Imagine being a 13 year old boy, who has very bad grades at school, gets yelled at by his dad all the time, saying that the boy is a failure, being used all the time. I am that boy. I just want to leave this world. I dont want to go outside, because im scared that people will see me. I always overthink. Im white like paper (i havent been outside for 2 weeks).
I know things are hard rn. Everyone says it'll get better but when you feel like that it feels like it never will. I felt that way too. Sometimes you need to just sit outside and feel the sun, smell the air, and remember that you're alive, and you have so much time. Time for whatever you like. It's not over even when it feels like the end. I hope you're doing alright.
This music is one of a kind, I’m still struggling how you made it ambient yet sound like a vinyl tape. I love it. If you have any tips to tell me please do
it feels goofy to say this is such a terrible experience, but i remember when i was a kid, no one was my friend, i always pleaded with my family to hangout or play with me but they had other things to do, so i would be alone a lot even if it wasnt their fault. id make statues in minecraft and pretend to talk to them, as if i was finally with the friend i always wanted, or id talk to villagers and pretend they talked back, it doesnt sound bad, infact it just sound angsty, but in all honesty, these are the lonliest memorys i have, and they make me depressed knowing i didnt get that best friend so many others seemed to, or that friend group, it was just me by myself in a bedroom i shared with my sister. i do remember, the only people i ever did talk to outside of my family were my bullys, i i thought they were my friends but no, they were far from it and probably are the root of a lot of social problems i have
Hey man, I’ve been looking for music like this for a long time, this whole song feels like someone composed my life into a single song that I can close my eyes to and see every moment of my life happening to every second of this song. I love this genre keep creating music like this. I can’t find anything static, yet slow and calm like this anywhere. This is an exotic masterpiece
I hate myself,but sometimes i dont want to hate myself,but its complicated to do not hate myself, im a failure, id fail to myself over and over again,im not able to change, i had been trying since 2020 and nothing has changed at all, and its all my fault, i hate being this, i am not "myself anymore" i dont even know what kind of person i was,who am i? Who am i suposed to be?
Man... this song made me feel everything, thank you man this is exactly what i needed, sometimes i just want too be a lone for a bit and cry as loud as i can, life is really hard, when i was a kid i never expected this would be so difficult, i wich that i could back to those days and feel good again, i guess i need to keep going maybe someday i will find the hapinnes that i lost, again Thanks for your hard work in this song please keep doing this kind of music
God made you for a reason,so your very important. My Son has depression as well,help others where you can,it will help you feel better about your self.God bless you and Love and Prayers from Australia ❤❤
My man really questions the existence of our self and how we feel when we wake up. Very deep! Im going back to sleep now. But then i realized that now in my dream also I can't escape😂.
fit to uhh..
My little favourite
really beautiful vibe
it feel like the silent when you live him.
What shader is this 😳
I’m fw it twin
I got suicidal thoughts i always b crying myself to sleep with yo music🙏🏾❤
This is what it feels like when you realize they’re not coming back.
bro im cooked, i thought it said "my little weiner" 😭😭
Song name please
damn so cool
night vibes like this are the best thing to find. they don't happen very often.
I hate myself
Imagine being a 13 year old boy, who has very bad grades at school, gets yelled at by his dad all the time, saying that the boy is a failure, being used all the time. I am that boy. I just want to leave this world. I dont want to go outside, because im scared that people will see me. I always overthink. Im white like paper (i havent been outside for 2 weeks).
I hate waking up everyday. I cant even get up because i sleep 5 hours every fucking day.
I dont want to live.
...
Things will get better bro I promise
I know things are hard rn. Everyone says it'll get better but when you feel like that it feels like it never will. I felt that way too. Sometimes you need to just sit outside and feel the sun, smell the air, and remember that you're alive, and you have so much time. Time for whatever you like. It's not over even when it feels like the end. I hope you're doing alright.
This music is one of a kind, I’m still struggling how you made it ambient yet sound like a vinyl tape. I love it. If you have any tips to tell me please do
I also went from phonk to this kind of vibe
it feels goofy to say this is such a terrible experience, but i remember when i was a kid, no one was my friend, i always pleaded with my family to hangout or play with me but they had other things to do, so i would be alone a lot even if it wasnt their fault. id make statues in minecraft and pretend to talk to them, as if i was finally with the friend i always wanted, or id talk to villagers and pretend they talked back, it doesnt sound bad, infact it just sound angsty, but in all honesty, these are the lonliest memorys i have, and they make me depressed knowing i didnt get that best friend so many others seemed to, or that friend group, it was just me by myself in a bedroom i shared with my sister. i do remember, the only people i ever did talk to outside of my family were my bullys, i i thought they were my friends but no, they were far from it and probably are the root of a lot of social problems i have
oh man
Hey man, I’ve been looking for music like this for a long time, this whole song feels like someone composed my life into a single song that I can close my eyes to and see every moment of my life happening to every second of this song. I love this genre keep creating music like this. I can’t find anything static, yet slow and calm like this anywhere. This is an exotic masterpiece
This is my most played song, never delete it
October for the rest: we feel in love in October My October:
Song name?
*Терпим.*
Nerved had that feeling
I hate myself,but sometimes i dont want to hate myself,but its complicated to do not hate myself, im a failure, id fail to myself over and over again,im not able to change, i had been trying since 2020 and nothing has changed at all, and its all my fault, i hate being this, i am not "myself anymore" i dont even know what kind of person i was,who am i? Who am i suposed to be?
This is a very cool tune! It evokes nostalgia. Dude, that's cool, keep it up!
Good old memories 😢😢😢
When will you release it?
сегодня был мой день рождения, но мне одиноко.
Man... this song made me feel everything, thank you man this is exactly what i needed, sometimes i just want too be a lone for a bit and cry as loud as i can, life is really hard, when i was a kid i never expected this would be so difficult, i wich that i could back to those days and feel good again, i guess i need to keep going maybe someday i will find the hapinnes that i lost, again Thanks for your hard work in this song please keep doing this kind of music
Hey man strength to you ❤ and I’m glad my music can help you that’s all this is about
That's just real bro
makes you think
what genre is this?
Good question lol , it would be ambient but more specifically maybe slow core
How has this not gone viral
Haha honestly I can’t complain it’s doing good on TikTok ! I’m glad people feels the emotions I’ve put In this one ❤
@@willixbeats❤
This song is what it feels like waking up in the hospital after an attempt
Dam real
i thought this song was called "my little weiner" 😭😭
I feel like this music consoles me
is this released?
I really wish there’s a longer version 🖤
Somehow your songs make me go back to my childhood, your songs are incredible
follow this heavy
Why the hell do i feel weird with this music
name of shaders?
Sildate shaders mod i think
hi, i used bliss shaders with distant horizons :)
@@hiraethsphere isn't it sildate shaders with slynch compiler and velochita?
this is me
this one's got a little kick to it....
Is it realesed yet ?
❤️🔥
God made you for a reason,so your very important. My Son has depression as well,help others where you can,it will help you feel better about your self.God bless you and Love and Prayers from Australia ❤❤
My man really questions the existence of our self and how we feel when we wake up. Very deep! Im going back to sleep now. But then i realized that now in my dream also I can't escape😂.
real @ihatemyfrontcamera
real.
very enjoyable
🫶🖤