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I'm nearly cry!!??

Yes there may be good and bad with meds but please don’t discount this one fully as this med changed my life. I was unable to control my seizures tried everything in the VA starter pack and stroked out because of contradicting meds and gave up on meds for awhile now 6 months on it and my mental clarity is way better seizures in check and way more cognitive then the walking zombie I was before some work some don’t but I pray you find some relief and just wanted to try to help with my two cent’s

He asked you not to put it on social media! I am concerned about his caregiver.

Why are you yelling for him to breathe? He is vomiting.

Ok, you are freaking me out.

Just got prescribed this med and im kinda worried about taking it. Supposed to be taking it starting today.

BTW I did leave out that my brother flew across the country to surprise me at my door a few weeks before the family reunion and his Birthday... It was a wonderful surprise...!!

I'm sorry

Again, if you want to warn of the side effects, you need to explain what’s happening in more details.

It would be helpful to add how soon it happened after he took it (Trileptal?), the reason why he was prescribed it, and how much was prescribed a day. Was he forced to take it at a rehab?

"It's cool because no one can take them away from me". I love that outlook.

So, so cool. I'm glad the meeting went successfully. You're brave. Mostly Eastern European? Good analogy about the fruit falling from the tree, even if the tree has been removed. Your dad is probably so proud of you. I'm surprised it was a comfortable chat. I've always wondered about a sense of belonging with adoptees, and you explained it well.

did you win your lawsuit?

I feel for you. I went from having a great Psychiatrist to a hopeless one. She was the first to diagnose me. I went through hell trialing meds but she let me make the decisions on what did and didn't work. When my PDoc moved I ended up with a new psych trying to change both my medication and add medications.. and also try to diagnose me again after 2 sessions on Skype. I have had my diagnosis for 8 years. I ended up tapering off my mood stabiliser and antipsychotics after years. Unfortunately the side effects outweigh the positive for me. I have to be strong like you and talk myself through it and push hard against myself. It's odd I also have Psoriasis and Psoriatic Arthritis. Be strong, brother. You're a warrior.

Is there any way we, as an audience, can help you? I'm so sorry. You don't deserve to be a victim of this "survival of the financially fittest" bullsh*t that our country has sadly become, thanks to self-serving politicians. I really appreciate your openness on suicide. You're exactly right about how, when feeling suicidal, the last thing people want to do is tell people about it. We might have an outburst about it to strangers online (that's what I've done), but I'll never burden people in my daily life with the worry that I want to end my life. You're a really smart and unique guy.

I learn a lot from you.

you brought me some new insight, thank you

Hope your on the way to healing . 😃

I hear you brother, but there is no illness involved, God makes an appointed time for all man, that he will come to meet us. some sooner than other, it's on Gods timing. Mine came when I asked Jesus to be my savior, I then started hearing voices and having visions, but I kept it to my self for years, until, I heard what the spirit was saying, at first it spooked me, I had doom feeling and dread, but after a while we became friends and they started teaching me how to treat them, they that indwell the mind of man, I hope you will check out one of my video's and give me some insight into your opinion of how the schizophrenia just might be a gift from God that some people just can't handle, and there is only one unforgivable sin, the rejection of the Holy Spirit.=loony bin. or and a life on valume and other meds that actually damage the spirit thought pattern and impair spiritual growth. I'll give you sub for sub brother, In my experience it's showing that we have been responsible for the corruption of our spirits by teaching them they are evil in the first place, everything we think, they feel and see it all. in all I see you have a good handle on this, I hope my works can be of some use and be used as a tool.

Why does it take these people so long to even start tell,ing there story I don't care what he did befor, he went,and than all the other stuff,he hasent, even started showing the town, i,m from fl.i know this town, When's, he GOING to tell he,s story.

I’ve been diagnosed ptsd and major depression and fibromyalgia but my depression sounds like yours. I can stay in beds for days sometimes because of fatigue and pain like mono and like I’m recovering from fighting mike Tyson I feel relief after a good cry but it’s really hard to get to that point I understand you completely. I met someone new today. My friend was introducing me and joking around about my psychiatric service dog. I just made a joke to get passed the awkwardness. The lady looked at him like how rude. I said it’s okay I’m not offended. best way to some it up is he lets me know when to take my crazy pills as I was petting my dog instead of skin picking from social phobia and awkwardness. Humor saves the day once again 😀

I've got everything u said except the adopted child thing

one of the hardest struggles in my mind, psychosis combined with responsibility..

I've never heard it explained so well! No one, but the people living with this, understands. i quit wasting my breath trying to explain. I need to just show your video.

Happy New Year!

I think Trump knows something about building.

That was goofy, silly and lots of other fun stuff...Romney fur presurdent!

I love this so much! <3 Sharing!

I think Hillary or trump is a double loss, all my hope went to bernie sanders

LOL! Sounds good! 🍹❤️

Funniest Freedom-Flag-Fashion speech. Have a blast, Michael. Good to see you're feelin' better.

I am definitely a progressive .the only damaging thing in my opinion is the lack of open support in the lgbtq community. the entire time Bruce Jenner lived his life as a man,he never openly supported anything related to lgbtq rights or movements. especially when it comes to his political views .I also think that the lgbtq community has put Cait Jenner as the face of Transgender people. Cait has transitioned within the recent months. the only thing that Cait can relate to in the Transgender community is that she is an open transgender. she is not a good face of transgender people because she cannot relate to the reality of living as a transgender person in america,she has been able to get the best of both worlds due to her wealth and her wife andnchildren, when she was being told about the open discrimination and violence directed at lgbtq community and more concretely with transgender peoole,she in no way could relate to the reality of this statistic. I am glad that she has been open about being transgender, but I don't think she should be put as an activist because she is not and hasn't openly supported anything in the lgbtq community. Laverne cox is the right choice,not Bruce jenner

hello! I definitely relate to you because I have schizoaffective disorder as well. you are extremely brave for sharing your experience with this illness. I finally mustered up the courage to make a video about my experience with schizoaffective disorder. I just have an introduction video at the moment and I plan on making more videos,if you could check it out and kind of give me your perspective it would be beyond amazing. take it one day at a time,and I send blessings upon your road to recovery! xxxx

This is an accurate description of the feelings , man. It's nice to hear it explained without all the clinical terms, which I know too well. Anyone can recite what they learned from the DSM-V or IV-TR, Kaplan book, etc... but to actually describe it emotionally is more helpful and this should teach people who aren't depressed what the hell it's like. Because it's not 'snap out of it'. I'd like someone to snap our of a heart attack.

I relate to your experiences.

"Me and You and a Dog Named Boo", Lobo; "Rambling Man", Allman Brothers Have fun in the "Garden of Good and Evil".

glad to see you are venturing out again, hope 2015 is a great year for you. ;)

I still can't believe this actually happened to us. Now hearing the experience explained in full detail from your perspective makes me laugh because it's almost unbelievable.

Great break down on this disorder. I live with Schizoaffective Disorder Bi Polar Type II. I have severe depressions with occasional periods of Hypomania. It really sucks but I've learned to manage it and I vlog on my channel about it. Great Job pa!

Granted, Obama sucks, an I voted for him twice. But he is WAY better than a Mormon. I come from Mormon roots, and I can assure you Romney would have been taking all his orders from the church. He would be required to do so by threat of ex-communication. So Romney would not be president, but the Apostles in Utah would. That is why anyone vs. a Mormon is better. Plus, you are fucking insane an should seek immediate psychiatric help.

Nice to see you back, and seemingly alive. I'm now living in your area, call if you need a ride or help.

LOL, I hate those mail things. They freak me out.

Did you go on the cruise if so how was it? We are thinking about going this year but it scares me the way they did on that one

GMAFB

The smell of eucalyptus and camphor together always makes me calm. When I was small (and all the way up into my teens) my grandmother would rub my back with a powder that had those in it. This would relax me until I could sleep. She used this trick with all the little ones.

your english isn't making the case for liberalism

Why Thank You , I appreciate you stopping in

You're an idiot.

how dear u say that Oklahoma is asking for stuff people started bringing stuff as soon as the tornado left moore oklahoma ..so you should stop making videos I mean I can even watch after u said people in Oklahoma were asking for stuff you don' t ....so you shouldn't have made this video.... all u know is wat u seen on tv .... us pplz here in Oklahoma help one another no matter wat happens even out of Oklahoma .... so dont post anything unless u really know wats goin on or wat happen...

not 41 idk how that got there