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I appreciate being a citizen of the Kingdom of God, I am grateful, for my private time with God the Father, our Father who lives in heaven, graciously give us a new beginning, here on earth, famously known as a twenty four hour day,in gratitude I generously give God back the first ten percent, of that twenty four hour day,

I don't completely agree about friendships in your life.. I became a single mother. And my daughter was a littlebit complex.. I did not get child support from her father.. He made everything more hard than easy going.. So I had to work hard to be able to make a living for the both of us. When she was little I could still see friends ore sometimes go out with my friends, allthough it was a bit more difficult because of my energy, my budget and don't want to go to much away from my daughter. But when she grew older and I had left town for love togheter with my daughter of course!! To come back only 10 months later, because i had to protect my daughter and myself again.. This was around 12 years ago. Since than I was pretty much on my own. I didn't earn the money i had before. I had to start from the bottom again. And because I went away, the couple of friends I have had went also their own ways.. And having a hard job and little money, no energy and no time i let everyone go automatically. Because I could not be a good friend.. Since My Awakenings processes I really don't have the energy to go visit friends ore family. Even calling cost me difficulties . I don't like calling.. i am not of the chitchat. I only call when I have to arrange something ore for order ore doctor. Not for chitchat. That costs me to much time. Time I need so much to be able to keep my life "im griff".. Because of everything that always happened to me and my daughter. I let friendships water away.. ik liet het verwateren, omdat ik toch geen goede vriendin kon zijn! En dat altijd maar te horen krijgen geeft zoveel druk en maakt het nog moeilijker om contact op te nemen. But i am now okay with beïng alone! I do what I want and what I like (the horses) and i have a full life. But i am not able to entertain friends ore family... I also don't want that anymore. All it does is draining me...

I thank God The Almighty God for removing toxic and dangerous persons from my present life.I am free now from any disastrous relationship.I give all glory all praises all honour to my Almighty God my Heavenly Father who elevated me in the presence of my enemies and fake friends and dangerous relationship Amen