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Some of the people that watched your story live in different the UK

Hi lovely

Hi beautiful happy now year

Thanks for sharing your story and hope you have found peace in this difficult world

Your life has a purpose. Thank you for sharing your experience. Beautiful soul!

Im was a stand up comedian, the life of the party, always making everyone laugh laugh laugh... but now I cant laugh anymore because I lost my son suddenly, my son, my blessing from god, my light, my life; now I feel the demon of darkness overtaking me.

Thank you again for sharing your story.

Thanks i give the same thing because my life sucks.

Bon courage Ali.

i don't know you, but i want you to live...i want you to live. suicide is cowardly and you are not that. stay with us, please

Sending you a huge hug, you are a wonderful soul and have been through SO much. I am sorry, but your mother isn't fit to be called a mother, a stranger on the street would have more compassion and empathy in their heart.

Brave❤ Beautiful Thank you for sharing 🙏

Thank you for your insight. Your artwork is beautiful. Thank you for your insight & honesty .

glad youre here

Jesus loves u and he wants a relationship with u!

Sending prayers to anyone suffering

Alexandra. First of all, after listening to your story, please listen to what I am telling you: You are an exceptionally bright woman. Life is not easy, but you are a WINNER and found the path to help others. You can take care of others now and that makes you a wonderful person, and you make a huge difference in this world. Thank you for struggling and to win. You make a real difference Alexandra.

This guy is really handsome. Glad he's still here and sharing his story with others who may be in the same place or know someone who's attempted/succeeded. I hope he's doing better now.

Hi Kev. I have bipolar disorder and other chronic illnesses. I have been through a lot of childhood trauma too. I'm struggling with bipolar for 33 years and on meds for 27 years. I think of su I cide daily. I just had ECT but it hasn't helped my depression. Your experience is definitely an inspiration . You are amazing. God bless you 🙏

Matt you are so handsome and smart. I'm struggling with bipolar for 33 years and I'm 47 years old. Your video gives me some hope . Thank you. Love from South Africa 🇿🇦 ❤️ 💙

I’m struggling badly for many years.

Antipsychotika und Antidepressiva zerstören das Hirn! Sprechen hilft aus der Psychose!

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That’s dog is staring into my soul… 🤨

As someone who also suffers from bipolar, I believe that medications that actually work is a myth propagated by the healthcare industrial complex in order to drive revenues of pharmaceutical companies.

Much love homie. I'm a 24 year old man and I just wanna give you a hug bro. Been there, felt that. Don't wish that empty chasm on anyone.

Hey, Matt. I fuckin love you, dude.

I cant commit

I feel somehow okay. I just really wish I had the guts to kill myself and die. But I am too afraid.

Your story is so inspiring to me as someone who also tried to take my life. Thank you so much for sharing, I am so glad you’re ok now. ❤

God bless dear. The Lord Jesus loves you . ❤️

holy shit this sent shivers down my spine everything that happened to this girl basically happened to me growing up and in very similar ways , I also am a redhead and was picked on quite a lot for it.

I dont think it is cowardness I know how you felt. I have taken Antidepressants to stop this pain. Sometimes it works. You are are so brave ❤

You are so brave. I admire you. You are special❤

I’m glad you’re here ❤

Thank You for opening up to us. I struggle often. I've tried to disincarnate 3 times. It seems for some of us once that door is opened we never get to completely close it. Tonight I'm having a hard time but getting to share this time with the guests here helps some. Thank you

Here is how to get saved and be right with God for eternal life, if there is anyone curious on looking into it for themselves. ;) 1-Realize that all have sinned before God, in one way or another, so everyone of us is a sinner in the sight of God. Romans 3: 10+23 (KJB) 10. "As it is written, There is none righteous, no, not one:" 23. “For all have sinned, and come short of the glory of God.” 2-Realize that God still loved us wicked sinners in his sight, enough to allow his only begotten Son Jesus Christ to pay the full price for our sins. All by living a sinless life in our place and by shedding his own precious blood on the cross, to fully pay the price for the sins we all have done, as a freely given gift to us sinners. Romans 5: 8-9 (KJB) 8. “But God commendeth his love toward us, in that, while we were yet sinners, Christ died for us." 9."Much more then, being now justified by his blood, we shall be saved from wrath through him." John 3: 16-17 (KJB) 16."For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life." 17."For God sent not his Son into the world to condemn the world; but that the world through him might be saved.” 3-Than to be saved, you just need to confess unto God (inwardly or outwardly) genuinely and ask for your sins to be forgiven. All by accepting this freely given gift of forgiveness out of God's love for us, that Jesus Christ shed his blood on the cross to pay the full price for all of your sins (that is it). 1 Corinthians 15: 1-4 (KJB) 1."Moreover, brethren, I declare unto you the gospel which I preached unto you, which also ye have received, and wherein ye stand; 2."By which also ye are saved, if ye keep in memory what I preached unto you, unless ye have believed in vain.” 3."For I delivered unto you first of all that which I also received, how that Christ died for our sins according to the scriptures;” 4."And that he was buried, and that he rose again the third day according to the scriptures:” Romans 10: 9-10+13 (KJB) 9. “That if thou shalt confess with thy mouth the Lord Jesus, and shalt believe in thine heart that God hath raised him from the dead, thou shalt be saved.” 10."For with the heart man believeth unto righteousness; and with the mouth confession is made unto salvation." 13."For whosoever shall call upon the name of the Lord shall be saved.” Hebrews 9: 27-28 (KJB) 27."And as it is appointed unto men once to die, but after this the judgment:" 28."So Christ was once offered to bear the sins of many; and unto them that look for him shall he appear the second time without sin unto salvation.” Revelation 21: 8 (KJB) "But the fearful, and unbelieving, and the abominable, and murderers, and whoremongers, and sorcerers, and idolaters, and all liars, shall have their part in the lake which burneth with fire and brimstone: which is the second death.” Romans 6: 23 (KJB) “For the wages of sin is death; but the gift of God is eternal life through Jesus Christ our Lord.” Lastly here is an example of what to pray to God to get saved and forgiven of your sins if you are having trouble finding the exact words to pray to God. Although it is the genuine intent towards God that matters , much more than the exact words being said. :) “Dear God, I am a sinner and need saving. I know I’m not good enough to get to heaven and I need you to save me. I need the righteousness of your son, Jesus Christ. I believe that Jesus is the Lord, who died, was buried and resurrected so that his precious blood can wash away my sins. I trust in him alone to save me. Nothing else. Not my good works or anything else. Only Jesus. I pray this in Jesus’ name, Amen.”

This POS is really full of himself. Some of us are really struggling and suffering out here.

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Omg the music was so distracting and annoying. I couldn't even concentrate on what she was saying.

4:48 “I wanted to unplug my brain somehow.” Wow, I feel that. Hope you’re doing well man.

Thank you for sharing. God bless you!

Hi to all who are struggling in deep , dark despair...I WAS THERE, I know the darkness well. I truly say after all the drugs, alcohol, depression, panic & anxiety attacks....DARKNESS (years of darkness)!, the ONLY way out is Jesus Christ. I am a completely different person now. From darkness to light in Yeshua - Jesus. Ask him into your heart & life as your ONLY LORD & SAVIOR, repent of your falling short (sins), and ask for God's mercy. Find a church. I promise your life will get better. I pray for all who are in dark times that you truly receive the Revelation of Yeshua Jesus. Thank you & God bless you all!

Hey sister, thank you so much for your brave video and bringing suicide awareness to the forefront. I am commenting in 2024. I know that dark dark DARK place, the despair, the blackness of the uncertainty of 'will it ever get better'...(years of this)trying all the different medications...It was SO dark, and I was SO tired from not sleeping...everything was SO loud! blah blah...the ONLY thing that helped me was when I asked Jesus Christ into my heart as my ONLY LORD & Savior. He is the only way out. Trust me, I have tried EVERYTHING...Jesus is the way the truth & the life! Years later, I am off all meds & truly LOVE the life I have, the community and the absolute peace in my spirit. All glory to God. I say this to anyone suffering and/or reading this, ask Jesus into your heart & life as your ONLY LORD & SAVIOR, repent of your falling short (sins), and ask for God's mercy. Find a church. I promise your life will get better. I pray for all who are in dark times that you truly receive the Revelation of Yeshua Jesus. Thank you & God bless you all!

I have survived a couple of these The last time i attempted i put my car in a tree at around 80 mph (american speed limit) i survived and was airlifted to Harborview in Seattle.

im 59 and never have i felt more like im done with life than now..

Proud of you Girly.....so proud...continue to advocate for people who need help....

What an incredibly brave, real, story. The artwork... wow. Thank you.

My cousin killed himself, so sad.

My childhood was very rough. I haven't attempted suicide though.