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thank you making this video it helps me cope with my schizophrenia

My fiance has anosognosia and it's destroying her life and mine. We spoke on Easter for the first time in over 5 weeks. We've been apart for almost 10 weeks. Our talk was unproductive at first but we parted on good terms; she said she'd be open to spending time together. A day later i tried to hand her a note just saying thank you for talking and it was great to hear her laugh, one of my favorite things in the world to hear. She gave me silent treatment then threatened to call the police. The reason for all this is her delusions have made me out to be a violent person who wants to harm her. And I'm unhappy with her. The thought of her thinking that about me brings me to tears. The very day this started almost 10 weeks ago we had a great day together with talk about our wedding and future plans. We have always been so wonderfully in love. I've never displayed anything related to harm, we've never even had an argument, I've never raised my voice to her. She loves how kind and gentle I am. But these delusions.... and she doesn't know she has this illness. Our talk on Easter should have turned things around. But after we parted, delusons dominated once again and told her I'm scary. This is killing me. I still call her my fiance because we went through this once before for an extended period of time like this. Last time was 10 weeks until she texted me a simple "Hi" plus two more weeks until she was ready to talk and be back together. We're approaching 10 weeks now. I'm so worried. If she had family and friends, maybe I'd walk away. But she literally has no one. Literally not a single person she can turn to to have lunch with, to talk to, to have support from. But she has me. Her heart wants me in her life but her delusions are ruining two people's lives. I just ordered Dr. Amador's books. I need to get my fiance help. Coming out and telling her she needs it is so much easier thought in my head than done. This whole situation just breaks my heart. I feel she will come back to me like she has before (another time was 19 days.) But I have no guarantee. She's just shaking out of this reality she is in which is 100% opposite what's actually real. Sometimes i just need to type about. I just wish her delusions we're about aliens or something. I just wish there was a cure for this. It's almost impossible to get her to talk when her delusions think I could even murder her. Using LEAP, how the heck am I supposed to Agree with her??!?!?!

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