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Thanks 😊... I find it so interesting that you've got ADHD too. I'd literally never considered it, but makes so much sense now. Have you thought any more about see someone professional for your ED?

@@edunedited4972 yes very interesting, I never thought of mentioning it. I havnt really considererd it anymore tbh. Im almost feeling a bit demotivated recently and have been binging alot too. Stressed with my work, maybe just an excuse.. not sure. Kinda in a nowhere void atm. But my family life is ok which is my main concern.. shit will get better one day. Every week I have that.. "i will get back on track on monday" meh.... 😪

@@zeebass2690 oh, and I also forgot to ask... You said ED started at the same time as taking ADHD meds... What actually happened, how did it all begin for you?

I understand that, but I can't read the last few comments you left! 😢... Fancy giving me the highlights? Just replying to what you said about not getting help because you feel you're about to crack it... I have to be totally honest, because I really do care - I know we don't know each other, but I can see so many similarities in our ED stories and I just know how much of f**king sucks to be where we both are - so I can't help really caring about you finding a way to recover - so, honestly, weve been chatting for almost 2 months I think and I have seen zero evidence that you're anywhere near being able to crack it solo. I know we aren't the same person, but I recognise where you are, because I think it's the same place I wasted over a decade of my life in... Massive denile & totally convinced that my weird food behaviours were my fault, and something that I just had to try harder at & have better (normal?!) self control... In other words, I didn't need or deserve help & I'd find a way to force myself better soon, and nobody would have to know. Now, I know I'm a long way from better & I'm not pretending the recovery process is perfect, but I do know, absolutely, that there was no way out solo... This doesn't mean you have to tell everyone in your life, but I really think it's worth trying working with some kind of ED professional... & if you still don't want to after reading this, maybe ask yourself, honestly, why? (I really am sorry for the preachy soap box rant, I just would absolutely love to see you out of denile & free of all this shit!)

@@edunedited4972 no its fine and I agree with you 100%. In regards to what Insaid before that you didnt read. I touched on meditation and how shit my last few days had been... any uploads due?