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Im hi im red and we havent been getting any help with our mental health abd are vocies and were bodly 14 but 16 and i would abusize people physically and emotional and thats landed us in hostipals twice .we not in a place we can talk to people about these experiences with what do we do

Ok but which meds do you take for pain? 😅

Speaking of system doubt and doubting alters... What if an alter is very i guess, strong-willed, that nothing happened when other alters know it happened? Does that make sense?

You're doing a great job. Best of luck to you and your system members through college. 🎉 You got this.

You are amazing, I don’t have DID but it’s always wonderful to see systems who work together to share their experience to help others, even though it’s extremely hard. Best of luck with college you got this 🤘

those DID are demon(devil) wake up ! pray hard to the God of light,(Jesus) he will set you free

I’m on a process for making my vlog too. We sound very similar I’m a little Miss Sunshine system, nice to know you 😊

thankyou for sharing your experience!! we are still in the process of getting diagnosed but have been very much struggling recently with psychogenic seizures, they happen almost daily at this point. we are seeking out diagnosis and therapy but its unfortunately not as recognized in our country. hoping to one day achieve functional multiplicity 🩷

Hey, saw your TikTok and came over to say hi lol.

just found your channel and you earned a sub <3 hope you keep making more videos like these. More people need to be aware of how DID affects those who have it. <3

recently, ive identified alters yet im still heavily in denial and i guess afraid?? in a way that i may have did/osdd..since i don't really have anyone to turn to on this subject irl ive been watching videos to get a better understanding so ty for making this!!

Hi! Glad to see more systems vlogging and talking about their experiences online, we've been considering making tik toks about our experiences, but anxiety is hard

Huh, this is interesting. I don’t have DID but I have OCs that I consider to be different branches of myself, and some of them are fictional characters that I’ve sort of adopted as my own either through writing fanfic or roleplaying, then they’ve grown and changed just as I have over the years. I never disassociate but rather I see them as all being parts of myself that I can interact with (in my head ofc). I have autism and I am wondering if DID with fictives might overlap with autism in some cases.

2:24 I have this too, to keep up the masking for our system i think. we call them storytellers or narrators and the nature of their job gives them communication with most parts of the system, albeit only pieces of other parts that are also storytellers. It also brings in the hierarchy vibe cause the storytellers "make" the story of our life and our behavior.... theyre also perpetual gaslighters. They keep the amnesia blocks in place in that way, its in their job description. My system organization and political ideologies have gone hand in hand. As of now anarchism feels authentic, and it makes breathing much easier. Jobs are just jobs, and if the govt is forcing you to work shitty jobs to live, its a shitty system that needs to be uprooted. The storytellers dont want to be storytellers but theyre scared to do anything different. And when youre a system youre working with every aspect 🤦🤦 cant just revolt bc you are the rich people and the poor people. you HAVE to work it out and hear each other out or the body gets a migrane that could kill a victorian child and then NO ONE wins 🤦🤦✋️

This is demon possession. You need an exorcist.

So fake im so glad to see that your channel is getting zero attention this trend is ridiculous

I always forget I have scoliosis until someone else mentions they have it. Then I wonder why my back aches so much. 🤦🏽‍♀️

1:50 oh no i'm not even 2 minutes into this video and already i'm listening to my exact experience.

Scoliosis can really hurt bad sometimes constantly been in and out of physical therapy but nothing really works to straighten my back but atleast now it doesn't hurt so much

We'd also like to add that outside of fictives and factives, introjects can also be things like songs, stuffed animals, and objects which are kind of in their own category since they are based on an external source, just not people. I think some of the more common introjects like that are stuffed animals from peoples' childhoods, who often for some serves as protectors or caretakers and soothers of sorts. We haven't heard too many systems talk about these ones, so just wanted to add onto the video for random people passing by!

YESSS WE FOUND YOU GUYS! we follow yall on tiktok and keep up quite regularly but we came across you guys on our FYP just now! how nice edit: we have PNES as well!

you look like you came straight out of the 00's.

This is weirdly similar to my experiences but to my knowledge I'm not a system per se. Definitely have grey outs and definitely have different 'versions' of me or parts that feel similar but have different feelings on situations. Thankyou for posting, I'm going to think about this more

For me fictive was the first alter part I was able to fully see before knowing that we’re a system so for a long while I thought I was acting and was like stuck in a role like when actors talk about it but we like to use spider verse to describe Introject because in the sp this one guy spider-man but there’s so many different version of this one person from gender, culture, time, name, sexuality, language, abilities. We have fictives that are really close to their source and just accepting that’s just who they are and other not so much that goes to both popular and not well known media.

Hi Cas, it's nice to meet you :)) that's our collective name, it's cool we have that in common! We can relate to that a lot, a lot of our fictives choose different names out of embarrassment, but I wish there wasn't so much stigma -Uriel

I wish the DID community on youtube was bigger. I love watching videos made by fellow systems, such as yours ❤❤❤ -Ollie

I was also curious about the learning process for people with DID. Thank you for explaining it! When you said, James likes to play guitar and Iris likes to sing, I immediately imagined a music band that is a DID system

If it is possible, would you consider making a video about going to school as person with DID? I am curious about, how the learning process and knowledge build up works

Amazing news!!! Congratulations that life is starting to look up!!! That's amazing!!!

When you said: "correct my posture", - I immediately set up straight. I'm guilty of the shrimp stance as well 😭❤️‍🩹

You have accomplished so much to get to this place. 🎉 well done. You can definitely influence your future in a good way. 👏👏👏👏💚

Fictive systems are systems too. We love preaching this because since middle school we've had a friend that is a whole fictive system minus the host. The friend is not in the plural community for obvious reasons. But they give us permission to share some of their story. They knew about their DID before we did. But we have them the name DID when we found out about DID bc it sounded similar what they experienced. 2 years later, our system emerged. Their system has many more alters than us. Almost all are fictive. Some are soul bonds and cannot actually front. And they have much better communication than us which we will say all the time it makes us jealous. Some of their fixtures are from sources we know and it is odd sometimes to see their differences. But as a system also with a few fictives, we know that fictives are their own person and not an exact replica because they came from our mind. Our mind with our convoluted head canons. It's they came from the head of their creators not us, so we will never understand the characters to the fullest extent. That's why we have subtle differences in fictives. Also lived experience may change them overtime. Nothing in this comment is factual and purely about experiences. Every system is different and every system is valid. Every alter is valid.

Thank you so much for talking about this! I've seen debates and arguments regarding fictives on social media, and I didn't understand what I was reading all. Im so glad to have an understanding now.

Fictives live here too! Thank you for making this video. We’re home to Daenerys from GOT, Sarah from A Little Princess, George from The Famous 5, as well as others.

Thank you for talking about this, as a fictive heavy system its really hard for us to be anywhere without people straight up fake claiming over having a fictive or factive of someone they hate and people really dont seem to grasp that those who actually does suffer from DID/OSDD can't help it. On a side note, we have no one from super natural but our highest source counts is fnf, dmmd, and loz since all 3 is eithet a hyper fixation or a special interest for us

Eep I'm a huge supernatural fan 🥰🥰 I don't have any parts based on it though. I'm a huge sam girl though 😅

Thank you for speaking about your experience with such a complex neurological condition. I am a singlet, but I love learning about different disorders, including DID. From what I know, a lot of systems advise against sharing the names of one's littles online. Absolutely no hate towards you, just hope you keep your system safe 🙏

We have several fictive from Supernatural and other media, no Castiel but we do have Dean. It's kind of comforting to see you. 🖤

How old is the body and how old is each of the hosts?

Beautiful, love it I'm greatful you're alive and are able to take care of yourselves. DID is a difficult, stressful and horrific thing that can make you feel crazy (not to say the c word it isn't about that ) I want you and your system to know you are great, you deserve to be alive and hopefully you all know that we as a community involved in the DID systems/community etc we are here for you and we are grateful to have your journey :)

Awesome of you to come on the internet to share your experiences! I hope you can find community to support you in this changing life!

CONGRATULATIONS ON YOUR ESSAY!!! That's so incredible! I'm a singlet but am familiar with DID because of a friend that has OSDD but with full memories. Thank you so much for sharing about your system. I wish you all the very best! ♥️♥️♥️

We were considering making a channel like this!

I also have FND and PNES, and most of us are in still pretty deep in denial about probably having DID too. But it's so nice to come across your channel and watch someone who I'm able to relate to so much! Subscribed and looking forward to seeing more of your content :)

I haven't watched this yet but thank you for sharing <3. I'm a part of a DID system in college and haven't seen many sharing the interesting experience of being a system in higher education

great video, thanks so much for sharing. well done on all your efforts and wish you all the best with your healng journey.

Hey Moth! I also have non epileptic seizures very severely and suspecting that i have bipolar. I love how i can relate to what you are talking about so openly! It kinda helps to know u are not alone :) Also tips for getting through a depressive episode? Cause i am currently in one that is very bad... I also hope i can get diagnosed with bipolar soon... cause then i hope to get better treatment. Also how has your experience with therapists? i also have been going to therapy since i was 10. And my overall experience is not so great. Anyway, just thanks for your openness <3

thank you for being so open. im missing 98% of my childhood before 12 n any memorys i do have are 3rd person its weird as fuck. i need to get a therapist

Love seeing videos that are pro healing ❤️‍🩹 nice to meet y’all. Take care

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