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I am so sorry you had to go through that... I hope you are doing well now.

And thank you for the supportive words :-)

Aw, thank you so much! :-)

@@justmeat3726 Very much welcome! Have a lovely day! ❤

@@TrishLee you too!

haha it is! Just wait until you see it out of the desk and cleaned up! ;-)

Well, right now it is dreary and gross because of winter, but I am really thinking about doing garden-vlogs outside, in spring :-) But I am a bit hesitant about talking to the camera when my neighbours can hear me hahahaha

Aw thank you! Please be safe, and don't travel while the pandemic is still going on... maybe you could watch stuff on TH-cam about the Netherlands untill you can visit ;-)

Aw, thank you for watching! :)

Aw, thank you! I love the leaves too :-) The feather page needs more feathers, but that will happens when spring comes around and I'm outside more.

I dream very 'heavy' too when I oversleep! And yeah, it is definitely the subconscious making a choice for us, I feel... I hope it gets better for you soon!

Pickwick's Dutch Blend! with a nice spoon of honey. It's delish :-)

hahahaha Yeah! :-D

Aw, thank you :-)

That sounds like me exactly. Especially if those structures are put there by others than myself. I function well on self-made to-do-lists though. I try to make one at least every week, with things to do around the house and such, with the goal of finishing it before the next week. Not to much pressure though, need to keep it light!

thank you for the compliment! But this isn't my first, I started on the 9th of November. You can find older videos in the videos tab, if you want to ;-) I do not have counselling at the moment. The place I went to stopped my therapy because they gave me all they could within their care-system. And frankly, it can be awesome to have a professional to talk to, but in the end you have to do much of the work yourself. The biggest part of counselling happens in your own head, and often not even while in the counsellor's office. I think that is why there is such a big market for self-help books and such...

@@justmeat3726 thanks for the reply, I will look for the older videos. Yes there is a big market for self-help, just this morning I bought a CBT in daily living course from The Great Courses to see how a CBT toolkit works. I must be fair the Covid situation has damaged the mental health of so many here I know in-person resources must be rationed, and I've had lots of help in the past. OK I'll let you get on now, have a great day!!

Good luck with the course! It is always good to stay active and do things that promote growth within yourself :-) Have a great day!

Aw, big hug to you too! You commenting mattered to me though ;-)