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Thank you for making this. :) Us nutters always end up in fiction, it's great to see a personal documentary.

Antipsychotics saved my life! Get well ❤️‍🩹

For real I would like to talk to you.

I‘d have some funny stories for you. If you are interested. And the truth of course

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Honestly, all that hype about Jesus Christ, Superstar always turned me off. To many over indoctrinated religious people become blind to recognize, that they are acting out their religious psychotic mind set - if you try to tell them - just stop it- ! many of those guys just get more irritated and kind of aggressive too....to much Jesus makes people drunk.

I genuinely am sorry for everything you endured and suffered, especially in regards to the loss of your dad and what you went through in hopes of dealing with his loss. With that in mind, I knew you hadn't read scripture the moment you said "anything you want, you can do" You cant just do what you want willy nilly. One of the biggest problems of our modern age is the disembodied online culture that turns practal wisdom from God, into mere subjective abstractions. There's nothing arbitrary or willy nilly about Jesus and his standards. The problem is that you never dug deeper than your feelings and emotions, which are a 'house on sand' as the Lord would say. I'd recommend reading the Bible, praying for discernment from Jesus Christ, and as a practical means applying stoicism in your journey. That's whats helped me understand and appreciate God, Jesus, the Holy Spirit, the Gospel, the Word. The further you walk in that direction, you will be blessed with not only knowing the direction that leads to the Kingdom of God, but the practical reasons towards that direction in your day to day life. I hope this helps and I pray that you are no longer entrapped by vague, fear based abstractions. God bless sir

Oh, blessed man am I. I was able to break free of mental hospitals😊 I've had one too many injections in my arse!

Thank you for this... I knew my dad would talk to me. He died in 2013. Also, I am in direct contact with God. The hardest part is accepting it's not real.

The Wife believes she’s God the creator of all living things . This is the most difficult think I every had to deal with . I won’t give up on her but she doesn’t won’t help and she actually enjoys it. Praying for all the People that’s dealing with this and also the people that has a spouse or a child supporting them.

when i had my weed Psychosis i feel like god not Jesus it was crazy

Jesus doesn't exist? Hah! ❤ that's not correct ❤

False prophets and promises are everywhere…

My friend thinks he Jesus and gave away 68k from a settlement in a month taking care of his people. Very sad

Nice graphics, nice people. That's nice.

I was hospitalised and tranquilized too, also thought i had to rewrite the bible and that i was god, very similar experience was in there for two months

Try checking whether all the drugs you prescribe cause psychosis & suicidal thoughts maybe!? Oh yes they do - every single one is in blackbox warning for causing those symptoms & you never actually check for health issues food allergies or do anything about the abusers whilst often inflicting harm on people and ignoring all the health and safety regulations! How many kids have died due to being overloaded with toxic chemicals causing a chemical imbalance when prescribed anti depressants with toxic symptoms that all doctors are ignoring!? If you haven’t tested for chemical imbalances in brain and prescribe toxic drugs that cause chemical imbalances perhaps go check the lies from big pharmaceutical as no animal ever had any mental health issues - the drugs your prescribing can’t possibly cure any in humans! It’s all falsified evidence from big pharma that some lunatic buyer in nhs believed! The toxic drugs which destroy every aspect of physical health also destroy peoples minds!

4:20 - few got the reference

Now thats a psychosis ive never experienced. I never thoughti wzs jesus.

Some of what he says sounds like telepathy...

Awesome!

this was so relatable as well I had a friend who committed suicide 2 years ago 💀🏢🐇

A great honest presentation. The Christ archetype has meaning to it. It can make us feel less helpless and full of potential but the lows of it drags one through the pits of despair. The world is screwed up and having divine powers to repair it would be beneficial. It sounds like Luke was interacting with archons or Yaldabaoth at times, rather than the truest form of God.

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Ahh same mate! When I got sectioned god also told me something like you said ‘go with it, it’s part of your journey’ haha their is something in that

Having psychosis is wild. I remember telling my ex about getting trapped by vampires in the mountains one time and he told everyone I was crazy. I felt so alone and scared, it was truly awful. I ended up in the hospital in two different states cos I was driving for hours and hours into different states trying to run away.

Some male patients did not eat coleslaw because it had sperm in it. Ugly lazy fucks. Their dicks would look best in their wives mouth. the patients should be allowed to get food from home and don't eat the sperm filled coleslaw for mentally ill

My only child was taken away from me and I was forced into psychiatric treatment. I feel worse and worse. I have no energy. I started to take a lot of pain killers that don't work for me anymore. My joints are swollen. Sometimes my ankles and knees are so swollen - they look like elephant legs. I cannot concentrate and focus anymore. I will have to watch this video a few times. No pills will ever kill the pain that I feel after my only child was taken away from me and I was betrayed by my family. One of the psychiatrists told me that my family sacrificed me. My personal things were given away. 3/4 of my wardrobe is gone. I am being gaslighted on top of things. I can't work. The social security is rejecting my case. I can't find a lawyer in the USA that can help me. I was told to take my own life by 3 people. It started in 2014. I was treated worse than any war criminal. I was guilty in the eyes of the social workers that acted like righteous among the nations. I was expected to prove my innocence. They lawyer charged me $10,000 dollars - it took her less than 5 seconds. The local police department from 2 cities gave me so many tickets and the hired lawyer did not go to court although I gave him permission to go without me because I had to leave. They almost killed me some fucked up law enforcement mafia and social workers that are cock suckers and traffickers. They would do better as prostitutes instead prostituting littler boys or girls. The hell on Earth started in 2014. 10 years later it is much worse than it was in 2014. I am losing my eyesight. The dentists screwed up my dental work. I was abused in the hospital by some worse than nazi people that hate jews (I am not a jew and I am not related to BJ Novak or Kim Novak or Paul Newman or his dead son). I filed a written complaint that probably disappeared. The female nurse told me that she did not see when a white male nurse abused me physically in the hospital. He was a nasty old fat lazy male. His dick would look best in the nurse's mouth. They abuse you physically and sexually. They are not normal themselves. If I would give them a test they would fail it. All of them. They are lazy, filthy, and their dicks would look best in the mouth of their girlfriends, boyfriends.

*sniffs air* ahhhh religion :)

Lots of people want to be Jesus. He was legendary and represented so much. A hero and a martyr. Transcendent love and and selflessness. The courage to speak up and create change when change was needed. I imagine its lucky we don't all have to die on a crucifix like Jesus did. Its no wonder people get mixed up and want to be like him. I can't really say there is much wrong with that.

Jiminey Christmas. Terrible that people experience that. Their poor family and friends too. Seems like such a nice kid too.

Your not a lot fam

This is really good, thanks 🙏🏽

Can I get my own therapist

My roommate too. It was awhile ago. He tells the story of how he was found in the middle, of a busy intersection naked. Directing traffic, and telling everyone GOD sent him. Today, he isn't running anywhere. But, he believes that God will stop sending his social security checks... If, he doesn't send the church, their tithes. Some other 🥔'y stuff. It's frustrating, dealing with someone with this mindset. ✌️

People need to look up the real origins of Christianity as well as the bible, not what u think it is.

My second psychosis my dad showed me Risen with jesus during my break and I thought I was in the afterlife in hell and that I was just like jesus and he was psychotic too. Like this guy in the video says, I also had time travel into the future and thought that this family I'm born in will be for infinity forever and I have to believe in Jesus and God and repent for my sins since childhood. I was stuck in this puzzle piece and thought it was my hell. I even took my cross to the hospital with me, it was like a totem like in Inception. Religion might be lifesaving but it's also like a trigger for people like me.

This is absolutely fucking Gold. I've literally tried leaving a psych ward thinking God was gonna help and they just dragged me to a room and gave me a shot 😂

Glad to see so many of us exist at one time 😂😂😂😂 it would be a real bummer to be the only one who goes through this shit 😂

Well ma mates while I was in my psychosis Jesus state I changed my name by depol to Jesus Christ, so I remember my commitments and just started to utilise the name again.

Jesus was psychotherapist. Many Drs believe it now

Hows he doing

Yes, thank you, this was wonderful to hear! My husband and I are experiencing extremely hard times and in spiritual crisis. Any guidance or just someone to listen to would help. If anyone can please reach out. Thank you so much 💙

Good video well done

Incredible video. Wow

Embarrassment at things we do, have done,..acts, behaviors, that are NOT rational…I often only notice my psychotic states after seeing the reactions🎉, facial expressions of the people around me responding to things im saying, doing about to do proposing to do. That when I engage my isolation drills……stop talking. Get away from all reaction potential. Speak only in response to a necessary question that pertains to maintaining my freedom, my autonomy. In the USA there is no “early intervention act” or emergency housing stabilization programs for people in psychosis.. I just heard that theres a SA-Schizophrenic’s Anonymous up in Canada! Who knew?!

I feel compelled to make hermeneutic sense of all the cases out there of people randomly considering themselves Jesus. I figure the classic understanding of that is some kind of situation where a demon comes in and convinces one that they are the archetypal good person so therefore they have nothing more to work on and should continue doing things exactly as they're doing. The very archetype of a popular, well liked, freakishly powerful, beautiful, beneficent, wise, and intelligent person in the west is generally considered Jesus, so I figure when someone is in psychosis and they observe all of those traits in themselves they consider that they must be Jesus also. Jesus is like a homonym to Jesus that means someone with all of the good traits. One way to test this is seeing other cultures where another figure has the same status, seeing if people under those same mental conditions choose that title instead of Jesus. I'd assume that the title of Jesus doesn't independently crop up in insular communities uninfluenced by Western Monotheism as a thing that manic individuals identify as. Somewhere like India (not to say they're insular) might host someone in a similar position considering themselves a bodhisattva or buddha because their terminology fulfils a similar niche of interest. With all the antichrists there are out there it really seems to me that the most Jesus thing to do is to just be Jesus and not try to prove it or tell anybody. What would Jesus have to gain? If anything people would want to kill him for it. Now, that's what makes me naturally glide into the thought: "What if Jesus called himself an antichrist as a koan?" After all, it's the diametric opposite of someone saying they're Jesus and turning out to be an antichrist. By the way, a lot of people forget this, antichrist is a genus and not an individual. At some point there was a biblical supervillain introduced with a capital A and a The but that figure does not have earlier roots than mention of the genus. A lot of antichrists can exist simultaneously, and they can vary in power from pitifully low to substantially high depending upon how well they've established their cults. Most of them don't even have cults and they're only very temporarily antichrists before moving on to something else. All that's needed to be an antichrist is an entertained claim that one is Jesus when one actually isn't. It could be entertained by the self or another, both, many, or all. I'd say that claiming to be an antichrist is the most Jesus thing to do if one happens to be someone feeling like Jesus while reading this. Think of it as reverse psychology, or reverse reverse psychology, actually just think of it as reverse psychology because we won't get into that one. People will consider your claim to be bold and then look deep into your past to see if your actions have all been towards furthering true good or evil. All that will be left will be those among your fellowship who don't believe your one white lie told in earnest, the truest disciples. Try it and see what happens, it'll be good.

Thank you for making this video 🙏🏼 my son is going through this now. This helped me understand what he going through and gives me hope! What’s amazing to me is we are in Florida and there is nothing I can do for treatment for him other then a week to 10 day treatments in hospital. Nothing like London or I’m sure Europe in general!

I am sorry, the mental health provision is in crisis. My daughter has been kept in A&E in a cubical for 7 days, very little access to secure outside space. Security staff are quite scary looking individuals I am informed. The clinical and care staff at the Royal Sussex hospital seem very nice and have been extremely helpful. As a parent I am reserving judgement. To this point our families experience of mental health services has been less positive. Psychosis affects more than just the individuals suffering, it affects the individuals family and friends. They need support and education so they know how best to help their loved one. They also need help and support with their mental health.

I’ve had a bout of psychosis a couple years ago. Lasted approximately 6 months. Worst experience I’ve ever had. I used to feel no one understood.