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i love alchemy jewellery

Gothic clothing needs to be more satanic

My favorite item was the necklace

Muy bonita y toda la ropa espectacular 🎉🎉🎉

That hammock looked so oddly cool. Alas it is my type of Gothic or darkly-inclined item! So neat. Also your hair & makeup look so good in this my friend. You look like a Gothic Russian Bettie Page. In a good, cool way.👍🦇🐈‍⬛🖤🎃

Kevin Street Macleay 4.4184angiemareewohlman age47.18.10 lllxxx.18.10.9.16

Kevin Street Macleay 4.4184angiemareewohlman age47.18.10 lllxxx.18.10.9.16

Kevin Street Macleay 4.4184angiemareewohlman age47.18.10 lllxxx.18.10.9.16

Kevin Street Macleay 4.4184angiemareewohlman age47.18.10 lllxxx.18.10.9.16

Happy World Goth Day my friend. Hope that you've been enjoying your time away from TH-cam. Cheers! (Vashe zdorov'ye)🦇🖤🐈‍⬛🎃

Im getting some romwe stuff next week. Cant wait

All cool things. I subbed. Luv the accent, where are you based?

I love the alien the new squishy babphobabe and i bought the vampur red blood bat . Its april 2024 and there is a sale ❤ check it out😊

Tammy Tanuka pigments look so amazing! Thanks for posting about it. They are shipping to the US again, so I want to place an order but the only way to pay is with a Russian-issued card. I know there are apps that will exchange currency from certain countries to other countries, but some of them don’t do USD to Rubles. So you know of an app that does that or can you share how you paid for your order? I really prefer to find a way to place my own order from the US as opposed to buying from a seller on an auction site where they’re charging anywhere from $20-$45 for one eyeshadow (1 gram) and they could always lie about whether or not it’s been used if its loose bc you wouldn’t be able to tell. Some ppl press their own eyeshadows too, so they could always use it then re-press it and sell it as new. I just don’t trust online auctions & refuse to be ripped off. Anyways, thanks for sharing your Tammy Tanuka experience.

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Great work thanks for sharing keep it up l hope we always communicate 🛎👈👉👀🌷🌺👍🌹🤲🤲🎁♥️

I'll be sad to see you go, I've really enjoyed your videos! Best of luck!

This video was just recommended to me & its my first time seeing you which is a shame for me! But you seem wonderful, I just scrolled through your catalogue of vids. TH-cam is 80% slog. Real life is ao much more important. Best of luck, but I do hope to see you back one day!

Love watching you! Have watched from the very first video. Especially love your vlogs since you moved from NZ to Russia, hubby also loves watching the festival/gig vlogs 😉hope to see you back here again soon! 🖤

Stay safe and good health! ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤

Good for you and your milestones of success!

I enjoyed your vdeos. You are a nice person, but I understand. Everybody has their stuff going on and time runs so fast. Good luck with everything. Take care. ❤

Has been awesome following your journey on TH-cam but completely understand wanting to be more present in the now, as a parent of 3 kids under 13 I can totally understand the need to take the break. I find most TH-cam channels tend to take breaks when they feel their content feels forced and not being able to be present during your mundane life cause your feeling like you have to document everything for the channel. Glad to still see you over on Instagram, but wish you and the family all the best until the feel to upload feels right for you again. Thanks for 3 years of awesome content🖤

Thank you for 3yrs of content that I totally enjoyed, it was lovely to get to know you...all the best

Awww well definitely miss you! But I totally understand and always support people doing what’s best for them. I totally get it too because I disappear from TH-cam for months / years at a time. I hope this gives you more time for other things and if you ever come back we’ll be happy to watch again! 💖💖💖

Aww that’s sad, I’ll miss your videos. 😢 I’ve been here since the very beginning. It’s understandable though with how time consuming it is. Hopefully you will put out an occasional video if you buy anything cool. 🖤🦇🕸

ive always enjoyed your videos. i dont do you tube .... i watch it i do hope you pop on from time to time to let us know how you are doing

I’m here for the boobs! Sigh…. This is sad but totally understandable. We all still love you and I’m glad I’m already following you on IG. 😘 ❤

Awww... I do hope you will not be away from TH-cam forever. Cause I love the bloopers and all different contents you do. But I get it. It's time consuming and real life is more important. At least I have you on Instagram too. I have never had Facebook and never will. I will continue my channel as long as I think it gives me something. But I refuse stick into one box only. Sorry to hear about those dramas. Stay safe gorgeous and take care about yourself and your family 🦇🖤🖤🖤🖤🦇 Love from Sweden.

Shirley here from the US. I could never do YT. I much rather have a real job then having to worry about OMG I have put a video out. Maybe some people make their living that way but I have a good paying job with pension and good health care. YT doesn't give u that.

How does the webutant bra fit?

Goth is about acknowledging the sad beauty of the world, not about embracing the devil! As a Christian goth, it’s disgusting to see corporates not only downgrading alternative fashion to mass-market crap but also promoting ideology of self-destruction and rot🤢

As a parent the only wish is to hope my children have a better life then I had. I wish to do the most I can to provide that for them.

Shirley here, is there a reason your family moved to Russia? Maybe you said in a video and I missed it.

You are so pretty!!!! TH-cam recommended your video to me.

I don’t have kids by choice, but obviously have friends who do, and many of them are ‘alternative’. Your advice is SPOT on! In general, I get pissed when you are supposed to grow out of a lifestyle or way of dress when you age.

Obviously I dont have kids… but I identify with A LOT of this video. Thanks for saying it. 🖤

i started later in life having kids. my attitude was if it happens it happens. i now have 4 young adults. ive always loved alternative/goth/witchy styles. being a nurse....kinda hard to fully embrace it in fashion lets say. i, like you, wear alot of black. i only really encouraged my kids to be alternative during halloween lol. i let them explore there own interests growing up. these days, my oldest has his own doom band(s), and my eldest daughter loves her gothy/witchy lifestyle. i think i did something right lol. parenting is a challenge but your ideas and perspectives will get you through. loved this vid. thank you for sharing

I put my daughter up for adoption, medical reasons, her late father did not have enough money then. We are friends, but we are not close. Just be yourself, and accept others for who they are, try to do what brings you joy, never lose your faith. That's the only thing that made me realise I was on the wrong road. And if you can, never give up. That's what I learned so far. Black is my favourite colour.

I love so many things about this video, you have great wisdom I think. Myself? Where to start. As you know (I think I've mentioned it anyway), I have never had a relationship, probably mainly because of my autism - I don''t really understand relationships in a way, I often feel that I wasn't made for romantic relationships, although I would love to be with someone (I'm 47 this year though so...I don't know if that will ever happen now). As for children? I would only dream of having them if I was in a committed relationship. Honestly though, children are not something that I have ever wanted, its never really been a goal of mine and I think I would probably screw them up. Having said that, I agree totally with what you say here - the way to keep sane is to be yourself, whatever that is to a person, whether its dressing in black and going to gigs or whatever. Also, you can't help someone discover who they are unless you know at least a little bit about yourself, that certainly follows. I love the way you describe the dichotomy as well - be annoyed with them and then watching them sleep and they're so precious...I don't know if I could handle the emotion, allowing myself to be THAT vulnerable. But then, my guess would be that you are only like that for them, its such a unique relationship, so...its not comparable to anything else. I don't know, I would like to think I would be a decent parent because I know myself and I'm a kind person. If I ever meet someone and want to have children with them then...its a little less scary in someways after seeing this, and I thank you for that. :)

I can't say I have your experience, cause I am too old to even be a parent. But I at least choosed be myself, no matter age.

Think your Message is perfect! Everyone should be true to themselfes, so they can be happy. And that's why some parents look so old for their age. They forget or hide who they are. Stay safe gorgeous 🦇🖤🖤🖤🖤🦇

Love watching you can listen to you for hours

You look like a teenager without makeup,I always admire how pretty you are,but look like a teenager

LEMON CLEANSER?!?! Sign me up!!!!!

Interesting! I haven’t seen a video like this. This truly shows what you actually use! 💖

Cool. The only thing I use on my skin these days really is pure vegetable soap - sensitive skin, etc - occasionally a bit of bulldog brand moisturiser, I use their shaving product on my head as well, works great. :) As for sun cream? I'm a redhead, so I do have a tendency to burn on occasion, especially when we used to go on holiday to Spain, etc. Luckily it rarely gets that hot over here, but I should maybe still wear sun cream. Either way, cool video and I hope all is well. :) x

Awww... that date! 😂😂😂😂 at least it still work. And you are really international in your skin care. Don't think I tried anything from Asia or New Zeeland. Was it tea tree oil in that one from Australia? I usually mix tea tree oil with coconut oil for use when I got wounds or skin issues. I love that perfume from Mugler! But can't afford it anymore. Way too expensive for me. I usually just buy night cream, day cream and eye cream for my age. Nothing special. Most bigger shops have them. Don't think I should do an empties video lol Would drive Trevor bonkers, if I horded that for a month! He think I have too much stuff already. 😂😂 😂😂 Do recognize the Winter problem with hands, turning red and getting wounds. Stay safe gorgeous 🦇🖤🖤🖤🖤🦇

Love ya channel. Greetings from Queens 🗽 New York