วีดีโอ

Bruh

Hi Derrick! First, let me say you’re amazing for making this video. It’s part of your healing journey for sure. I feel you 100%. I have complex PTSD from many traumas going as far back as five years old. Of course I won’t get into it here. I suffer severe depression, bipolar, borderline personality disorder, dissociation, severe anxiety and panic, complex trauma and all that it entails, so bad the last like 15 months I’ve been in severe isolation to where I can’t leave my home for anything but therapy, I struggle to eat, to sleep, to where I’m physically ill most days. However I’ve been facing the demons the last four months or so and getting to know my inner child who has emerged, unfortunately all alone, because therapy had to be on Zoom, therapy groups had to be on Zoom. But I’m slowly facing it all. I’ve done PHP several times. I’ve been inpatient several times. It’s recommended I go inpatient again, but I’ve been fighting it for weeks. Mainly because my anxiety is so severe I can’t be away from home and it scares the crap out of me just thinking about it. It takes a lot of strength to face traumas from decades past. And it may take many years to get through all that. The point is to keep moving. That is all that matters. When we keep moving, we heal. I could say so much more. Hang in there friend. You’re on your way. One day, one step, one minute at a time. And it’s nice to have “met” you in Jen’s karaoke last week! Hope to see you again! 🥰 Stay safe.

I commend you for your commitment to Iop and all the work you’re doing on your mental health. I have severe depression and anxiety, and I appreciate your openness in this video. I’m starting to hear more overall talk about trauma in our society, but I feel like trauma and it’s effects need to be discussed so much more. It’s been fun getting to know you a bit during karaoke. You seem like a great guy! I wish you well with your mental health journey.

I am at the phase of acknowledging and working through it. For me, a lot of it is about letting go of shame. Some of the things I've done are brutally embarrassing and letting go of that is actually feeling really good. I also consider myself a survivor.

Hello Derrick. I can relate so much. I have been in 2 73 hour holds, outpatient therapy was very very hard on me. Some stuff I wish I could back and not go through. I have severe depression and severe anxiety. I am SO proud of you for sharing this. You WILL get through this. Very elated that you are vlogging again whether you post it or not. Many props. Love you, Derrick. Please stay safe. Hugs. I wonder if cherry juice might help with your sleep.

Hello Derrick. THANK YOU SOOOO MUCH for this vlog. You did a superb job. THANK YOUUUUUU! Please stay safe you, your family and Al. Big hugs.

Hello Derrick!!!!! Idk how I didn't get the notification for this epic video. SO SORRY this is so late of me. I am delighted and so excited that you made this vlog. This means a lot to me, made my whole night, literally. I am so touched. If you feel up to it another few minute vlog would be stellar. I KNOW you have a ton going on, but nevertheless SO grateful that you did this one. I would like to see photo of the doorknobs and such if you don't mind sharing that. You are very handy around the house. Mr. Fix It and a Tech Wizard. SO AWESOME. We cannot forget your singing skills and your amazing sense of style with your Fadoras. Love your readers. Once again thank you SO SO much. I hope your fatigue goes away ASAP. Please stay safe you, your grandma, Al and the fury babies. Hugs.

Hold your phone horizontally and you will get full screen. Boy, that was a quick video, blink and you'll miss it. Love you br0.

Awesome video. When are you going to do your hat collection? Been waiting for that one!

I hope they make this right for you.

Hi. This hat is everything. This was a really cool vlog. Thanks so much. Keep up the GREAT work!

Hi. You are such a boss. Well done, I'm taking major notes. You are such a complaint legend. This is a thorough way to go, I am learning a lot. Thanks for sharing all this and for the update.

Hi Derrick. Hi Al. NOT right how they didn't provide a wheelchair when they received the paperwork stating a wheelchair is needed. That is such neglegence and ludacris nonsense. They should be ashamed of themselves. There is no more care these days. SORRY you and I got so mistreated and inconvenienced. This was a great and informative vlog, thanks so much for sharing all of this. So important. Love your ensemble.

I'm sorry you had this experience. I am hearing it was a bad weekend for a lot of folks.

Hi Derrick. Glad everything is ok with the weather. I like seeing every day stuff done in vlogs, it's fun. Nice hat! Keep up the great work, Derrick!

The evolution of a channel is always fun!!

I like the video.. Need more cowbell, I mean eye contact with the camera. hahahaha

Well, look at you!

Hey Derrick. You're such a fantastic friend. I really appreciate you getting the food last night. That was SO nice of you. SO cool how you are helping Jen with her TH-cam room. Really appreciate all that you do, Derrick. Your cats rock, Derrick. The one with orange strip is everything! I couldn't find your other channel...been trying to subscribe. I can't believe you almost gave Jen a wet Willy. OMG! Hugs. All the best to you and Al.

Hey Derrick. Liked how you said jammies. Oh my gosh, so sorry about the tree. Hope your uncle's cat situation gets ironed out quickly. More vlogs please! Red is your color and looks nice of camera.

Nice new video, hope you do stick with it. You could end up being a big TH-camr with your luck.

Nice to meet you! Coming over from Jen's Large Family Parody.

Hey hey hey. Sing it, Derrick!

Hey Derrick. You have a good voice.

Hi Derrick. Cool vlog! It would be cool to see you upload more vlogs.

OMG I love it Amazing what 10 years can do!!

You have really improved an amazing amount after 10 years.

@inoobwhohacks Thanks for the compliment. I have gotten somewhat better at doing this song since I made this video, but I haven't done any karaoke in a couple months now. I should rectify that sometime soon :-) It's fun even though I sing somewhat badly LOL

@inoobwhohacks - Do I know you? If so, what did I manage to do that pissed you off this badly?

Looking at this video, I am really glad I am losing weight!

I butchered it at the end, since the version I learned wasn't the one I sang in this video. It was a lot of fun to sing, even though I totally bombed it!

Listening to this again, it's even worse than I remembered it when I did it... comments are welcome...