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How do u get sick with such long nails ❤

I had this for 2o years im now 40 it wears off u just get tired❤

At least u got diagnosis im 41 and been a mother from 20 onwards and had no family live near me and I have been up and down since 15 my son is a grown man now and he even has diagnosed me friends have diagnosed me and my gp Has me down for depression. I have only now been referred to a phycarist at 41 I would be lying if I said i am furious because I've suffered since 16 I just want an answer. Thanks enjoyed video ❤

Thank you for this video. I think you're the first person so far that has described my feelings well. I keep thinking it's just not that bad. I like my personality. It's just the destructive part that's a downer. I love your drawing btw. I wish my "art" was as creative as yours haha.

Thank you so much for making this video. I’m a 21 year old girl and my therapist just diagnosed me with bipolar 2 last week. It feels hard to except especially since I didn’t understand much about it. So I came to TH-cam to try and find videos of people I can relate to talking about what it’s actually like in their day-to-day lives, and there really aren’t very many videos that I’ve been able to find. This is just what I needed to hear. I relate to a lot of what you said, and it feels good to have a better understanding of the things I’ve been dealing with my whole life.

You lost weight a little bit again

happy for you, but be careful with the running and your history. As someone who has been through something similar, it sounds like you may be using running as a bandaid to the root issue, and it may even be a different manifestation of the eating disorder if you have thoughts about it making your body look a certain way or burning off food or feeling guilty if you haven't run in a few days. Have you considered medication for the thoughts? xx

hello! thank you so much for sharing this on youtube. Truth is I was diagnosed with type 2 bipolar disorder a few days ago (I had no idea, but I had some very bad depressive episodes where I attempted suicide, and only one hypomaniac episode which lasted for two years - I was so euforic) and I am desperately looking for answers and for a place where I can share my experience with people. Seeing your video really helps me cause now I'm going through a depressive episode and I really see no hope. But still, you gave me some, thanks❤

So glad to see you back and doing so well! Thanks for the update 😊

I’m so happy you are here again we miss you 🌸🌸🌸

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I feel the same way. I would try to get my bmi low in the danger zone by the time I get an assessment because if it is too high, they won't accept me for treatment. The illness is bad enough, but healthcare is worse

I’m so so proud of you!! You are such an inspiration

One of the best and most inspiring recovery stories ❤

This is the most lovely update. Thank you for sharing, I feel like there has been such a change in the level of happiness that is coming from you, and your excitement for life. It is incredibly encouraging to see others managing their mental health struggles and courageously living their lives.

I regret everything bro I feel so guilty like really guilty I fucked up my tooth I can feel it and I’m scared My mom is going to be so mad

Finally, someone who can explain AN-bp in a way I resonate with. I’m far more addicted to restriction but my god I cannot stop the calculator and anxiety until I binge and purge. Using bulimia to cope with the hell of anorexia (and the sick illusion that it’s going to be fun) isn’t talked about enough. I’m so sorry you understand but hopefully that understanding gets further and further away

The extreme changes in energy is the biggest challenge with bipolar.

My last episode was 6 weeks of depression and a week of hypomania. Thanks for sharing. 👍

So happy to see you are doing well!! Please, enjoy life. Every single instant is too precious to give it to anorexia.

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OMG, you are GORGEOUS!!! You're absolutely radiating and look 20-30 years younger. Stay strong, mentally and physically!!!!!!! Food is FUEL. I am completely gobsmacked how wonderful you look vs your former self.

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I have bulimia and my eyes are kinda puffy and i was near to death once with starvation but i was not unconscious

thank u for this ❤

Thx for sharing your struggle, insight and optimism!

You look incredible! Your hair and skin look amazing and you look younger too- awesome to see! I bet it has given you a tonne of time back as well, all that b/p can be so time consuming…. Have only just watched your vid from 2 years ago and searched to see how you were doing - so happy to see this..

I am so proud of you!! I know you don’t know me and that my affirmation does not mean much!! But I want you to know I’m incredibly incredibly proud of you. What you have done is absolutely tremendous! difficult to do and you are in the small percentage of people who gain freedom from such a awful, horrible disease!! You’re beautiful! And you always were, but now it shines through!!❤

so proud of you beautiful ❤

Beautiful beautiful girl, thank you for being an inspiration to many people out there. You are so much stronger than you'll ever know ❤

Congrats 🎉🎉

This is thinspo. I wish you wore a slightly higher cut too :(

thank you for your video! it definitely helped explain and validate my feelings and experiences quite a lot. i haven’t been officially diagnosed but if i do i feel like i would ease into it because of how you explained it and how it isn’t a death sentence just need to manage it :) thank u for making this video and i hope you have a great day ✨

Thanks for sharing.

Still talking about it. That is not who you are. You are a child of God. Speak in the name of Jesus and rebuke demons. You have holy strength

You are not perfect. Eat whatever you want. Don't play the institution policy games. You will help so many more people when you overcome this spiritual warfare demons. Don't feel sorry for yourself. Do you want children in the future. Yes you are an adult. It does not matter what stage of life your in. Do not feel guilty. Be SELFISH for your recovery. Your man does not want you to feel guilty about him. He is there for you as he should be. Stop talking about it and be about it. Pray pray pray God is in charge

You go girl

OH MY GOD YOU LOOK ABSOLUTELY GORGEOUS!!!! I am so so so happy for you, you have so much more life now

I want to say a massive thank you for all of the comments and kindness ❤ it truly has meant the world and as I said, I couldn’t have got here without the support of people like you. I’m currently in New Zealand travelling, but as soon as I get back i’ll make a video outlining what has helped me with recovery and getting to where I am today. In the meantime head over to my instagram @nicfstr to see my rather positive anorexia update. Thank you again xxx

my body goalsss❤😭

Great recovery story! Thank you for updating us, and congrats. Keep up the good work, and take good care of yourself.

never found a video so similar to my experience

I had anorexia/bulimia for a few years. When I was a low weight and had bulimia I binged and purged 18 hours per day for 2 years straight not missing a single day. I honestly don't know how I'm alive. After binge episodes I would be so dehydrated water was like a drug and I would gulp it down. I still live in fear of the long term physical effects I must have caused that I may not be aware of. It is a HORRIBLE thing to go through I wouldn't wish it upon anyone

so proud of you!

This is inspiring

It's really impressive to see you now compared to this video. Truly amazing and inspiring 🥰☀️

the before and after is so inspiring you look amazing

OMG, finallyyyy! I watched your videos, and no news, no news, and I worried about you, but now you're again. :)

U look pretty❤❤