hope u guys enjoy escape ⋆｡°✩
Producer: Boss Supatchaya
Lyrics: Estella de Smit
Co-Producer: Estella de Smit
Mix / Master: Jay Poom Euarchukiati at Zombie Bio Sound Lab
Directed & Edited: Laine Beacham
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lyrics:
my heart has caved in
love songs never felt it
feels like i’m being buried alive
i might as well be digging my own grave
i keep on chasing
myself but I still am running
from demons that have clouded my head
ive been condemned
will you let me out of this curse
there’s no more roses left in this bouquet
for me to stay
all of me wants none of you
and that is all my fault
please don’t save me
from these hopeless feels, of misery
i wanna be loved but when i am
i always find the worst in them
this loop of detachment
right now I’m running around in circles again
im fleeing, breaking
cus I’m stalling one more time to escape you
missing pieces to my puzzle
can you help me find it?
this self tormenting villain
commitment feels like prison
not even my shadows follow me
just like my favourite song ‘I think we’re doomed,
now there’s no way back’
avoidance is my specialty
let me escape please
please don’t save me
from this hopeless feels, of misery
i wanna be loved but when i am
i always find the worst them
this loop of detachment
right now I’m running around in circles again
im fleeing, breaking out
because I’m stalling one more time to escape you
look at me now
i’m fighting
feeling lost
what is this
praying for change
i can’t sleep
it’s on me
it’s on me
i can’t explain
why i’m like this
i always run
to escape you
please don’t save me
from this hopeless feels, of misery
i wanna be loved but when i am
i always find the worst them
this loop of detachment
right now I’m running around in circles again
im fleeing, breaking out
because I’m stalling one more time to escape you
#escape #estelladesmit