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This is huge and hits so many in so many facets and so many ways, yours was a valid and appreciated perspective. Thank you for the video and a chance to step back and observe how this can affect others and even me. It’s not easy but so necessary to share that part that isn’t so easy to share. Thanks again.

Tell me why this showed up on my algorithm the day I can't find anything to watch (normally I got tons of recs I love to watch through) but today I was refreshing the home page a bunch of times then came across your video. I immediately got emotional and teary-eyed sorry for being so dramatic lol but really! I actually am in the same boat as you! There's so many things I want to do (I'm 32 and I feel like I haven't fully lived my life yet always busy taking care of other people and putting their needs first). I'm so scared to post things publicly but I mustered up the courage to start my TH-cam channel again. When I look back at my old archived videos, I think to myself "where did that confident girl go that once would talk in front of a camera for hours and just post videos?" Because when I look at those old videos, it's definitely cringe. Another goal of mine is to pursue art finally. Like really pursue it! I bought some books and courses so I'm determined but at the same time I probably have ADHD and I rarely can ever focus haha! But that's why I decided to combine the two, I'll be documenting my art journey on TH-cam! Yay! Can't wait to see your progress *new subscriber* <3

Yay! Hope you do well during the events! Also what I did for the sticker display is 3D print some dividers to place between them! Basically the same as your plastic ones but a bit more sturdy

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good luck on the events!

Hii Ali!! I've experienced imposter syndrome lots, mostly from comparing myself to other artist friends that I made along the way. In my head, I place this thought that now that I'm friends with these artists, I have to meet their level in skill or else I'm a leech, so I kind of hide and slowly zone out from that position by not posting and not interacting anymore. Feelings of unworthiness. I've been focusing on self care, talking to a therapist, and being open to how I feel about this to a close friend of mine and the walls are slowly coming down. And I'm glad that you made this video because there's a comfort that I feel that I'm not alone in feeling this way, so thank you for helping me on this journey!

This video is beautiful, and I’d come back here from time to time to see it. Thank you! ❤

Yes you are

I grew up among professional musicians where critique of one's performance was a normal and expected part of your everyday life and none of us would take it personally. The whole idea of having to ask for critique is weird to me because I expect to receive if people care about me and want me to do better. But I guess it's a vastly opposite perspective from that of most people online. When I finally got internet and started interacting with people in Western countries, I had to learn that they take everything personally and it was very strange to get used to since to me detailed critique is a sign of caring.

I am a writer and also crafter, and I get imposter syndrome a lot. It really keeps me down but I continue working hard at my crafts. I just have to push through it regardless of how heavy it makes me feel.

If I only had 1 advice to give to any artist, new or seasoned, that is struggling with whatever thoughts & feelings reguarding their art is; remember why you do art in the first place. 99% of the time we create cause it makes us feel good, its something we need for our heart & mind. Every negative (not earning money on it as an example) is sencondary to that, every positive (earning money on it as an example) is a bonus.

I think my imposter syndrome comes from the fact that out of 18 cousins born on my father's side of the family, I am the only (only) artistic person. My youngest sister is a very talented artist... But like all our other siblings and cousins; she is sporty. Both my parents, as well as all my father's siblings, and all these cousins and my own siblings have been in the newspapers about their sport... I am not sporty. I am 100% Artsy Brained... And ever since I can remember I was always told that my art or project ideas was a phase that will pass, so it was NEVER encouraged, or I was asked "oh where did you see that now" - like I have no ideas of my own. I had to work odd jobs as a kid to be able to buy all the nice pencils and clays and I walked myself to the public library for books and references. TH-cam (when it started as an educational platform) became a refuge for me. My mother's phycologist friend even promised her that I will outgrow this 'childlike phase' by the time I am 33 years old... Like I would just wake up one day and be a completely different, more responsible and less me type of person... To this day, when I share something with a parent I only get a 'oh that's nice' and then get sh*t on for not rather spending time on the house and my kids. The fact that I encourage my kids are also frowned upon. I have only very recently gotten the courage to start everything I have always wanted to do, but still with little to no support. I don't know, this must be such a depressing share with the world, and you are welcome to take this off... But if someone as beaten down as myself can get my head up and try, so can anyone else

Thank you for posting this video 😊 This really helps

What a great first video!! There's sooo much wanna do that it often gets overwhelming to even start. I wanna build my art skills, work on art portfolio, find a job, post on my socials, go outside more often, etc. As a 23 year old living with their parents my main focus is to move out and stand on my own two feet! It's scary though but I'll try my best! I'm excited to see where this journey takes us! Wishing you luck🌼

Such a great and important discussion to being up!! I don't think I'll ever reach a point where I'll stop feeling like an imposter. It's something I've weirdly accepted that no matter where you are in the world there's always someone better than you. Until you realise, that there's also someone struggling more than you. That's when im like huh, im just in an infinite loop of the feeling of being sussed out like the others. It's hard for me to see anyone as an imposter, because everyone starts and develops at their own pace as per their circumstance! Unless I see you vent.....im voting u

It was nice to hear your experience with imposter syndrome so candidly! I just started my online shop and it took me so long to actually open it because I never felt good enough to do it. Learning to allow my love to do what I want be stronger than my fears and doubts. Good luck with your endeavors and I look forward to more of your videos!

I'm about to start my bachelor's of architecture in about a month and even though I got into the best university my country has to offer, I already feel behind my peers. I never decided to persur architecture becz I was particularly interested in the subject but more like the subject was a mixture of things I liked (science and arts). This video was definitely brought to me by the universe and I'm so glad I saw it!! Imposter syndrome is so horrible but I hope that I can cope up with it before it consumes me

thank you <3

hey! i just want to say that i am a beginner artist and i didn't even know what imposter syndrome was but i know that i have it and thank you for sharing your experience it really helped a lot and this is your first video i saw and i really like your content and i am here with you. don't let your imposter syndrome win. thats all. <3

The universe brought you here! Thank you, Alisen for listening to it and making this video! Those who watched this needed to hear it.

I love this so much. I haven’t created an ounce of art in so long, but this speaks volumes in other aspects of my life. I have to fight imposter syndrome as a mechanic so often because I still feel so new and inexperienced. But there’s other times where I really knock it out of the park and I feel so validated. Great video. Thank you for being so vulnerable. And allowing us to be vulnerable too

The sad truth for most of us this helped thanks😃

Love the vid!!! I can def relate lmao😭 Thanks for sharing your experience 💙

Alisen, Thank you for the amazing video! I recently thought about quitting art about month ago-ish. I felt like I had been drawing and drawing but felt like I was never good enough. Watching this video helped my day! I hope you having a good day!

yes! Let's do it! 💯

🥹💙Thank you! Altho everyone around me is saying “ F your passion “ or “ passion dont bring in money”, and nights spent crying before bed, i still will not give up on my dreams. Because i once did and all i felt was misery, so neverrr againnnn

thank you i needed this talk❤ it really helps

Thank you for the inspiration 😊✨️💛

My goal for the next few months is to get into a solid art routine. Right now it's on and off, very irregular. I want to create more custom bullet journals for friends and family. Maybe starting to sell them to other people outside my usual bubble. And lastly, I've been putting off to make videos and upload them too. I've got the footage and it's waiting to be eddited since over a year, but I'm really self conscious about one ugly fingernail due to an accident. In the beginning there won't be many people watching anyway, but that blockade is still up and I want to overcome it 😤🎨🖌️

I have that book, it's a good book.

This is a great video, I loved it :)

i like what youre making here, it feels like a mood board for a color theme? what exactly is it called? :D

I have chronic anxiety and depression, so for me it's very hard to do something without carion about what others may think, specially when my own head tells me horrible critiques constantly. I try my best toignore them, but they get too strong sometimes. I wish there was a way to have te view you present, because I would take it over my day to day in every situation. Thank you, for making me think theres a way to feel better out there, even if I can't find it right now <3

Love the vibessss, welcomeee artist youtube friend ⭐️🌷

Love it❤

I love your voice and love your art

July 16th 2024 is when I am writing this, and right now I feel so scared. To try new things, to pursue my passion, I fear that I might just get lost in an ocean of other creators putting out work - I would like to be seen. I have a passion, to write a book and illustrate some pages. I am too intimidated to do a graphic novel, and I really like writing so this works for me. I want to animate, to 3D sculpt, to write, to make music, to have my own art business etc - it's a lot. I get very overwhelmed... how to keep going??? because I know how to research, to resource gather (mostly). I can critically consume and practice yet I stop because I don't feel ready. The tdlr is; want to do is tell a story. many stories. but I stop because I don't feel ready despite the preparation. It's a leap of faith, and I am very scared I haven't warmed up enough. <3 love the video, you've got yourself a subscriber keen to watch your TH-cam journey!!

Great video! Meaningful and helpful message, well put together, and excellently explained. Thank you. Am now subscribed. 😊 Wish you the best moving forward!

thankyou for making this video when I'm struggling to overcome my fear to drawing.

Thank you for you!

That you so much for making this video! I really needed it. And the Adventure Time quote lol ❤

So glad I found your channel. Your art is beautiful and you seem suck a kind person. The "one video per month" is really clever plan. I tried, out of nowhere to do a video per week and .. well let's say I burntes out so bad that I abandoed my channel for a while. I guess it's time to chance my strategy. Can't wait to see you grow more and more. Good luck on your project. I will also try to do my best 🧡💜

TH-cam algorism sent me here and this is the perfect timing! I'm putting off making my first TH-cam video too... and also have been wanting to get back to craft streaming...

Got here in time before the channel blows up. I'm rooting for you.

What a great video! I am creating an original story in an animatic format and am working on part 3. I have been putting off this story for too long and I am excited to write and draw all the scenes...and also completely nervous about the whole project. 😅 I like your game plan for the year and the idea of the contract (with myself). Thanks again for sharing!

Thank you bestie. I'm gonna go do the thing that I want to do without letting the fear of others getting to me ❤❤❤

yes, Its acceptable to say happy birthday to someone within the week of the birthday.

Love these videos so far, good for you getting out there and doing the thing!

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Thank you to Curtis for mentoring you and you mentoring us. One piece of advice that I try not to forget: "failure is not a destination"