Miranda P.
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Grief: Finding my way back to HER
I attempted (and failed) to run a half marathon with POTS.
Documenting my journey with running led me towards the grief that I had been running from.
Filmed and edited by Jordyn Dunseath -
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DISCLAIMER:
The views and opinions expressed in this video are my own, they do not reflect the views of any institution.
The information in this video is based off my personal experience as a patient and is not considered medical advice. Content from this video is not meant to treat or diagnose any medical condition. Please consult your healthcare provider.
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This is My Life With POTSThis is My Life With POTS
This is My Life With POTS
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This video shows a patient's journey with POTS (Postural Orthostatic Tachycardia Syndrome). From the struggles of finding a diagnosis to grieving the reality of chronic illness. Highlighting the daily challenges of fainting and symptom management. It's a look into my life with POTS. Filmed and edited by Jordyn Dunseath - TH-cam: TH-cam.com/c/jordyndunseath Instagram: @jordyndunseath DISCLAIMER:...

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  • @bettysutton2913
    @bettysutton2913 6 วันที่ผ่านมา

    Thank you for sharing your story. I truly believe my daughter may have this . Thank you and praying for you all.

  • @debbierichard8674
    @debbierichard8674 20 วันที่ผ่านมา

    At least you can still walk. I feel so bad for you. Do the best you can because we don’t know what tomorrow will bring.❤

  • @marija.maravic
    @marija.maravic 2 หลายเดือนก่อน

    I had this happen to me about 3 times in my life. Was told it could be related to Sjogren's syndrome.

  • @jessiacaevans1619
    @jessiacaevans1619 2 หลายเดือนก่อน

    i’ve been dealing with pots for 10 years now, and I totally get this video, in fact, it made me cry. Because I know exactly what you’re going through. And yet you have been so brave to show us what it is from the inside out. I have yet to find a medication that works, and I have literally span the entire breath of the continent looking for help. I’m not sure what’s next, but it’s one hell of a journey.

  • @mariannesmiley300
    @mariannesmiley300 3 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Miranda?!

  • @MyFriendPeter
    @MyFriendPeter 3 หลายเดือนก่อน

    My identity was physical activity. Endurance sports such as ultra running and ironman among outdoor joy of mountain biking, surfing and hiking. This all stopped after i caught covid Now i have POTs and ME/CFS I dont really want to live anymore There is no path forward Not one I want

  • @MrLolliFunny
    @MrLolliFunny 3 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Hey, did you ever figure out if the concussion was what caused your POTS? I'm a fellow sufferer and have had many concussions in my past. Something I want to figure out myself. Thanks and best of luck

  • @sarachristine7113
    @sarachristine7113 4 หลายเดือนก่อน

    I'm in the process of being diagnosed with POTS. Had to stop working, it's been rough.

  • @bluekittenpower7877
    @bluekittenpower7877 4 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Does anyone get the symptom of their throat closing while having a flare-up?

  • @may-cl0ud
    @may-cl0ud 4 หลายเดือนก่อน

    I have this since two years ago + POTS-induced anxiety, depression and PTSD. And honestly, with every day it gets harder to not just end my life…

    • @Resa627
      @Resa627 4 หลายเดือนก่อน

      I’m dealing with this condition too for years but newly diagnosed. The feeling of just wanting to not be here definitely resonates. Please don’t give up. God loves you and has a plan for your life even when it doesn’t make sense. If you have never trusted in Jesus for your salvation then please start there. Call on God and ask Him to help you through this. He helps me and I know He will help you. You are not alone. Just reach out to me and others and never give up. God bless you🙏🏻❤️

    • @may-cl0ud
      @may-cl0ud 4 หลายเดือนก่อน

      @Resa627 not everyone is religious/Christian but thanks i guess? :')

    • @Resa627
      @Resa627 4 หลายเดือนก่อน

      @@may-cl0ud I respect that. The truth is that being religious or even religion itself can’t save anyone from Hell. The only way to eternal life is a relationship with Jesus Christ. No religion or good works etc will ever save anyone. Jesus said “ I am the way the truth and the Life and no one comes unto the Father except through me” I pray that someday you will believe this. No matter what I’m here if you want to talk. You and I have pretty much the same struggles from what you described. I pray we will both find healing, ❤️

    • @may-cl0ud
      @may-cl0ud 4 หลายเดือนก่อน

      @Resa627 I assume that you would immediately stop telling me that Jesus loves me (which I'm actually sure he does) when I tell you that I'm a genderfluid lesbian right? :') Nevertheless, thank you, I hope you find your healing too... Just to clarify: I also believe in god but probably not the same way as the most Christians do :)

    • @Resa627
      @Resa627 4 หลายเดือนก่อน

      @@may-cl0ud Jesus loves you period. I would never tell you otherwise and if anyone did they would be a liar 🩷

  • @auraberglund5766
    @auraberglund5766 5 หลายเดือนก่อน

    How are you? Are you still here?

  • @jessicalingo4346
    @jessicalingo4346 5 หลายเดือนก่อน

    I say with the dysautonomia its like your brain misfires and its almost like it forgets to do things that are supposed to be automatic. The things you unconsciously think about like breathing, eye dilation (being in the sun), heart rate, blood pressure, temperature awareness, parts of your digestive system, mouth watering, your restroom awareness to name a few. When you have pots your automatic responses are disrupted and your body attempts to counteract this disruption

  • @CPTSDRecoveryChatASMR
    @CPTSDRecoveryChatASMR 6 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Oh shi...... have lived with this since childhood. Had one really bad fall and I learned to really squeeze my legs to get blood upwards when I stand. I also have Ehler Danlos. We've had to do so much just to survive.

  • @haleyreann8698
    @haleyreann8698 6 หลายเดือนก่อน

    I am 22 years old and was diagnosed with POTS at 15 and now at 22 I still have to go to doctors and have seizure like symptoms. It has put a strain on me any those involved in my life. Mainly to my boyfriend who I live with.

  • @tjmiller5060
    @tjmiller5060 6 หลายเดือนก่อน

    I started with tachycardia about 2 years ago, while standing. Still working full time in healthcare. At first I would get a bit dizzy upon bending down and then rising. Due to Covid stress I left a year before retirement. Then my tachycardia would go up to nearly 200bpm! I had no stress, I just don’t know what sparked it. It got so bad I was crawling around on the floor. I have to put a barstool in the kitchen if I do any kind of cooking, so I can sit down. I have passed out in the shower, in our living room, in my bedroom at 3 am and I don’t even know why I was out of bed in the dark! My husband has learned what to do immediately to bring me back up. Stretch me out, and raise my feet up. I usually am gasping out loud for air when I wake up. Sometimes I’m out for a minute or two which freaks my husband out, as he’s afraid I’ll have a seizure from lack of oxygen. He’s definitely going to get CPR certified, as he feels helpless watching me go down. I usually always say his name as I’m falling…lol. I don’t give him enough heads up to catch me going down…😂 I’m starting to knock over furniture and get super bruised up when I faint. I take my largest Pyrenees with me to walk, b/c if I pass out he’s not going to let anyone come near me unless they know his name. The employees at Tractor Supply know me well enough that they keep a folding chair at the front near the register so I can catch my breath from walking into the store b/f I go shopping. I normally end up sitting on my large bags of cat food on the flat bottomed cart to keep me from passing out on the floor. This disorder is very ruthless and messes up your life! I was fine 4 months ago and now I got tickets for my favorite band in August. My husband is renting a wheelchair now as we will be in a concert venue area without chairs…I know I can’t stand for more than 10 minutes or I’ll drop…❤

  • @MyaBritton
    @MyaBritton 6 หลายเดือนก่อน

    I was just diagnosed with pots this month. Started medication this week. Seeing videos like this helps make me feel like I’m not alone. I never heard of pots before, so it’s a whole new world for me.

  • @lukeb4nts172
    @lukeb4nts172 6 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Are you in pain from neuropathy constantly and joint pain?.

  • @NateTalksOF
    @NateTalksOF 6 หลายเดือนก่อน

    I'm a male with Pots. Although I don't have full blown pots i still deal with high heart rate, dizziness and sweating. I got diagnosed i think a few months of having pots. On top of everything i have Panic Disorder. So yea..

  • @NRCave1
    @NRCave1 7 หลายเดือนก่อน

    🌻🌹

  • @manpreetgill_1209
    @manpreetgill_1209 7 หลายเดือนก่อน

    This is happening now with me 😢

  • @ZoeRoemer-tp4ky
    @ZoeRoemer-tp4ky 7 หลายเดือนก่อน

    "If it didn't go away, what does that mean for my life?" I feel that everyday.

    • @rosadetails
      @rosadetails 7 หลายเดือนก่อน

      same

  • @demongal107
    @demongal107 7 หลายเดือนก่อน

    You explained it so perfectly, I have POTs and it had gone undiagnosed for so many years and the doctors I’ve visited told my parents over and over again that “she’s just looking for attention “ or “she’s just over worked” and “she’s just depressed” it was hard for me to explain what I was experiencing when there was so many people around me telling my parents that I was faking it. My mom was the one that believed me and I was just recently diagnosed after so many years.

  • @hannahrose5812
    @hannahrose5812 7 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Im 24 years old and have been struggling with every single symptom of POTS/Dysautonomia for several years and haven't been diagnosed yet .. my doctors don't believe me and neither does my family...

  • @lizzzzzzzz
    @lizzzzzzzz 7 หลายเดือนก่อน

    i don't have POTS, but i do have a mental health condition that requires powerful meds that are timed out, and i cannot take and then even drive a car or be out and about. i wear out easily mentally and physically so that if i stay up late or do something intense one day, i need to have rest days planned. it is always a balancing act to remain stable. i can only work part time and so i am pretty poor and dealing with all that comes with that. i have just gotten used to a low key life, and am grateful for having had my party days and all nighters in the past. i feel for you being so young when you had your life changing injury, and being so limited as soon as you were starting out on your independent life. i think at the end of the day finding the balance between justified negative emotions and gratitude for what we still have is so important in managing chronic illness. thank you for sharing your story.

  • @1975sld
    @1975sld 8 หลายเดือนก่อน

    I have hyperadrenergic POTS so my heart races, I overheat and I sweat profusely, get nauseous, my digestion goes crazy, I get dizzy and disoriented, become aphasic, and it's a race to do what I need to do before I pass out. I also have chronic pain due to fibromyalgia, arthritis, migraine and SI dysfunction. Most difficult thing is that (aside from the profuse sweating) I look perfectly healthy but have all this chaos happening inside my body all the time. It's so hard to explain, even to myself sometimes.

    • @MsSaga91
      @MsSaga91 7 หลายเดือนก่อน

      I'm new to this disease, and am still trying to adjust to this. It's so hard.

    • @AhmadHennawi-dn3vo
      @AhmadHennawi-dn3vo 5 หลายเดือนก่อน

      ⁠@@amandafernandajulia What kind a product plz ?

    • @nikkikearney560
      @nikkikearney560 2 หลายเดือนก่อน

      I feel this so much. This is literally what I’m going through right now.

  • @AhmedHOmar-vz4qz
    @AhmedHOmar-vz4qz 8 หลายเดือนก่อน

    I started crying while watching the video, not because i have pots but because i felt that you touched my soul and i so badly wanted to give you a hug and i couldn't.

  • @ViralClips762
    @ViralClips762 8 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Yeah this thing really brings down quality of life smh😔.

  • @TallDiana
    @TallDiana 8 หลายเดือนก่อน

    She’s doing better than I am. 🤷🏼‍♀️

  • @pumfeethermodynamics3286
    @pumfeethermodynamics3286 8 หลายเดือนก่อน

    the run analogy is so true

  • @MirnaPosadas875
    @MirnaPosadas875 11 หลายเดือนก่อน

    I was detected with POTS when I was 11 years old and I felt like I thought I had a cure, I investigated but not, almost every day I felt like I didn't feel like it, I was just lying in my bed, and leaving the house for me is still a challenge, I can't sleep well. Some days I don't sleep and it was because I felt my palpitations and they wouldn't let me sleep, and the episodes were very frequent and people don't understand what I feel, they just say it's just about raising my legs and that's it, "but no, I wanted to sleep well but I couldn't, I hope people understand what it means to have POTS.

  • @andeebee2530
    @andeebee2530 ปีที่แล้ว

    ❤❤❤

  • @ReineDeLaSeine14
    @ReineDeLaSeine14 ปีที่แล้ว

    I’ve had POTS most of my life, at one point I was on tube feeding and IV hydration. I had to cope with poorly treated POTS in college and no one understood it.

  • @mothdust7752
    @mothdust7752 ปีที่แล้ว

    Did the neurologist do a MRI or what did they do to test you? I’m 99.9% I have this I also had a serious concussion In hockey (multiple actually) I’ve seen so many doctors I hope ur life slows down for you to take ur time to just live 🙂

  • @ChelleOnWheels
    @ChelleOnWheels ปีที่แล้ว

    Girl, I just want to hug you! This is more powerful than you realize. Please don't stop making these amazing, touching videos. The chronic illness community needs your skill. Fellow POTSie here. We are not alone. I am on that bathroom floor crying with you. (((HUGS!!!)))

  • @RolieKloeOlie
    @RolieKloeOlie ปีที่แล้ว

    I’m afraid to go to the wrong hospital and having to pay them hundreds of dollars just to be told to be bedridden. I’ve been having problems this week and been missing work, my only source of income. You’re doing the best you can and I’m happy that seeing you in this video gives me hope for diagnosis. Edit: also, you’re wearing my favorite sweater! Target

  • @gennabelle
    @gennabelle ปีที่แล้ว

    I haven’t been diagnosed yet but pots runs in my family and the people who do have it r 99% sure I have it too and it has progressed so much in the last month. I went from just having daily migraines to monthly flare ups to daily flare ups all in the span of weeks. I started highschool this year and the first few weeks I couldn’t make it through a whole week and then it got to the point where I couldn’t make it through the day and I was leaving an hour after I got there and on the days I made it through I spent most of the day at the nurse and as soon as I got home I was glued to my bed until the next morning and I had to switch to online school bc of it. I feel so alone bc I don’t see my friends anymore and ik they’re still my friends but it’s just different and I wouldn’t wish this on my worst enemy bc it sucks. I thought if I left school I would feel better bc I’m not using as much energy but I’m still sick. my body still doesn’t work right and now my mental health is getting bad bc I’m always alone with my thoughts and I always managed my mental health by distracting myself from my thoughts and now I can’t and I worked hard to get better and then my physical health got bad and now my mental health is bad bc my physical health is bad so it’s a never ending cycle. when she said “if I push through my body will make me listen” I rlly felt that bc I was pushing through every day at school and I just kept thinking “u can go one more class, just one more and then see how u feel” and it just made things worse. Sometimes I wonder if I took more breaks and listened earlier then maybe I wouldn’t be as sick as i am now.

  • @luvflute14
    @luvflute14 ปีที่แล้ว

    Feeling the crash and needing 1-2 days to recover… ugh. And that feeling of convincing yourself you’re fine and then a flare up will be triggered when you least expect it. All the stages of grief. Thank you for making this! I want to share it with friends/family so that they can understand what it’s like because it’s just so hard to explain.

  • @mojavewolf1
    @mojavewolf1 ปีที่แล้ว

    I think my Son has pots but he has not been diagnosed. The cardiologist could not find anything . The only test he failed was the treadmill . The Dr put him on beta blockers . This has helped him , but his issue is still a mystery . The Dr mentioned Pots but just as a fore thought . But didn’t check him for Pots . !! My Son was also diagnosed with ulcerative Colitis! He is 44 .He seems like he has given up , he missed seeing new Drs , as he canceled due to bad storm . He has not rescheduled!! I read only 10% faint of pots patients. But when he first gets up , it’s a struggle . He also can’t sleep ? It’s so hard to see your Child struggling with health ! But I can’t make him keep appointments 😢he is a grown man . He had to quit his job as a electrician and he can’t drive . His life has done a big turn . He doesn’t want to see his friends as he is weak . He is taking shots for colitis but it is failing to put him in remission . I wish he would get diagnosed . They are putting it under the category of heart disease ! Even though they found nothing 😮

  • @HeavyMetalRubberDucky
    @HeavyMetalRubberDucky ปีที่แล้ว

    I just got diagnosed a week ago after years of suffering. I’m sitting on the floor getting ready for work because standing was just too hard.

  • @MassAppealAri
    @MassAppealAri ปีที่แล้ว

    I brush my teeth the same way due to POTS! Thank you for sharing your story - I wasn’t aware of the dysautonomia aspect of it, but that explains my episodes being accompanied by either chills or sweating, and feeling the need to vomit or have a bowel movement. My heart rate gets over 200 which is scary so I certainly feel your pain. Hope you’ve been well!

  • @leylahasanova480
    @leylahasanova480 ปีที่แล้ว

    Great job🎉 I have the same condition. It was so terrible for me.. I wish healthy life for everyone who has this symptoms. POTS+anxiety,Panic disorder are so difficult for me. If someone know what to do pls say me...

  • @peggymcd4939
    @peggymcd4939 ปีที่แล้ว

    Well done - I don’t have POTS - but have other disabilities that has my body telling me when to rest (every day). Thank you for sharing. 💚

  • @esthermoon627
    @esthermoon627 ปีที่แล้ว

    Thank you for sharing

  • @samid3357
    @samid3357 ปีที่แล้ว

    Thank you for an accurate description. In 2004 I became sick with many of the symptoms you described. My heart rate was erratic. My blood pressure was critical. They were so severe that I needed a wheelchair to get around. I had every test imaginable before I was diagnosed. It was an extremely rare condition then. My first neurologist could not figure out what was wrong. A new Harvard-trained neurologist move to town. He was aware of the condition and was able to stabilize me some with medication, but I still had no quality of life. If my condition had not been so severe, I probably would never have been diagnosed. I remember the day my 5 year old asked me if I was going to die. I told her, 'not if I have anything to say about it!' I am a born again Christian and I don't believe God puts illness on anyone. With faith in God, we prayed and I continued to believe God for complete healing. On September 29, 2005, I received a miraculous, instantaneous healing. To the glory of God, I live in normal life. No medications, no regiments, and no restrictions! My neurologist was very confused. There is healing in the Name of Jesus! You can believe what you want. I have scientific, documented proof.

    • @MalloryMisery
      @MalloryMisery 8 หลายเดือนก่อน

      So people who have POTS and arent christian are out of luck?

    • @samid3357
      @samid3357 8 หลายเดือนก่อน

      @@MalloryMisery That is not what I said. The medical system had no help to offer me. You could call it a spontaneous reversal if you want. All I know is, I was healed in an instant. I credit God.

  • @HelenaTeeter
    @HelenaTeeter ปีที่แล้ว

    Diet has saved my life. Celtic salt, electrolytes, forcing myself to do hiit workout, no refined sugars, no gluten and on no meds. My faith is making me well! December my heart rate was 168 bpm. I started taking hawthornberry and that regulated my blood pressure. Daily workouts are honestly life saving for me. Praying for healing to anyone who reads this in Jesus name 🙏 ❤

  • @carolburger7252
    @carolburger7252 ปีที่แล้ว

    My oldest daughter has Elhers Danlos and POTTS and my youngest has symptoms of POTTS. During their trials I have tried to involve myself in education and help that I can offer but unfortunately this is a cross they must bear 😔 alone. I wish there was more information about these autoimmune diseases. I hope and pray they find a way to control or cure them. I love my daughters and want to help so badly.😢

  • @MI-qj6xr
    @MI-qj6xr ปีที่แล้ว

    Please look into CCI. Since you said your POTS started after a traumatic injury to the head, there could be a chance that you have upper cervical instability due to damaged ligaments near the atlas and axis bones (first two bones of the spine that connect to the brain). POTS can be a symptom of CCI because of compressed nerves. If you TH-cam search “Chris centeno pots” there is a video that explains it.

  • @MI-qj6xr
    @MI-qj6xr ปีที่แล้ว

    You should look into upper cervical instability/issues.

  • @superalien4781
    @superalien4781 ปีที่แล้ว

    vaccine does POTS too .

  • @kevinfitzgerald7474
    @kevinfitzgerald7474 ปีที่แล้ว

    I have this and it's is the most uncomfortable illness to have. Mine is caused by having a couple tick diseases and mold undiagnosed for a long time. This medical system needs to start paying more attention to these nervous system problems that affect autonomic organs. I have a peripheral nueropothy I was born with but in my lifetime these illnesses happened and caused the peripheral nueropothies to worsen and this medical systems drs are still saying my peripheral nueropothy is getting worse but without paying attention to the illnesses causing it to get worse and the other nuerological illnesses I have because of the tick diseases and environmental illnesses. This medical profession needs to read books on how to be humane to patients and not be ocd and abide by fictitious guidelines.