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the intro to your videos sounds like the track from Stranger Things :)

I used to have depression too. You’re not alone 🫂🖤

Just hit the gym lol

Sim é linda

Esta música é excepcional e já no meu tempo quando tocava na serenata tinha um significado imenso. Que bom ouvir outra vez.

Obrigada pela partilha deste vídeo. Meu coração bate forte pela filha que aí se encontrava. No curso de arquitetura, 😪😪🙏 Tenham todos e todas muita sorte na Vida

I know exactly how you feel! E-mail me at morganstarshine@gmail.com.

Existem protocolos de intervenção para tratar a depressão, mas quem os conhece são psicoterapeutas

Hope... ... to see you smile soon

I'm sorry for your loss.

🗣 speak to me🤲🏿

Thank you for sharing your story. I'm always in a bitter cycle of self hatred and intense ideation. It does seem like an inevitably that I will eventually end my life, just waiting for the last of my immediate family to pass on, then it won't be a matter of if, but when.

Your courage is so inspiring. Thank you fro sharing. Do you know about Vipassana?

Find pleasure in helping humanity to become better

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🙏❤️

are u ok? /hug

".... E de novo acredito que nada do que é importante se perde verdadeiramente. Apenas nos iludimos, julgando ser donos das coisas, dos instantes e dos outros. Comigo caminham todos os mortos que amei, todos os amigos que se afastaram, todos os dias felizes que se apagaram. Não perdi nada, apenas a ilusão de que tudo podia ser meu para sempre." Miguel Sousa Tavares

Não são fáceis estes tempos, mas olhando para trás nunca foram! Ainda assim, estamos do lado afortunado da humanidade. Temos é que pôr de lado os cacos que o capitalismo nos impinge e que não servem para nada.

Hi Bárbara! I watched this a few days ago and wanted to share with you that I've had that feeling too after coming back (from the US etc.). I've had 'mental health problems' in general, but just that feeling of being crippled by fear of everything is something I've experienced once and could recognise very clearly from your behaviour and account. I am sorry that you feel that recurrently, it must be terrible. I wanted to reassure you that you're not alone in that and suggest that it might not be a 'disease' in the sense of something that has stricken you randomly - although I'm sure you rationalize that out yourself -, that it might actually have something to do with our shared experience; it seems to me other people from RCN have experienced it also, but perhaps it's not more common than in the population in general. I feel lucky I was never diagnosed with depression, though I did get diagnosed with 'psychosis disease' and am taking clozapine for that still. Today I'm doing and feeling well if that gives you any hope - although I don't have a conventional 'job,' and am living with my parents; I honestly feel like I would do worse if I did/didn't. Wish you the best until later.

the person still there

Hang on to your ego...

One step behind the rest...

Good start, it is good to hear your voice it been a long time. Finding a thing that might help you to find yourself is good, as well it is good to post video about the daily discussions you have, and point exactly what topic you went on and on, and maybe why. put in mind that I was like that with liberal art system in the USA. You conveyed a good message on this video; looking forward to watch more. You may want to talk about the mental status of your behaviors through in regards to certain issues and problem that you have faced throughout your carrier. cheers best regards.

Kinda relatable. Funny that, given we branched paths at such a critical and young age. I find that externalizing emotions and thoughts from your own mind particularly tough, especially with feelings of depression attached. You certainly did a good job on this video. Se ainda vivesses em Aveiro (não que fosse um impedimento, claro), convidava-te para um café.

Whatever content you decide to make, keep your cats in the videos, they're awesome!