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Easing Anxiety
United States
เข้าร่วมเมื่อ 27 ธ.ค. 2019
Easing Anxiety provides information, support, and a personal connection to individuals dealing with the complications of anxiety and/or anxiety medication. We our home to the "Benzo Free" and "uneven" podcasts and host a library of over 400 podcast episodes, support videos, articles, stories, resources, and more.
Dependence, Addiction, and Sensitivities (Recorded LIVE @ uneven) | Benzo Free 138
Today I recorded our first live podcast from our new online community, "uneven." We explored the dependence vs. addiction (SUD) debate, discussed the sensitivities to stimuli many of us face, and took a brief tour of our new site. I hope you'll join us.
CHAPTERS
0:00:00 Welcome
0:00:55 Recording Video / New Software
0:02:36 Launch of the uneven community
0:08:13 A Brief Studio Tour
0:09:23 About the Podcast
0:11:41 Helping Someone Log Into the Live Stream
0:13:22 One More Thing on uneven (status)
0:14:22 Keeping in Touch with You
0:15:55 Creating Space for Other Medications
0:17:52 Reminder of What People Are Going Through
0:23:42 Addiction, Dependence, and SUD
0:30:55 How to Handle Sensitive Content
0:32:35 A Friendly Space
0:38:34 Election and Anxiety
0:39:16 Closing Thoughts
RECODING INFO
- RECORDED: Sunday, November 3, 2024
- LOCATION: Colorado
PODCAST SITELINKS
- PODCAST WEBSITE: www.easinganxiety.com/benzofree
- EASING ANXIETY: www.easinganxiety.com
- TH-cam: youtube.com/@easinganx
- X (TWITTER): @easinganx
PODCAST SUMMARY
This podcast is dedicated to those who struggle with side effects, dependence, and withdrawal from benzos, a group of drugs from the benzodiazepine and nonbenzodiazepine classes, better known as anti-anxiety drugs, sleeping pills, sedatives, and minor tranquilizers. Their common brand names include Ambien, Ativan, Klonopin, Lunesta, Valium, and Xanax.
PODCAST DISCLAIMER
The Benzo Free podcast is for general information purposes only and should never be considered medical, psychological, or any other form of health advice. Health-related information provided is not a substitute for professional advice and should not be used to diagnose or treat health problems or to prescribe any medical devices, psychological treatments, or other remedies. Never disregard medical advice or delay in seeking it.
Please visit our website for our complete disclaimer at easinganxiety.com/disclaimer.
SUICIDE PREVENTION
If you, or anyone you know, is having suicidal thoughts, please seek help immediately. Resources can be found on our website at: www.easinganxiety.com/resources#suicide.
PODCAST MUSIC
All music provided / licensed through Storyblocks (www.storyblocks.com)
Benzo Free Theme Music
- TITLE: Walk in the Park
- ARTIST: Neil Cross
PODCAST PRODUCTION
The Benzo Free Podcast is part of the Easing Anxiety network (easinganxiety.com) and is a production of Denim Mountain Press (denimmountainpress.com).
CHAPTERS
0:00:00 Welcome
0:00:55 Recording Video / New Software
0:02:36 Launch of the uneven community
0:08:13 A Brief Studio Tour
0:09:23 About the Podcast
0:11:41 Helping Someone Log Into the Live Stream
0:13:22 One More Thing on uneven (status)
0:14:22 Keeping in Touch with You
0:15:55 Creating Space for Other Medications
0:17:52 Reminder of What People Are Going Through
0:23:42 Addiction, Dependence, and SUD
0:30:55 How to Handle Sensitive Content
0:32:35 A Friendly Space
0:38:34 Election and Anxiety
0:39:16 Closing Thoughts
RECODING INFO
- RECORDED: Sunday, November 3, 2024
- LOCATION: Colorado
PODCAST SITELINKS
- PODCAST WEBSITE: www.easinganxiety.com/benzofree
- EASING ANXIETY: www.easinganxiety.com
- TH-cam: youtube.com/@easinganx
- X (TWITTER): @easinganx
PODCAST SUMMARY
This podcast is dedicated to those who struggle with side effects, dependence, and withdrawal from benzos, a group of drugs from the benzodiazepine and nonbenzodiazepine classes, better known as anti-anxiety drugs, sleeping pills, sedatives, and minor tranquilizers. Their common brand names include Ambien, Ativan, Klonopin, Lunesta, Valium, and Xanax.
PODCAST DISCLAIMER
The Benzo Free podcast is for general information purposes only and should never be considered medical, psychological, or any other form of health advice. Health-related information provided is not a substitute for professional advice and should not be used to diagnose or treat health problems or to prescribe any medical devices, psychological treatments, or other remedies. Never disregard medical advice or delay in seeking it.
Please visit our website for our complete disclaimer at easinganxiety.com/disclaimer.
SUICIDE PREVENTION
If you, or anyone you know, is having suicidal thoughts, please seek help immediately. Resources can be found on our website at: www.easinganxiety.com/resources#suicide.
PODCAST MUSIC
All music provided / licensed through Storyblocks (www.storyblocks.com)
Benzo Free Theme Music
- TITLE: Walk in the Park
- ARTIST: Neil Cross
PODCAST PRODUCTION
The Benzo Free Podcast is part of the Easing Anxiety network (easinganxiety.com) and is a production of Denim Mountain Press (denimmountainpress.com).
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the importance of purpose when healing | uneven 60
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When we struggle with a chronic condition, life moves so very slowly. Getting through each day can be a hurdle all by itself. Keeping busy helps, but it's superficial, and at best temporary. So what's the answer? What are we missing? CHAPTERS 0:00:00 the sneeze heard 'round the world 0:03:52 in the back yard murphy 0:04:59 today got away from me 0:05:21 a bit about our new community 0:06:48 a b...
Our New Online Community Is Now LIVE! | Benzo Free 137
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We finally launched our new "uneven" community, and we hope you will check it out today for FREE. In today's episode, we catch up a bit on benzo symptoms and share some details of our new community. Join us at "uneven.life" and I'll see you there. CHAPTERS 0:00:00 We finally did it… 0:00:32 Try and Keep this Brief 0:01:06 We are Benzo People 0:01:46 My BIND Update 0:03:18 Recent Success Stories...
the stress of silence (when to speak our mind amid controversy) | uneven 59
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Have you ever been afraid to speak up? To voice your opinion? Have you held your tongue because you didn't want to lose friends? Well, you're not alone. In today's podcast, D chats about the when, where, and how of speaking our minds amid controversy. CHAPTERS 0:00:00 the fall rain & some football 0:03:00 life lesson from sports 0:04:18 the anxiety of silencing our speech 0:06:31 a conflict avo...
how to relax with YouTube | uneven 58
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Peace and relaxation are the endless quest for those of us struggling with anxiety. But, sometimes help is found in the strangest of places. Today, we explore TH-cam and its vast array of relaxing background videos. Take a break and join us. CHAPTERS 0:00:00 sitting in my living room 0:01:03 more regular content 0:01:30 relaxation is hard 0:02:21 tools to manage anxiety 0:02:57 TH-cam: the good...
our new uneven community (launching oct. 1) | uneven 57
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We are launching our new community platform on October 1st, 2024. In today's podcast, we learn about this new platform, about its features, and about how to become a founding member and be a part of its creation. Come join us and we'll see you there. CHAPTERS 0:00:00 welcome 0:00:49 how am I doing? 0:01:55 what I've been doing lately 0:02:41 all about the "uneven community" 0:02:54 1) the platf...
Trusting Windows (When Things Get Better) | Benzo Free 136
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When benzo symptoms hit us, we call it a "wave." When they ease, we call it a "window." But how do we trust a window after a rough wave? Join me as we explore the benefits of pastimes, passions, and positivity as they relate to benzos and BIND. CHAPTERS 0:00:00 Welcome 0:00:38 Been Away for a While 0:01:46 I’m Doing Better 0:02:37 It's Sunday, Football Day 0:03:31 Bing Part of a Sport or Pastim...
10 Years Benzo Free (A Look Back & Lessons Learned) | Benzo Free 135
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Today, I am 10 years benzo free! Wow! Let's take a look back at the struggles, the symptoms, the successes, and especially the stuff I learned along the way. NOTE: This episode reviews 10 years of benzos & BIND which may be distressing to some. CHAPTERS 0:00:00 i'm now 10 years benzo free 0:02:23 my benzo story: taper 0:04:44 my benzo story: first few years 0:05:49 my benzo story: community wor...
gratitude & perspective (climbing out of the hole) | uneven 56
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Sometimes we find ourselves at the bottom of a deep, dark hole, and we just need a little motivation to start our climb back up. Perhaps a touch of gratitude might help. Perhaps we remember the sacrifices made by those who came before us. CHAPTERS 0:00:00 picture this... 0:01:03 I love a rainy afternoon 0:02:04 weather and other crazy stuff 0:03:08 I've been a way for a bit 0:03:34 perspective ...
Checking in, Stressing out, and Managing Ongoing Symptoms | Benzo Free 134
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It's been a while, let's catch up. In today's episode, we discuss managing stress in the modern world, finding new perspectives on our symptoms, recent and future benzodiazepine research, the upcoming ea community, and more. I hope you'll join us. CHAPTERS 0:00:00 10th attempt recording 0:01:15 my recent absence 0:02:13 funeral and memorial 0:02:55 ongoing nerve pain 0:03:45 fire, smoke, and re...
riding the storm out (what death has to teach us) | anxiety log | uneven 55
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My wife's dad passed away last week. It's an overwhelming experience - one filled with anger, grief, and lots of tears. But also, introspection. Today, I talk a bit about this experience, share a few of my own trials, and finally settle on that "one thing." CHAPTERS 0:00:00 on the porch in a thunderstorm 0:00:57 podcast has been dark lately 0:00:70 yesterday's emotional release / sob fest 0:01:...
sitting vigil & lessons from yesterday | anxiety log | uneven 54
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Lessons come from a variety of sources. Something as trivial as a favorite movie. Disabling as chronic pain. Or profound as waiting for a loved one to take their last breath. The most priceless lessons are often found in the darkest of times. CHAPTERS 0:00:00 podcast affected by my experiences 0:01:38 overall nerve pain 0:02:03 wife's dad brought home for hospice 0:03:38 coming to terms with de...
learning to let go of control | anxiety log | uneven 53
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One of the key factors in chronic anxiety, is control. We are so afraid of what may, or may not happen that we try to control almost every aspect of our lives. Typically, with little success. Perhaps, learning to let go of the control is a better path. CHAPTERS 0:00:00 taking a walk in longmont, co 0:00:43 deciding what to talk about 0:01:25 lot of change in my life 0:02:03 when do you stand up...
looking to now and tomorrow | anxiety log | uneven 52
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Sitting on the back porch with Murphy as we contemplate the now and the not yet now. Mindfulness (focusing on the present) is a very useful tool for managing anxiety and depression. That being said, having something to look forward has its own rewards too. CHAPTERS 0:00:00 on the porch / summer is here 0:00:38 struggling lately 0:01:12 three eggs and a bran muffin 0:01:42 another emotional rele...
BIND Bewilderment, Iatrogenic Isolation , and Symptom Struggles | Benzo Free 133
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If processing new benzo symptoms is confusing, overwhelming, and furstrating - you're not alone. Today, we look at new symptoms, talk a bit about loneliness, and explore recent feedback on the podcast and BIND. CHAPTERS 0:00:00 Nerve pain, stress, and loneliness 0:02:06 Three topics for today's episode 0:02:48 1) Loneliness in BIND 0:06:49 2) Processing new symptoms 0:08:06 Obsessing, looping, ...
a walk among the birds (finding hope in difficult times) | uneven 51
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a walk among the birds (finding hope in difficult times) | uneven 51
28 years of marriage (did i learn anything?) | uneven 50
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28 years of marriage (did i learn anything?) | uneven 50
New Symptoms, Old Symptoms, and the Search for Support | Benzo Free 132
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New Symptoms, Old Symptoms, and the Search for Support | Benzo Free 132
societal anxiety: the loss of trust, stability, and community | anxiety log | uneven 49
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societal anxiety: the loss of trust, stability, and community | anxiety log | uneven 49
the sun, the waves, & a hammock | 5-minute meditation | uneven 48
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the sun, the waves, & a hammock | 5-minute meditation | uneven 48
the magic of the 5-minute meditation | anxiety tools | uneven 47
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the magic of the 5-minute meditation | anxiety tools | uneven 47
raising our spirits in difficult times | anxiety log | uneven 46
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raising our spirits in difficult times | anxiety log | uneven 46
Benzo Research, Support, & Our New Format | Benzo Free 131
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Benzo Research, Support, & Our New Format | Benzo Free 131
why am i so weak? (and other anxiety myths) | mental health | uneven 45
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why am i so weak? (and other anxiety myths) | mental health | uneven 45
"from panic to power" | book report | uneven 44
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"from panic to power" | book report | uneven 44
have a great weekend (5 quick tips) | smile episode | uneven 43
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have a great weekend (5 quick tips) | smile episode | uneven 43
is "anxiety" itself a psychiatric disorder? | mental health | uneven 42
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is "anxiety" itself a psychiatric disorder? | mental health | uneven 42
i am one lucky s.o.b. (relations & separation) | anxiety log | uneven 41
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i am one lucky s.o.b. (relations & separation) | anxiety log | uneven 41
the florida trip that never happened | anxiety log | uneven 40
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the florida trip that never happened | anxiety log | uneven 40
questions, comments, and a few answers | our first mailbag episode | uneven 39
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questions, comments, and a few answers | our first mailbag episode | uneven 39
I want to encourage you, Dee. I know your not getting a lot of traffic, but hang in there. I like the new things your doing.
Thanks. My health issues these past couple of years limited the growth of the channel and I lost some audience. Now that I'm healthier, I know I can rebuild it again. Thanks for the encouragement.
I've been on two benzos for about 2years and it still feels numbing enough to get rid of my anxiety but I want to get off
wow I just found out about this. so sad.
You got this.
Let’s go D! ✊
Nice to see you back D, happy and content!! Looking forward to this! Well done D 👍🏻
Hi Paul, Happy to see you online too. It's nice to have something to keep me busy and look forward too. I know it will start small, but I really think it is something we can grow together and that is the part of it that I like the most. Talk soon, D :)
That's great that you found them i have used the for quite some time now and they do help. My favorite is the rain sounds or thunder storm in the cotswold. Be well.
Thank you. I'm so glad they have helped you. Right now as I write this reply to you I have scenery on the TV from Arches National Park with piano music. Stunning imagery. I equally love the rain ones, as you do. Always been a fan of a rainy day to relax the soul. So glad these have helped you too. Take care, D :)
Wonderful news you sound so much more joyful!
Thank you. Life has its ups and downs, and we have to survive the downs to enjoy the ups. Or something like that. :) Take care, D
How do I work with this anxiety which is mainly rebound anxiety
Hello again, rebound anxiety is still anxiety. I've had it off and on for 10 years, so I know it quite well know. I had some anxiety pre-benzos, but nothing like what I had after I withdrew. With the people I work with we focus on mindset a lot, and anxiety management tools. There are so many things that help. I truly believe that the more we can ease our anxiety, the more we ease all of our symptoms. Have you tried exercise? Meditation and Mindfulness? Tai Chi? Swimming (the water is therapeutic)? CBT? And so many others. Please take care. D
@@easinganx yes I also had anxiety pre Benzo and as you say nothing like this. I totally agree that dealing with the anxiety will alleviate a lot of the symptoms but I have been mostly bedbound and can do short walks and Potter in my garden. I'm not able to get near the water unfortunately even though I live right on the coast but I do lots of meditations. I will think about doing tai chi or just gentle movement and lots of self soothing. 🙏
I get it. We can only do what we can do. I've had many days like that too. Walks are a godsend, so if you can do short ones, don't stop. And working in the garden is wonderful, and good for you. But, also be kind to yourself. Your body is healing, and it's okay if you have limitations. Please take care, D
The nerve pain I have is extensive right throughout my body and is fibromyalgia pain but it's a lot worse now because of reaching tolerance no gaba working
Unfortunately, fibro and BIND don't work well together, too many similarities. Still, if I know one thing is that we do heal and get better. I'm not just saying that. I too was desperate only a few months ago, but I kept moving forward and now my nerve pain is 80% better. I know you are still tapering so please be kind to yourself and take your time. We do heal, even from some of the most complicated injuries. Take care, D
@@easinganx thanks for your encouragement and try not to look too far ahead do it one day at a time.
I tuning in from Australia and I heard you mention nerve pain and I am currently having very severe tramas and anxiety which is increasing the nerve pain and I am still tapering from Valium and I am really suffering as the tremors are a result of the anxiety that rolls through me and I don't know how to deal with this wandering if you have any coping strategies and thank you. Still on 9 mg of Valium
Hello there and thank you for tuning in from Australia. I am so sorry to hear about your nerve pain. I am not a medical professional and I can't tell you how to taper. Remember that Ashton recommends to take your taper slow and be flexible, even if that means stopping for a while to allow symptoms to subside. As for coping strategies, I usually focus on the things I can do. Sometimes that is limited, but it gives you something to keep your mind busy. I've also found exercise to help, especially with benzo nerve pain. Sugar often increases symptoms with myself and others I have worked with. Burning off that sugar and watching what you eat can help. Also, I believe that exercise helps to keep the nerves busy, which can elevate some of the pain or at least take our minds off them. Not sure if that is helpful at all. In the end, time is usually the best friend. Remember, these is just opinion and I can't advise you on your taper. Please work with your doctor to find the best pace for you. Take care, D
Why does benzo withdrawal cause tension/pressure of the head neck and face?. Is it brain damage?.
Hello there and thanks for the comment. Most likely not. Although benzos and withdrawal can cause headaches and migraines, it more likely causes muscle tension. The two places this shows on most people is the neck, head, and shoulders and the pelvic region. Most benzos are strong muscle relaxants. So along with the neurological effects of w/d, there is often also a rebound effect from the removal of muscle relaxants. It's a mean combination, and one I still deal with. Yes, there are cognitive effects for many of us, but you might try the muscle route first. Stretching is amazing as is yoga and massage. I still get tight muscles in the head and neck, had formication on my face for years, and some headaches, so I'm quite familiar. Best, D
Thank you so much for your service to this community. Thank you for holding our hands, for educating us, for the work you do. Congratulations on being 10years free! Well done and Yea, YOU WON!
Wow, thank you so much. That is so kind of you to write. It means the world to me when I hear that the work I did helped others. Truly. Please take care and keep in touch. Best, D
My neurologist felt my neck and said it felt like rocks. I can barely turn my neck or bend my head up and down, so much pressure and tightness and stiffness all in my head and neck. She said it’s cervicalagia. I know it’s due to benzo withdrawal though. I’m supposed to go to physical therapy for it. I hope they can help me to turn my head again and get this tightness and stiffness out of my head and neck.
Hi Caralina_girl86, I'm so sorry for all of this. Yes, I am very familiar with what you are describing. First off, I'm not a physician so nothing I say should ever be considered medical advice. I just need you to know that. Second, head and neck tension is extremely common in benzo w/d, as you know. Also, we often get misdiagnosed, mostly because most physicians don't know about BIND (protracted benzo withdrawal), or that it even exists. PT can be very helpful, but you also want to be careful. Work with your therapist and help them understand that you need to listen to your body. If something seems like too much, back off a bit and take it slower. Our bodies don't respond the same as others, and we sometimes need a slower and more mild approach. Please take care and let me know how the PT goes. Also, massage can help a lot too. Best, D
@@easinganx I’m so confused 🫤 . I’ve read the past two years that nothing can help BIND and benzo withdrawal but my main system is this stiffness in my neck and head, that’s it. So you’re saying Physical Therapy could help that although it’s a symptom of benzo withdrawal?
Yes, it can help. While we can't do a lot to stop BIND or the symptoms it may cause outside of patience while we heal, we can sometimes ease the symptoms. Activity is good, within reason. Whether it's mental or physical, do what you can. With PT you can pull a muscle or stretch too far during BIND. I've done it a few times. The trick that I discovered is to listen to your body. Don't push it, and don't let you PT push it. Tell them at your first meeting that your muscles are locked up due to a neurological condition and that you need to take it slow. I've had a lot of success with that. Baby steps. But, it can help. Also, massage, acupuncture, and other holistic methods have had some success with people. When we say there is not a lot we can do for BIND, we are mostly focusing on eliminating symptoms and speeding the healing. Not much we've found there so far to speed things along. But, there are some treatments that can ease the symptoms somewhat along the way. Take care and thanks for writing, D
I am hear because of the title regarding muscle tension. I am doing a slow, compounded taper over 5 months from 0.25mg of Lorazepam. I have been taking it for 15yrs, first prescribed for anxiety about flying out to see my first grandchild. Seeing as I have a significant medical history with a genetic vascular disease, I have always tended towards anxiety...so my physicians has no problem continuing the prescription. I was taking the .25mg at night for sleeping, but I had developed a tolerance and daily withdrawals due to the short acting nature of Ativan/Lorazepam. I was having a lot of stress, tension headaches recently and decided to split the dose by taking half at night and half 12 hours later in the morning. This instantly took away the severe headaches. But...I do have consistent daily muscle tension...especially at night, which I am suspecting is aging me in my face! I am looking older with SO much more wrinkles, and always look very tired. Most days I wanna crawl under a whole and hibernate from the stares of concern from family and friends.😢 What can I do? Will this end? Determined to quit the Benzo's but ver discouraged. 😢
Jesus was a man of sorrows and well acquainted with grief. He alone is the one who shares in our sufferings and has defeated death, evil, hopelessness and sin.
Thank you for that. I do appreciate it. D
Wow😢 found your podcast on Spotify but had to reach out. Thanks for sharing your story. I was put on Clonazepam as well years ago. I accidentally lost my bottle and of course they wouldn’t refill it. I was taking 3 a day! About a week later I can’t function at work, at home I went through a crazy psychotic break and ended up in the hospital for 10 days… I’m a married man with a teenager who suffers from epilepsy, and anxiety. It’s a miracle my family knew I was sick and they know I still love them. It was a nightmare. That drug is awful. Hope you go live sometime! so many questions for ya Keep the podcasts coming to!
Hellos @Humanikey, Thanks for the comment. So glad you have your family for support, that is a true gift. Clonazepam is a special beast all by itself. Wish it was different, but it's not. I was on it for 12 years. So sorry that you cold-turkeyed like that. We need docs to reduce their prescribing, but equally understand how critical it is for current users to have their doses, until they can taper on their own timeline. I will be going live soon on our new community site which launches Oct. 1st. Hope you'll check it out. Take care and stay close to that family. You've got this is and together you'll get through it. Best, D :)
I am 21 days off of Lorazepam and the last week I am experiencing muscle twitches and jerking of limbs and my body. I hope this goes away.
Thanks for the comment. So sorry for your struggles. Yes, it does ease over time. I had twitching too and some muscle jerks. Quite common off benzos, especially this early. Still get them now, but they are rare. I have a visualization that helped me with a lot of this. Imagine the twitching and jerks as a new nerve ending healing. Each one that heals, is one more on your way to be past this. They have to work out the damage that was done and it takes a bit of time. Take care and thanks again for reaching out, D :)
Sugar throws me into a wave. SUGAR. Going cold turkey gave me paws or brain damage. Learn from those that had their life destroyed: Tapering works Don't go cold turkey taper so so slow Stay away from sugar
Great message, thanks for posting it. Yes, for so many of us, me included, sugar is a nasty beast, and sets off so many of our symptoms. Sorry to hear about your CT. Wish you had a better experience and thanks for reminding others of the slow taper. While I'm not a medical professional, most experts who know benzos recommend slow, flexible taper. Take care my friend, talk soon, D
@easinganx I think your work is brilliant....and if you would ever like to share my story from ct lorazapam withdrawal had severe benzo BIND. Happy to share my story to help the community....because it was the stories and podcasts that kept me from suicide Thankyou.
Thanks so much for being willing to share. We have them posted on our website, but I just haven't been able to post new ones for a while. Once I get some help, that would be a good thing to get back too. Please remind me again as move forward. I do love sharing, and hearing your stories. Please take care, D
Thank you for another brilliant and honest podcast. You are brave and caring despite your symptoms. I am also nearly ten years out, just a couple of months off & look forward to your podcasts which I find reassuring x
Thank you so much. Sorry it took me a bit to reply. Nice to meet someone else at 10 years out. Hope you are doing well and will join us online at the uneven community. I'd love to hear more about your experiences there.
Baylissa is amazing "It may not be going as quickly as hoped yet its going" *Irrational minds take over in withdrawal *Looping thoughts, terror *If you notice your reactions you have not gone crazy
About to nap but gonna watch this tonight! Can't wait.
Thank you Dee. A love your beautiful emotional empathy, and your freedom to cry. I hear the strain in your voice, I am sure your still grieving. I think going over the 10 year cycle of your expereince prob brought you some cries, too. Your loved.
D it's been 34 months this is still so bad. Massive dpdr znd hesd sxs am I doing something wrong. I think maybe tge cigarettes make if worse idk. I dmoke 5 a day sometimes less but I czn feel it will I still get better.
congrats D happy for ur journey and blessings to u and ur family
Thank you so much. I appreciate the warm wishes. Take care, D :)
Hey D, hope all well I am about 80%...the one nagging symptom, Whats so frustrating I have not been able to find s Doc who knows about PAWS / BIND, ITs beyound amazing my friend .keep up the x fight
Hey Gary, Congrats on 80%, that's great! On finding a doc, I know. It's a long, long road for some of us. As I've mentioned on the podcast, I stopped looking for a benzo-wise doc, but instead find docs who don't discard it and who I trust and can work with. It's not perfect, but it definitely helps. Unfortunately, we have to become the educated ones. Take care my friend, D
I’m still having severe memory loss 3 years out. I’m getting scared and hopeless now
Hello there, thanks for the message. I'm so sorry for what you are going through. We've all been there. I've lost hope more times than I can count. But, somehow, I always find it again down the road. I understand the fear too, and I know how dark these times can be. The memory loss can affect everything, and I sympathize with your plight. I truly do. Please hang in there. I've seen sudden healing even at 10 years out (something I'm hoping for), so I know it happens. I wish I could be more help. Please keep in touch and take care, D
I did 5 day detox with 3 mg of klonopin. I'm still trying to find that kind, gentle soul that existed before all of this. I learned so much in the state of anger. I'm now trying to unlearn it. I'm not proud of where my heart has been. I have hope with homeopathy. To find that person again. It greatly accelerates the healing process but as sick as I was it's a long road home. The withdrawls will be over in a year. It's been a little three and a half years. I try not to think about time lines but I so dearly want the better part of my nature. I used to be a very spiritual humanitarian. I hated everyone when I came out of detox. I was raised with such love. I don't want that to go to waste. I want the real me back. All I could think about was survival and money at first but now I'm starting to wonder where those hippy values went. Love and compassion.
Hi Greg, 5 days off 3 mg K, wow, so sorry. That is very rough. I'm so sorry for all that you are going through. I know it is dark, but I still have hope that we all heal. The anger, hate, irritation, can be overwhelming. It's so hard to find the positivity during times like this. I wish I was more help. Please take care of yourself and keep at it. Keep in touch, D
Hi D, nice to see you back saw benzo free podcast, excellent as always. But been waiting patiently for this and well worth the wait, talking about subjects different than are everyday struggles gives the mind some freedom, i hope you know what I mean. Loved the subjects discussed and I enjoyed the annoyance thanks Murphy 😂 it's normal everyday stuff which we forget about because are main attention else wear. Thanks D bringing gratitude and a new perspective, yes one rock at a time, like that 👍
Hi Paul, Great to hear from you. And thanks for the great feedback, my friend. Always appreciate it. It's easy to get caught in that hole and start to get comfortable there. I don't want to do that anymore. I want to get back to the light, and I know I can do it. We all can. Murphy says hi and he loves being on the podcast. Such a ham. Talk soon, D
Thank you D E. Always look forward to your content.
Thanks. Look forward to getting some more content out soon. D :)
Hey Dee, from Steamboat Springs. First, I am very sorry for your family and the recent losses, that is very hard to navigate. Really appreciate your vision. I think having a dream is very beneficial to our mood, and aides in coping with the problems we deal with in not only benzo wd (gah) but life overall. Appreciate your desire to create a free forum, I think its an awesome project, and putting it together during this time will help you through the grief and sxs. My 31 year old son was listening to the beginning of this podcast with me, where you talked about esternal stress in our world right now, and he was going, yup, yup, yup. Thanks for a great podcast.
Great feedback. Thank you. Give my best to your son. I know it's hard out there for everyone. D
Thank you for another excellent podcast. Really appreciate what you are doing 👏👏
Thank you, I appreciate the feedback. Hope you are well. D
In theory the new wording is a good idea.In reality it won't make a difference . Why ? Doctors don't even know the term PAWS, YET ALONE BIND ...sad, but true
Hey Gary, Valid point, and yet, we keep trying . Every little bit does help. I agree they don't know the older terms either, but the one thing that doctors read (sometimes) is research literature. So we keep trying. D
I hear ya, but i do not share your optimism, why....my new PCP NEVER heard of PAWS,nor did my 73 yr old cardiologist and the list goes on....@easinganx
To dark gonna ck other vids
This one did get a bit dark, but they won't stay that way. It was where I was and I was just being honest. Still, even in that darkness, I had confidence that it would pass and that things would get better. And they did. D :)
Absolutely keep doing these
Will do. Promise. D
@@easinganxD. .we have all been there D, we keep pushing , and obe day our journey on earth is done,,,,,until then we push through, we love deeper and we live life the hest we can and we continue to make a difference, as you do
Dam ya sound so depressed
Hey Gary, I wsa depressed for a while, but doing better now. Plan to have a new podcast out tomorrow and I'm slowly ramping back up again. Thanks for sticking with me. D :)
I haven't heard you in a while. I totally agree. You have been through a lot. Please proritize self care. It seems like there's quite a industry around what we're going through. Do your thing and don't worry about the maddening crowd. It seems like people are more interested in thier own ego than the issue. Much laike polotics. today. If you would like my story I could send it to you. In seven years before withdrawl I had thirteen rounds of shock thyrapy, seven hospitalizations and towards the end I had in one year three g.i. related hospitalizations. The last being major surgery. I'm at three and a half years. I won't be upset if you don't need it but please let me know here either way.
Thanks Greg, I'm recording a new BF podcast episode for tomorrow, 8/1. I took the much needed time for self-care. Thank you. Now, it's time to get back to work, and I'm looking forward to it. Please do send me your story. I'd like to read it. I'm so sorry for all that you have been through. Truly. Talk soon, D
@@easinganx I'll write it and send it soon.
I could Lister to your voice 24/7 very peaceful
Thank you Jewel.. Hope you have a relaxing day. D
Is there an email address where I can send my testimony?
Sure. Send it to foster@easinganxiety.com. Thanks, D :)
My one thing is: my faith in God.
Faith can be a huge blessing. I'm a skeptic at heart, but I have faith in something larger than me, and that guidance helps me through dark times. D :)
It’s the god damn rat race of working and paying bills till you die that’s anxiety
Life today is so fast. I try and slow things down when I can. D :)
I get these random shooting pains in my hips legs toes it so weird like this sharp lightning attack can’t stand too long have to be moving driving me crazy too
Thanks for sharing. So curious. I'm hearing from more people with similar pain. Did yours start recently? Thanks, D :)
Let it out D! Let it out!
Thanks. We all need to let it out sometimes. D
@@easinganx41 months off still anxiety still broken sleep 6 7 hours when it get better
I’m 12 months off benzos and my stomach is messed up so bad
I'm so sorry to hear that. Benzo belly is one of the most common symptoms from BIND. it does pass, trust me. My stomach is significantly better than it was. Best, D
Loving the sound of that storm. A beautiful listen with headphones.
Thanks Graham. I love the soundscapes, they can soothe me too. D :)
You have a wonderful voice and I love the message. My heart to you and your family at this time.
Thank you. D
Hi D, my heart goes out to you and your wife, family during this difficult time. Sorry to hear you are still having nerve pain, hope it gets better very soon! Myself another horrid time of it, I just say to myself if I got through the hell of yesterday I can surly make it through today! Like you say in this episode pushing through is probably the best way even though how difficult it is. This was really heartfelt episode you summed it up perfectly "treasure everyone and everything important" thank you D
Thanks Paul, As you can tell I've been offline for sometime. But, I am slowly getting back online and will post some new podcasts soon. Appreciate the kind words and friendship. Best, D
"Wave" aka - relapse. No one NEEDS a xanax. You can substitute. If you choose to use it, it was your decision. As someone "allergic" to opiates, i go through surgeries without pain medicines that have opiates.
Now 40 months of insane hard muscle shocks in feet and legs cramping and shaking feet and legs 17 hours a day. Going desperate.
I'm so sorry to hear that. truly sorry. I now understand a bit more and empathize with those who have had the severe nerve pain. I just wish we had some answers. D
@@easinganx 🙂
Im 32 month's off i still have bad head sx sensations numbness dpdr will this evrr get better. I went to the hospital today it was a waste tbey cant help. I hope thus gets better noyhing 8s real😊