anxiety, I got so worse that it was normal for not to talk, and then people got super mad at it and told me to talk when I didn't even know what to say
literally, no one gets it either, in 6th I got yelled at by my ELA teacher for having a panic attack because they were tryna make us do a ceremony thingy and there was 6th 7th and 8th grade in the gym and like u got scared and started crying and it turned into a panic attack and that was literally the worst day ever cuz I got yelled at infront of my whole grade but like I can’t control it- and since that day I started having panic attacks in school daily and my mom had to come check me out so many times, it stopped for a while but randomly one day in 7th grade I had an anxiety attack in class which I thought was weird cuz I hadn’t had one in a while, I still get them from time to time but not as much, but when I’m in a social area I panic a lot and I try to avoid it as much as I can, the other day me and my dad went to eat at a fast food restaurant, but there was SO MANY people there and I got anxious abt it, then he started screaming at me saying “nobody even cares about you, they’re literally just minding their business you’re not special they’re not gonna look at you” and then he drove off and I felt bad because he was bringing me back to my moms and he hadn’t eaten anything yet because he went to church in the morning and we were at the gas station next door to the restaurant and I asked if we could go back and I’ll try to not worry abt the people and he got mad and told me that next time he just won’t feed me so that I can see how it feels. It hurt really bad because I’m not in a very good mental state right now and I’m really sensitive to top it off. But it’s crazy how he gave me so much trauma as a child, literally has no custody over me, always tries to shit talk my mom, always argues with me over the smallest things when I go over there, and tries to lay his mental struggles on me, like I’m 13 with my own mental problems, you’ve been telling me about how you’ve been struggling since I was NINE what am I supposed to do about that? Ik he just wants pity because he always tells people about the things ‘my mom did’ which I know aren’t true because I WAS THERE and yea I feel bad that he’s struggling mentally but what am I supposed to do about it? I don’t even know how to help myself.. and like he’s put me through so much and still does to this day and he wants me to go live with him- like what makes you think that I want to? Ever since he quit drinking and stuff I thought he changed but he still has the same mentality which I never liked, I hope he can get better and break out of that mentality, he literally moved states because people found out about his lies.. he literally called the police on my mom SEVERAL times telling them my mom doesn’t have me in a stable environment, like what? My mom isn’t perfect but she does try, and my environment has never been unstable. She doesn’t fully understand me and I wish she did and I wish that she would’ve handled what happened a while ago a little better but like at the end of the day I see her trying, and raising 3 kids isn’t easy. What u find crazy tho is my dad, who had addictions at this time, called the police on my mom.. like um? He’s honestly put me through so much and my mom has given him so many chances but sometimes it gets so bad that I want to cut him out of my life again.
what if they think im annyoing? why am i stuttering so much? is my voice annyoing? do i look good? why are they looking at me so much? am i talking to much? do they think im ugly? whats wrong with me?...those are the thoughts that come to me. i dont know if its social axinety but i mianly happens when im in pubilc. but im fine right?
good job! :D looks awesome!
UNDERATED✨✨✨💗💗💗💗💗
REALLY COOOL
Si like the animation 🗣️🔥
Obrzydliwe to
REALLY COOLLLLL
me*
This is so freaking good!!! 💖💖
Very nicely done! Thank you!
I have a friend group. I rarely try to talk in it since I feel like anything I say. I will be judged on and hated even more for.
i think i have social anxiety.. the other day me and my dad went out to but some stationary for me and when he was talking to me infront of the cashier person i so scared and like- i could feel my heart beating fast.. or am i just being dramatic?
I have social anxiety and my teacher made me talk for one hour to the all the people in the school bc I was too nervous to answer him 🥲
Yes i do, how did you know?
👌
When i'm with too many people in a room i feel like crying, i'm currently going to the gym and everyday is a battle, i try my best not to break down in front of everyone.
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