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saoirse
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เข้าร่วมเมื่อ 21 ต.ค. 2012
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I make videos about subcultures, aesthetics, tumblr, or whatever I happen to be obsessed with at the current time :-)
I make videos about subcultures, aesthetics, tumblr, or whatever I happen to be obsessed with at the current time :-)
Leda Muir Deserved Better / A Video Essay About Leda Monster Bunny
If you are struggling with your mental health, please don't hesitate to ask for help!!!!
- 988 Crisis Hotline: Call or text 988 OR go to 988lifeline.org/ to chat online
- National Alliance on Mental Illness (NAMI): call 1-800-950-6264 OR text “NAMI” to 741741
- (LGBTQIA mental health resource) The Trevor Project: chat online at TrevorChat.org OR call 866-488-7386 OR text START to 678-678
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I have wanted to make this video for so long because Leda has always been a huge inspiration and comfort creator for me! I wanted to discuss her impact on fans and her departure from the internet.
Let’s talk about cyberbullying, burnout, and parasocial relationships with influencers.
If you guys want to support me, you can like and subscribe! Or, buy me a cup of coffee :-) buymeacoffee.com/saoirse237
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Thank you as always to Tommy Nervous for letting me use their incredible music!!!
TH-cam: youtube.com/@tommynervous
Spotify: open.spotify.com/artist/6IhzbNCuCJBghHFp8GR5aP?si=5ivasssDSk2Oe-p0f9jcJQ
Apple Music: music.apple.com/us/artist/tommy-nervous/1698249037
Intro: PButterflies
Outro: At Any Cost
- 988 Crisis Hotline: Call or text 988 OR go to 988lifeline.org/ to chat online
- National Alliance on Mental Illness (NAMI): call 1-800-950-6264 OR text “NAMI” to 741741
- (LGBTQIA mental health resource) The Trevor Project: chat online at TrevorChat.org OR call 866-488-7386 OR text START to 678-678
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I have wanted to make this video for so long because Leda has always been a huge inspiration and comfort creator for me! I wanted to discuss her impact on fans and her departure from the internet.
Let’s talk about cyberbullying, burnout, and parasocial relationships with influencers.
If you guys want to support me, you can like and subscribe! Or, buy me a cup of coffee :-) buymeacoffee.com/saoirse237
_______________________________________________________________
Thank you as always to Tommy Nervous for letting me use their incredible music!!!
TH-cam: youtube.com/@tommynervous
Spotify: open.spotify.com/artist/6IhzbNCuCJBghHFp8GR5aP?si=5ivasssDSk2Oe-p0f9jcJQ
Apple Music: music.apple.com/us/artist/tommy-nervous/1698249037
Intro: PButterflies
Outro: At Any Cost
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the return of warped tour????? my THOUGHTS
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hey everybody this is just an impromptu yap sesh where I discuss the rumors of warped tour returning in 2025 !!! it's kinda long, so feel free to listen as you fold laundry. SHOULD warped tour come back? will it be the same as before? how has emo subculture and the alternative music scene changed in the last few years? let's discuss in the comments! (keep it respectful!) time stamps: intro 0:20...
at home scene haircut tutorial + tips !!!
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hi everybody !!! i get a lot of questions on tiktok about how i cut my hair to look scene/emo, so here's some tips and a basic tutorial !!!! if you have any questions just leave a comment and i'll try to answer. I always encourage exploring your personal style(: don't stress over your hair having to be perfect, it's just hair !!!! the tool i'm using is the BaByliss Pro cutting comb from sally b...
dying my hair pink during a power outage
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my power was out after a tornado so here is me dying and cutting my hair to kill some time ! I filmed this a couple weeks ago and have since graduated cosmetology school yayyyyy!!!! what videos do you guys want next? what topics or aesthetics do you want a video essay on? I was working on a video about the PLL reboot but uncarley literally just did a video on it and I don't want it to look like...
all about kidcore! // video essay
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(re-uploaded bc i got a copyright claim) HAPPY NEW YEAR! I want to dedicate this video to my amazing, talented friends who so kindly allowed me to use their music in this video! :-) LISTEN TO TOMMY NERVOUS: Spotify: open.spotify.com/artist/6IhzbNCuCJBghHFp8GR5aP?si=Og0nRX-SRZWzU3mwFPoK1Q Apple Music: music.apple.com/us/artist/tommy-nervous/1698249037 TH-cam: th-cam.com/channels/8zpb2rxy3ogdWx-8...
EASYYY DIYs for scene/emo kids !!!
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HELLO here’s how to make a kandi bracelet, how to alter a tshirt, and some other ideas you can recreate to look more scene/emo !!! I know these are super simple but hopefully they will help you out :-)
do i give off gay vibes? (coffee vlog)
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TWO VIDEOS IN LESS THAN TWO WEEKS?????? yes i AM a professional youtuber, thank you for asking. instagram: faerygrrrl tumblr: paranormalgrrrrl.tumblr.com tiktok: rotten.faery like n subscwibe pwetty pwetty pwease
soft grunge GRWM for the 2014 tumblr girlies
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FIRST OF ALL thank you so much for the support on my 2014 tumblr video and thank you for subscribing !!!!! :'-) this is just a quick GRWM I have plans to do some more fashion/makeup videos like a soft grunge outfits video maybe ??? would you guys be interested in a tour of my record collection??? please let me know in the comments what you guys would like to see !!!!! also i'm sorry i say "um" ...
boring thrift haul (soft grunge/tumblr)
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hiya everybody sorry I posted just one (1) video and then dipped. here is some more 2014 tumblr soft grunge content for yall. this is like two months old lol I'm back to just being an emo/scene kid now sorry follow my IG: faerygrrrl tiktok: xxsaoirse_slaughterxx
soft grunge 101: intro to the 2014 tumblr aesthetic
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VIDEO TW: MENTAL ILLNESS, SEWERSLIDE, ED, SH, AND P*DO this is my first video so I'm sorry if I'm not very articulate or the editing isn't great !!! I've seen a revival of the 2014 soft grunge aesthetic and I wanted to make a video explaining the basics of the trend: fashion, popular items, music, and tv/film :-) Here are some videos about the Lolita trend: Jordan Theresa - the lolita resurgenc...
Your lip piercings are not symmetrical?
I miss her and think about her all of the time. she was a huge inspiration to young me, always so positive and sweet and funny. I so sincerely hope shes happy wherever she is now.
Leda was a foundational part of my preteens
me & Leda are the same age and I remember watching her videos and wishing I could be like her: look, dress even act like. totally used her hair cutting tutorials while being a redhead 😂 even named my cat after hers - Xaya. 😊
She wrote two books. Mooncallers is the name on Instagram as well as the book. I haven’t been able to read them and the last post was in 2020. I hope she’s doing well.
I was just looking her up recently to see how she might be doing. I grew up on her videos. We're close in age, and she was a big source of inspiration for me. I agree with just hoping she is happy and living her best life. She really seemed to be such a genuinely kind person.
I remember when her goodbye video dropped. She was my favorite channel to watch, I didn't want her to go
I remember seeing videos of her at like 16 where she talked about how grown adults were tracking her down and showing up at her house, which they found by analyzing details of her videos. Which is TERRIFYING. I hope she's doing well
Leda was a huge inspiration too me when I was a kid. She was just so openly herself and I admired that so much. It was a very sad day when she left, i still think about her from time to time and I really hope shes livng her best life now. She never deserved all of the sh!t that people have her on the internet
This isn’t related, but you’re so pretty!!
I’m literally alive because of her. I had a plan; she was doing a “24 hour” live stream with a couple friends. I started watching the stream and fell asleep instead. 🥺🥺
i was thinking about leda just the other day, i loved her so much she was such an inspiration and light of my day back in middle school and high school.. i'm glad to see others still really care for her too, i hope shes doing alright wherever she is. also just wanted to say i really appreciate this video and takes like yours and specifying it's not for tea or drama... you brought up some good points and awareness i really appreciate this kind of content so thank you !! :)
i love leda so much and i hope shes doing well! this was a great video btw. i followed her entire journey online, i always looked forward to seeing her post content. she was like my comfort creator 🩷
I got recommended this video and i dont even know whats happening
I've been waiting for someone to mention her..
Wow memory unlocked. I watched her so much
She was my favorite TH-camr back in the day 😢
Leda was an inspiration to so many people ❤ I hope she's living life to the fullest now 🥺❤
She was my absolute favorite! I was sad when she left the internet lol 😭
Thank you for the video, she was a huge part of my teenage years! I really hope she is doing well now in life and is happy. <3
Sweet poison cupcake is like an hour from my house I had no idea she modeled for them!
She was THE TH-cam queen !!!
I really adored Leda growing up too. She was i believe a few years older than me. I also remember being in AlexAddicted when she was there and was nothing but a sweetheart but also had to deal with the bpd outbursts the owner had. Which the owner of AA also disappeared a few years before Leda did. It probably didnt help with all Leda was going through because the owner definitely had one of those parasocial obsessions with her. I also missed the chance to meet her when SayWeCanFly played at my hometowns club but she really stayed away the whole night. My friend ended meeting her because i had to leave to sleep for work and he told her i wanted to say hi and she said hi back but i wonder if i just added to that sadness of people pleasing 😢 In a lighter note, i really hope shes doing well for herself! This video really made me feel like a teenager again in the 2010s and it felt nice just to chill for a minute like i was back in time. Thanks for the way you said this, i feel it was nicely phrased
Leda was a major inspiration for me as a teen, I always loved her sweet personality and style. She definitely deserved so much better. I’m glad this came up on my suggestions. This felt so nostalgic! I hope she’s living well today
Thank you for reminding me of Leda ❤❤ I’m 27 now and I grew up watching her videos, I relate hard to her mental health struggles and I used to watch her videos to calm down because she was so soft spoken and sweet. She is so wonderful and I’m only wishing her the best in life ❤️❤️❤️
Hi Saoire i could use some advice on improving my self esteem as scene culture as a whole seems really inviting but the people who were in it that I knew were not that nice to me. So, I wanna be comfortable with myself
Great video ❤
Leda and Jenna 😢 my heart will forever hurt for them
Imo, I think you should have went me in depth on the relationship between Lena and Nate. I was a fan of both of them at the time and i noticed she got SO much more hate after they broke up. Desandnate fans went insane anytime they got a new partner and imo, it contributed to a lot of Lena's hate.
“Hi Guys it’s Bilbo Baggins” lol I loved watching Leda when I was in middle school, she was my scene girl inspo 😭💕 it’s very clear that girls were jealous of Leda during a time that being a “influencer” was not yet a huge hype and more underground, commenters were so unhinged. She deserved better, she was just a kid! She was beautiful, creative, an icon! 💕
I grew up in a somewhat conservative house. Nothing crazy, but my parents definitely did not like the scene phase I went through (boomers). Leda inspired me to be who I was anyway. She made me feel seen. Still love the tats and piercings and colored hair too ✌️Breaks my heart to know Leda’s TH-cam career ended like that 💔
I was at that Niagara Falls meet up in 2012 that you featured in this video. Leda was so kind. I have never forgotten that day. She will forever be my favourite TH-camr even if she isn’t around online anymore 🖤
Wow this unlocked some memories. I remember the drama other scene queens had with her. The drama with one of her friends and then dating that friends baby daddy, and her other ex boyfriends. She did seem like a sweet individual just a lot of teen drama happening around her and the way her fans bullied her. Hopefully she is living her life now and enjoying her privacy.
I found her!! I’ve been looking for her user somewhere online
I miss leda :(
She kind of looks like johnny Gilbert’s new girlfriend
The way my heart skipped when I saw this 😭 I love that people are still thinking of Leda. Her and Jenna Marbles had such a necessary and positive impact on me and they BOTH completely left the internet. (Like I get why but I’m still sad about it)
i know we (generally as i’m 21) didn’t know better back then, but where were her parents?? daily vlogging immediately after graduation? they didn’t want her to go on a family trip or take a break from WORK to celebrate like damn 😭
I am a lot older than you, but your video popped up on my feed. I have children your age and watched them go through social situations that I couldn't have fathomed going through. There is mental illness in my family and the pressure on my kids to just to learn to love and accept themselves was unbelievable. Well, not to go into a long boring story, people like you and even Leda are positive role models. Be proud of yourself and who you are now and look forward to the wonderful people that you will become. My kids didn't think they would make it through adolescence, but I always tried to steer them towards positivity and got them help when they asked for it. I now have a married daughter who is an ICU RN and is back in school to be an NP, A son who is trans, rebuilds computers and works in IT. I drive the poor kid crazy with my barrage of computer questions and problems! (It's his fault he's practically Einstein! Lol!) The baby of the family, my other son, installs fire alarm systems in new building projects (talk about literally saving lives) and just gave me my first precious grandchild! I am looking forward to my future and theirs. Your generation is going to grow up and save us all. It's all of the old fogey's that are screwing everything up right now and I will apologize to you on their behalf! I am a proud Gen Xer! People still wonder how we survived childhood!? Anyway, keep pushing forward and be proud of yourself. Everyday.
@@genchambers38 this is my favorite comment❤️
19:50 Leda inspired me to color my hair a fashion color for the first time and it truly makes you realize how entitled people feel to YOUR appearance.
Leda was my childhood, she got me through middle school and early highschool. I miss her online so much❤
Omg Rainbow Brite! 🥲 Fuck yes.
I got chills when I seen this😓 I miss her. Big part of my childhood
You don't have to like someone or their content. The internet has a plethora of options, and it's not all tailored for us as individuals. Nobody should feel entitled to a creator's time or their real life. Any reasonable person knows this. I find it very hard to sympathise with people who let themselves get so riled up over a creator not making content they want or not giving them their time that they feel they deserve to the point that leaving death threats and bullying is a perfectly okay thing to do. I don't care how lonely they may be in real life, I dont care how much they "do not understand" about the consequences of their actions online - it's not okay, it's unhinged and a big problem
Very well said ❤
she was always too sweet for the world. i miss her but i am glad she is not online like she used to be, people have only gotten meaner and louder
Thanks for making the vid! I love when people make videos of her cause it makes me feel like I’m seeing her lol she was a HUGE part of my life as a teenager. We are the same age so I felt super attached to her and used her as a style inspiration. I remember being one of the people defending her constantly because the comments were so brutal. Over everything! It’s insane to me that I remember vividly every single clip you showed. I would watch all her videos multiple times. The scene culture was huge back then. She also was in the wrong crowd I feel. All her boyfriends were much older than her and always seemed to leave her over being depressed. People would both glorify and criticize her relationships I would see people act like they were couple goals or telling her she was dating too many people and moving in too fast. Comments about her style changing as if she wasn’t allowed to grow up and change her taste in clothes. Comments about being immature and “still acting like a kid” even tho she was pretty much a teenager the whole time. I selfishly would want her to come back because I wish I could know how she is but I 100% support her decision to not want to be famous because it seems like hell to me and I would never want that much attention for any reason. She was just so beautiful I feel like it made other girls hate her. She was tall and thin and had these big beautiful eyes and she knew about games and movies and it made boys like her which made other girls hate her more. And she also was just nice. People didn’t wanna believe it. They wanted to “catch” her being rude, they would take things out of context and make it seem like she said something terrible or accuse her of things like “wasting food” or “cursing too much” or “spending too much money” like literally the most insane things to nitpick at. Honestly I don’t wish fame on anyone. It seems awful for both the celeb and the fan. Nobody should worship a stranger this much and nobody should have to live up to so many different expectations either.
I was JUST thinking about Leda 💜 I watched her way back in the day haha like 2010 ish lol
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Oh my goodness i used to watch her years ago when I was in high school 😢