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"crying and relaxing going to sleep bay"

saw this edit when i was 13, from the edit alone i thought this movie would be great, i can relate in some ways, i was apart of one of the biggest friend groups in school at the time, im 15 now, i decided to watch the movie, fcking hated it

Heyyyy… I know it’s not your first time we are all struggling and it’s late at night isn’t it?

This song makes me feel like it’s October

This shits ass

I listened this for the very first time when I was 14, now I don’t listen this type of music anymore and re hearing it it was an impact to my soul I felt so vulnerable. But I really shouldn’t stay ❤️

5 more days til 2024 halloween🎃

I really shouldn't stay is how i feel about living. There is nothing here for me, and as I get older more stuff just piles onto everything else. Every minor inconvenience adds up, every major event piles right on top. Things like the phone turning off when im trying to type this, or dropping things I'm holding, or simple things just being extra difficult, like shit getting stuck on other things when cleaning. Everything just stacks on top, im like a bottle of emotion topped off, and spilling over. A bottle of all jumbled emotion. I begin to grow irritable, and reactive. It is no longer a sadness i can just lay with, its affecting everything. I want to rot without dying. If i could just lay down somewhere in nature to be forgotten, and to not worry about dying would be perfect. I just want to experience an eternal peace without dying. I want to sleep forever. I want to repent and forgive myself and just float away from everything that ties me to me. I do not hate anything, i just can't bear any of this grief without a distain for living in it. I turned nineteen this year and everything is just shit, living isn't fun, playing games isn't fun, hanging out with people isn't fun, screwing women isn't fun, or interesting, neither is having a committed loving relationship. The only thing i genuinely want is to not die, and to be able to seclude myself away to sleep forever. Im not 15 anymore so i can't just sit here, and do nothing and wallow anymore. The only thing in store for me is relentless work, come home, sleep, repeat until i have a wife and kids, possibly not have wife n kids, then eventually retire then eventually die. I don't look forward to hanging out with friends or anything that is supposed to make living fun. I do everything depressed, i don't wake up happy, hell I'm never happy. Haven't been since i was 15, and i notice that the longer i persist the more bitter i get. The only reason i work or do just about anything is because i can't do nothing, everything i do is dragging me down further, and i just cant not do something because if i did nothing i would be useless too. All my emotions bundle together and spill over as a consuming anger, i hurt things because i love everything. nature, all the bugs, animals , spiders, people, and so i could never hurt anything, so all i can do i just scream. I hate living, but i could never kill myself. Im stuck in a cycle that is dead set on breaking me down, but ill never truly break so I'll just endure and endure and endure and endure and endure and miserably endure until i die. There is anything here for me, nothing is here to make me happy, so the conclusion to all of this is; i really shouldn't stay. Dont get me wrong sex is great, drugs are great, but those just bring momentarily happiness, which I'm not chasing because that will leave me worse off than i already am. So i didn't know what im to do. Ik what I'll do, but i just want to be okay. I feel so cringe commenting on this.

I want.

I discovered this song and thirteen like 3 years ago from now thanks to this edit time goes by rly fast its weird

Reminds me of my 90s alternative high school days. Had some nastalgic times

*You don't have any problems* *Still being completly incapable of enjoy your days* *You have some good times, but all comes to an end* *Night comes, you're alone with your mind* *Starts nothing, bc you still don't have any problems* "What is this no-feel?" "Am I being unnecesary with myself?" "Wouldn't I being happy for all my days?" *You seek for any feel into you* *You fail* *Remember how everyone has something to react to* "Am I the wrong one?" *Remember that everyone will dissapear so you don't deposite any feels on anyone, you just don't want to suffer* *You start to think that this life is just to suffer* *You know you're wrong with that, bc you've seen many times how that makes people just feel so bad* "Why am I even trying to have something in my mind?" "Why would I want to not have anything?" "If I can't be truly happy by myself, then I will make everyone else happy with themselves" *You continue your days, feeling the same vanity in every single day of your life* *You remember that the others still being capable of feels, and they enjoy what you didn't* "Is this my purpose? Not bad at all" *Tears are droping bc you have too many* A smile of incapability to joy, but you know this is you, you're no one to truly feel, yet you love when the others do feel right "All will be ok".

This song is slay!😂🎉😂 0:42 0:44 0:44 0:45 0:45 0:45 0:45 0:45 -

My balls feel so drained

Its so gross how grown men really were taking advantage of us at 13... My bestfriend ruined me, but now I realize it's only because they ruined her. She was jealous of me. Oh my god.

Delightfully gloomy 🩵✨

“Why are you so obsessed with Halloween?”

Halloween 👻 feels

For anyone who needs to read this if you can’t sprint then run, if you can run then walk, if you can walk limp, if you can’t limp crawl, if you can crawl drag yourself and if you can’t drag yourself then roll. It is human to be sad and depressed but humans are also resilient creatures and you are one of them so start moving and you will find new things along the way. Take a different route home and get some ice cream and get some coffee tomorrow morning and keep moving since time, work and the world won’t stop for you so you shouldn’t stop for it either or you will get walked on

This is Insomniac by Memo Boy

this feels so cozy;)

1:31 galaxy gass or whippets is wild

HELP WHAT. THIS POST WAS MADE 5 YEARS AGO? WTH

siempre vuelvo aquí

FINALLY FOUND THIS SONG OMGGG

A gente ouve essa musica e sente a ansiedade,imagine o autor escrevendo a letra 😢

listening to this high

If I could make music, this is the type of music I'd like to make

I know\/

Just listened to the whole thing for the first time and I am ascending

My mouth tastes like pumpkin seeds for some reason.

Real

this music video goes so perfect with the song

I miss times like this. the world is so screwed up now.

This song feels like she's hug. I miss you.

The intro sounds so familiar! Anyone know where it’s sampled from?

🎃🎃🎃🎃🎃🎃🎃

why dose everyone always get mad at me, it’s not my fault i can’t stop saying sorry or im a weirdo when im comfortable around them? i say sorry because they make me feel like i’ve done somthing wrong like it’s my fault, and it really is though bc it’s never there fault there js people and im some loser person who says sorry to much?

The vibe in this song feels so nice..

The siren sounds is such a nice touch to this song 🔥💯

Song name: insomniac (slowed) by memo boy

This song gives the vibe of those 2000s teenage years

will u talk to me again?

@xxpeircedprincessxx Follow me just to talk if you want :)

I hope one day, my dear, that we find each other again when the circumstances are better for the both of us. It hurt so bad to see you go.

I was finally feeling better then I clicked this shit. I miss you so much. I overthink too much I’m so tired man.

Am I the only one who craves hugs but hates physical touch ..? :((

I've been feeling this way for 3 years now. Feeling useless, worthless, a failure, etc.. Ive been thinking about her all day for a year now even tho nothing serious happened. I just wish I got my chance. Words can't describe the feelings I have for her.

Playing this while sitting outside my window smoking

Как же скоротечны и глупы молодые годы