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Victoria the Ollyotzie
เข้าร่วมเมื่อ 5 ก.พ. 2021
Hello, lovely people. It's Victoria, and welcome or welcome back to my channel. I make a variety of content but mainly music and commentary related, with story times and other random bits sprinkled in.
I wish you a lovely day.
I wish you a lovely day.
Ensnared (Original Song)
Hi, lovelies. This is an old song from my album As a Dweller that I released in 2017. I rewrote some lyrics and wanted to share it with y'all in the spirit of posting as much original work as I feel confident doing at the moment. I still relate to this song a lot and would like to hear your thoughts on it. Vocals are comped in the outro.
Lyrics:
When I stand under the water, and it feels too cold
I can make it hotter, yes I have that control
The one place I can keep the impact
at what I know I can take
Hopeless attempts to hold how I’m seen
And what I’m allowed to be told
I’m fine, at the same time
I might be completely exhausted inside
Which way are my arms reaching
Everyone leaves, I don’t know
How I’m pushed away
from what I want most
Wanted a rush of blood to numb me
Found it underneath the smoke
Still I stay procrastinating
what I want most
Had the courage to speak,
Wasn’t trying to impose
Overstayed my place
Awaiting what i want most
Screaming out my heart is starving
Trying to let somebody know
Am I fighting hard enough
For what I want most
There’s wanting to create
and being pulled apart
By release, by release
I find myself at the whim
Of the space in between,
In between
It can’t be achieved,
I can’t even see
The extent to which
I’ve been clipping my own wings
Can’t get this off my mind
I always leave in time
And I’m still a wanderer inside
Which way are my arms reaching
Everyone leaves, I don’t know
How I’m pushed away
from what I want most
Wanted a rush of blood to numb me
Found it underneath the smoke
Still I stay procrastinating
what I want most
Had the courage to speak,
Wasn’t trying to impose
Overstayed my place
Awaiting what i want most
Screaming out my heart is starving
Trying to let somebody know
Am I fighting hard enough
For what I want most
Oh to scream wildly
Like a child again
To demand reassurance
without fear of resentment
To not have to rise above
What my brain may say about me
To taste the chance to be
Weak and safe and free
Lyrics:
When I stand under the water, and it feels too cold
I can make it hotter, yes I have that control
The one place I can keep the impact
at what I know I can take
Hopeless attempts to hold how I’m seen
And what I’m allowed to be told
I’m fine, at the same time
I might be completely exhausted inside
Which way are my arms reaching
Everyone leaves, I don’t know
How I’m pushed away
from what I want most
Wanted a rush of blood to numb me
Found it underneath the smoke
Still I stay procrastinating
what I want most
Had the courage to speak,
Wasn’t trying to impose
Overstayed my place
Awaiting what i want most
Screaming out my heart is starving
Trying to let somebody know
Am I fighting hard enough
For what I want most
There’s wanting to create
and being pulled apart
By release, by release
I find myself at the whim
Of the space in between,
In between
It can’t be achieved,
I can’t even see
The extent to which
I’ve been clipping my own wings
Can’t get this off my mind
I always leave in time
And I’m still a wanderer inside
Which way are my arms reaching
Everyone leaves, I don’t know
How I’m pushed away
from what I want most
Wanted a rush of blood to numb me
Found it underneath the smoke
Still I stay procrastinating
what I want most
Had the courage to speak,
Wasn’t trying to impose
Overstayed my place
Awaiting what i want most
Screaming out my heart is starving
Trying to let somebody know
Am I fighting hard enough
For what I want most
Oh to scream wildly
Like a child again
To demand reassurance
without fear of resentment
To not have to rise above
What my brain may say about me
To taste the chance to be
Weak and safe and free
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"Trying" (Original Song)
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Hi, lovelies. So I recently wrote a song about a lot of the issues I've been dealing with that I talked about in my most recent mental health update. I edited one area of the vocals in the chorus because I accidentally got my own lyrics wrong lol. I'm really proud of this song and would love to hear your thoughts on it. Lyrics: I've been crying cause I'm trying to trust a silver lining will com...
A (probably too honest) mental health update
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Tw: mentions of substance abuse, depression and past suicidal ideation. Hi, lovelies. I was debating whether to post this because this is pretty vulnerable but this was a meaningful video to make and I figured maybe some good could come from it. My current goal is to work on weaning myself off of alcohol while continuing to abstain from marijuana and use the mental health resources available to...
Me singing "the girl, so confusing remix with lorde"
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Hi, lovelies. A few of y'all recently said you'd prefer if I cover this version of girl, so confusing, which is another one of my favorite songs from brat. This is also helping me cope with the FOMO I have from having to sell my ticket to the brat tour because attempted financial health lol. It's been a bit longer than expected since my last upload because we've had some mild *mental health iss...
Me singing It's ok I'm ok by Tate McRae
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Hi, lovelies. I'm going through a total Tate McRae phase and I had a lot of fun singing this song and dancing around the other day. Vocals are comped. Hope you enjoy. Leave a comment letting me know what you think, and consider subscribing for new videos at least once a week. IG & TikTok: @ollyotzie
An overdue update on the Tana Mongeau and Cody Ko situation
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Hi, friends. I don't even know what's happening with my audio anymore but it's not the best for the first main portion of the video. I started this video a few months ago and wanted to finally finish and post solely for my personal closure. Full disclosure, I am no longer a fan of Tana or her podcast, but I still stand by what I say in this video. I give a summary of the timeline of events rega...
Me singing Honey by Kehlani
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Hi. I really love this song and have wanted to post a cover for a while. Vocals are slightly comped in a few places. Let me know what you think, please and thank you. IG & TikTok: @ollyotzie
Sympathy is a knife by Charli xcx (acoustic alto cover)
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This is probably my favorite song on brat and I'm excited to share my version with y'all.
I'm frustrated at myself for supporting these people (part 1)
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This video ended up being mainly about the Brooke Schofield situation. Thanks for being patient with me. Let me know what you guys think. Hope to see you next time. My mic audio ended up being weird so this is my phone video. IG & TikTok: @ollyotzie 0:00 intro 0:15 why I unlisted my last video 1:20 acknowledging my past red pill phase 3:20 Brooke apparently blocking people 4:21 feeling conflict...
Me Bungee Jumping (full video good angle)
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Me Bungee Jumping (full video good angle)
I Write Sins Not Tragedies by Panic! at the Disco (Acoustic Cover)
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I Write Sins Not Tragedies by Panic! at the Disco (Acoustic Cover)
The response to my Tana Mongeau and Cody Ko video
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The response to my Tana Mongeau and Cody Ko video
The Tana and Cody Ko situation and my experiences with creepy older people
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The Tana and Cody Ko situation and my experiences with creepy older people
Me Singing "Good Luck, Babe!" by Chappell Roan (Acoustic Alto Cover)
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Me Singing "Good Luck, Babe!" by Chappell Roan (Acoustic Alto Cover)
My Birth Control Experience & Advice (my doctor didn't believe my pain)
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My Birth Control Experience & Advice (my doctor didn't believe my pain)
I used to want to be like you ep. 1: Tana Mongeau & Tanacon six years later
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I used to want to be like you ep. 1: Tana Mongeau & Tanacon six years later
My Coming Out Story + Happy Pride Month!
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My Coming Out Story Happy Pride Month!
Me Singing Navigating by twenty one pilots
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Me Singing Navigating by twenty one pilots
Thoughts on Bridgerton & Daisy Jones: I don't like how I watch things.
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Thoughts on Bridgerton & Daisy Jones: I don't like how I watch things.
I binge-watched Geek Girl and it was aggressively fine.
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I binge-watched Geek Girl and it was aggressively fine.
Exceptionist by Victoria Ashlyn (Original Song)
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Exceptionist by Victoria Ashlyn (Original Song)
Crater Lake by Victoria Ashlyn (Original Song)
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Crater Lake by Victoria Ashlyn (Original Song)
The Idea of You has so much wrong with it and I am obsessed. A Chaotic Recap/Review
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The Idea of You has so much wrong with it and I am obsessed. A Chaotic Recap/Review
If "Karma" by Jojo Siwa was Honest (Parody Cover by Victoria Ashlyn)
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If "Karma" by Jojo Siwa was Honest (Parody Cover by Victoria Ashlyn)
Life Update: Sobriety, Job Searches and New Music
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Life Update: Sobriety, Job Searches and New Music
No
I don't say this as "do what I've done" because no, don't. I've stayed in retail for a few years and now I'm getting promoted slightly and it is the absolute strangest thing on Earth, how there are just two tiers with which fellow employees are treated, and now they all of a sudden want me to have more dignity and take regular breaks now. I don't understand people. Keep your hopes up and stay motivated and you'll find somewhere better to work
@kirbyswenson2818 thank you, I really appreciate it. I'm thinking of maybe making the most of it while I'm still in this position to maybe get some advantages out of it, while continuing to look elsewhere. I always look forward to your input and congrats on the slight promotion ❤️
Love it!!
Thank you!
The audio is bad. ❤
Still watching!
@theessentialforager6658 yeah I honestly have no idea why it was so bad lol thank you for watching anyway, I appreciate
1. your eyebrows are bomb 2. thanks for making an update, this situation seemed to kind of get stale, as far as people talking about it online, but i was wondering what came of it
@ilovetoads222 thank you so much for both!
you can do better!
Get it girl
@@jeffreyretana3558 thanks 😊
The hair at first ❤❤ love it
@ellarose7228 thanks so much! 😘
you look so fun to do karaoke with haha love this
aww thanks so much. I've discovered my love for karaoke over the past year so I appreciate it.
Please stop singing, it was awful
loved this!
Thanks so much!
listening to you attempt to describe tana's channel just sent me thank you
@sarahparsons6283 lol thank you I appreciate
Ate that up!!!😍😍
@@CookieWink-p5u thanks so much!
Why did the tori one kill me 😂
Top! ❤👍🏼❤
all day every day <3
@@ollyotzie 😘❤❤😘
Ok but the shoes are very much giving Elle
@Aspen.is.random thank you!
Y'know this looks like a cool series. I think I'll watch it
@kirbyswenson2818 yay! Would definitely recommend esp. With the new season coming out on the 3rd.
I did not realize until now how much I put my tongue between my teeth lol
great work!!! playing without a pick is a baller move!
@@billglorp thank you!
really lovely interpretation of the song
@@sourced4 thank you!
Bangerrrrrrrrrrr
"So Mr. Trump, we adults in the room think you've matured and we think you're finally accepting 2020's election results? Pretty please? We are giving you permission to wipe your slate clean with the nicest softball of the night." And then he responds like someone's selling him scam hearing aids
He right tho
no way you're that dumb ooof
You did so good on this!! You should keep posting dances! Your a very good dancer!!❤❤
@Naomi-pw7sg aw thank you 😊
4:37 into this show, I realized I could not sit through all ten episodes...
You are beautiful
@@nelzntlaloe2127 thank you!
You also gotta put in more wrist movement
You need to do it over your finger
You're so pretty!!!❤❤ I love your hairrrr <3
Thanks so much! ❤
I love how you just post it without worrying about what people might think. Rly brave.🥰🫶🏼✨🌸
Something looks very mid-2010s about this but I can't put my finger on it
Thats actually really impressive
Thank you!
Hi
@@LupeBarron-i3v hi :)
Bro said a swear word 😂😂
Ariana grande syndrome
You've got an awesome voice. Keep going! Love the cover.
is it just me, or does she kinda sound like a sheep when she does that (no hate, the singing is great, keep it up)
the vibrato and tone of your higher range is so lovely! nicely done 🫶
Would love the collab
Love this❤
Sounds really good ❤ keep practicing the high vocals those are hard but you’ll get em ❤ definitely keep going lovely voice and guitar
@kaylaturner5551 thanks so much! Yeah this was definitely a good head voice exercise
Best microtonal piece
Ok
You look like a celebrity
Ur voice is too die for omg 😳 ❤
GIRL YOUR VOICEEEEEE AAA heart break is one thing my ego another I be-🐴🐴g you don't embar🐴ass me
I love your singing
wow!! this is amazing 🤩
Wow🤩you have a beautiful voice!
there kid like me not hating tho
@@Natalies-p5r ? No offense taken
It’s ok but i love your voice❤